2023/10/30Time will screen out the people around you
I often reflect on myself, why did those who once said they liked me slowly become estranged?
Maybe it's because when I first met, I showed a charismatic personality, full of fun and full of sunshine. You once said that communicating with me is like a spring breeze, and it makes you feel extremely relaxed and happy.
However, as time goes on, you may discover my inner sensitivity and suspicion, and discover the clingy personality that I show from time to time, which may bore you.
I know very well that a serious lack of love is difficult to accept. So now I firmly believe that I shouldn't show too much of my inner world to others, because no one wants to go deep into my heart.
What they love is only the illusion I initially showed, and if someone likes me because they see my funny side, then I know that they will eventually leave me.
Because I can't keep it fun forever, and one day I'll have nothing to say.
Maybe you've noticed the coldness and selfishness that I sometimes show, or maybe you can't accept me.
Maybe you're starting to expect something from me, expecting me to change, expecting me to become more mature and considerate. However, I failed to do it and let you down.
Maybe you're starting to wonder if I'm really as good as you think.
Maybe you're starting to get tired of me, tired of me always bothering and annoying you.
Yes, these are possible causes. But I don't want to blame you for anything, because I know I'm wrong, and I don't have the courage and determination to change myself and become what you want me to be.
I can't make promises to you that I'm going to be better, that I'm going to be better than meets your expectations. So, I can only accept your departure. Accept the fact that the one you once liked is no longer there. What you used to see me was just a part of who I am, but now I'm different.
I understand that I can't deny myself because you're gone. I also understand that I can't stop moving forward because you're gone. I will continue to look for my own path and find a way of life that will make me feel fulfilled and fulfilled.
I will continue to change myself and change the parts that make you unacceptable. I will become more mature and considerate, and I will know how to love others. I will try to be a better person, someone who can make you proud. At the same time, I will continue to be myself. Keep that sensitivity and suspicion, keep that love and pursuit of life. I will continue to be myself and be that unique me.
I know I still have a long way to go. I know I still have a lot to learn and change. However, I believe I can do it. I believe I can become a better person, someone you can be proud of. The guy who said he would love me forever ended up saying "I'm sorry"!
Going with the flow is really my current attitude towards life, and there are really no presets and expectations for relationships at this stage.
It's not because I've been disappointed too many times before, but I've figured it out.
I began to understand that not all relationships have to be perfect, and not everyone who has been very good and good has to accompany them to the end.
There are many uncertainties and dispersions in life, and there are times when there is nothing to be done.
We just go with the flow, and cherishing the present is always the best solution.
Never sacrifice sincerity in exchange for consuming your relationships, and don't deliberately overestimate and incite yourself to have high hopes for certain relationships.
It is enough not to bind, not to bind, not to over-embellish, and to give each other enough sincerity and understanding.
Time will screen the people around us, and the right people will be left around.
I have always believed that everything in the world has its reasons!