87. No one is more worthy than anyone who just happens to meet you.
Friday, October 2nd.
The soft rain knocked on the classroom window, and Jinguji Tsukiki pestle her jaw and stared blankly at the clouds outside the window.
From time to time, I came back to my senses and looked at Sakura Koji Sakura who was taking notes carefully in front of me.
Although her head is not good, her childhood sweetheart's attitude in class is really fine, so it is not unforgivable that her grades are not outstanding, and no teacher will hate her.
Thinking back to yesterday's incident, Jingu Terakitsuki is not good at characterizing this behavior as a whim or something, but his idea of wanting to make a change should come from sincerity.
After he said that, Sakura Koji Sakura was surprised after being dazed, after all, this was the first time in three years that Jingu Terakitsuki took the initiative to invite her on a date.
She didn't know what kind of change had taken place in Jimuni's state of mind, but she confirmed in her heart that she was gradually getting closer to him.
As for Jingu Terakitsuki herself, he was happy because Sakura Koji Sakura showed a smiling face, and as long as it was something that could make her happy, Jingu Terakitsuki would definitely try to do it.
It's just that Jingu Terakitsuki thought that after saying something like that, he would be able to confirm his feelings for Sakura Koji Sakura in his heart.
At this point, it's a bit of a pity.
At the front of the classroom, the girl turned back without warning, and met the eyes that Jingu Terakitsuki was looking at her, and she turned her head away with both shyness and joy.
……
……
After school.
Jingu Teratsuki came to the student council room and dealt with today's work.
It didn't take long for Hoshino Morino, who was the president of the student council, to walk in.
Say hello, get a kettle, boil water, make tea, all in one go.
Jingu Terakitsuki stopped what he was doing and took the black tea handed by Hoshino Mori Seino.
Suddenly, he thought of something, and Jingu Terakitsuki said, "President, I haven't been working at all these days, and it seems that it has all been left to me." ”
"Why, I'm obviously making tea for Jinguji classmates, and this is also my job as a student president."
She deliberately pretended to be stupid, and Jingu Siyue really didn't have the energy to reason with her, so she had to stop saying more and drink tea silently.
"Delicious?"
“…… Delicious. ”
Hoshino Mori Hoshino smiled: "That's good."
"I'll teach you slowly in the future, don't think that making tea is an easy thing."
"To be honest, I don't want to learn."
"That's not good, this is the tradition of the student union, and when I graduate, the students of Jinguji are going to take over the student union, which is called the Imperial Mind Technique."
"What kind of imperial mind is this, what do you think of a mere student president?"
"Huh? Isn't it useful? Hoshino Mori Hoshino was surprised.
"Of course it doesn't work."
"But isn't that rebellious Jinguji classmate now obedient to me?"
"I don't have any memories of it." The boy said decisively.
She thought again.
"According to Yanggong's classmates, is it called hypnotic black tea?"
Jingu Siyue raised his forehead with a headache: "President, please don't learn this inexplicable knowledge anymore." ”
"I think it's funny, maybe I was poured something like that by Jinguji before, so my good memory went wrong."
"So I thought, why don't I write light."
"Oh, it seems that it's also a way out, maybe the Jingu Temple classmates will push me alone in the future."
The boy ignored her and lifted the teacup in his hand, only to find that it had been emptied.
Hoshino Morino smiled and raised the teapot in his hand, Jingu Terakitsuki put the teacup on the table with some dismay, waiting for her to pour brown tea into the cup.
Outside the window, the drizzle, which had lasted all afternoon, was still pounding on the window.
Hoshino Mori walked to the window, looked at the campus soaked by the rain and covered with a gray filter, and drank black tea very comfortably.
Because of the rain, sports clubs such as the baseball club and the soccer club did not carry out club activities, and there was no such thing as the usual shouts of the boys, which made the room extremely quiet, and only the sound of teenagers writing with pens could be heard.
Suddenly, Jingu Terakitsuki put down the pen and put all the processed documents on Hoshino Mori's desk.
Hoshino Mori Hoshino was still standing in front of the window, and the dripping raindrops were like tiny elves attracted by the girl's figure, and they couldn't wait to swoop down one by one, smashing on the transparent glass in an endless stream.
Looking at the girl's back, the long cyan hair that day was like a line drawn in the space with an ink fountain, which was deeply imprinted in the young man's eyes.
Today is Friday, October 2nd, and it's the uneventful after-school that they saw everywhere in their high school careers.
There was nothing worth remembering, only the rain outside the house, the aroma of black tea, the neatly dressed uniform, and the clock hanging on the wall, which stayed at 3:46:08 p.m.
Zero Nine.
Ten.
Eleven......
The inconspicuous daily life is inexplicably remembered by him.
It is a scene that Jingu Temple Moon will not forget even if it is not forgotten.
"Weekend, are you going on a date?"
Suddenly, a girl's soft and calm voice came from her ears, pulling Jingu Siyue's thoughts back to reality from her good-looking back.
"What?" He asked.
Hoshino Mori looked back at him with a smile: "It's useless to pretend to be stupid, I heard about it from Sakura Koji." ”
Shengong Siyue suddenly woke up, and immediately said helplessly: "That guy, is it possible to say everything to the president?" ”
The girl thought for a while, her eyes turned smart, and she smiled lightly: "It's not 'everything', it's just about the classmates of Jinguji Temple." ”
"To me, it doesn't seem to be any different from 'say anything.'"
Hoshino Mori suddenly smiled.
And so there was a long silence.
Jingu Siyue suddenly realized what was special about today's daily life.
There was no noisy year-old beside me, followed by the gloomy rain outside the window, and it was Friday, and it would be two days before I saw her again.
It's not that he wants to be with her so much, although Jingu Terakitsuki will lie to girls, he doesn't want to lie to himself.
It's okay to cheat girls, don't cheat yourself.
It was undeniable that he was aware that he was sinking into the corner of the fourth floor of the old school building, and began to enjoy the tranquility of this school time, not because of how far away this place was from his youth.
I don't think it's so unbearable to go to school, he used to think that he was deliberately isolated by everyone, but now he realizes that some people just don't care about him.
If you look into it, the source of this change probably comes from the student union room where he is located.
Or rather......
Jingu Terzuki stared at the girl's back, and couldn't guess what she was thinking at this moment.
Well, that's probably what it's all about.
"If only it could be sunny." The girl in his eyes suddenly spoke.
Jingu Terakitsuki looked at him suspiciously.
"It's romantic to go on a date on a rainy day, but it's always nice to have a sunny day, at least for me, and I think Sakurakoji will think the same thing.
"She and I have the same preferences.
"Preferences in terms of books."
Jingu Siyue didn't know what to say, so she whispered softly.
"Are you looking forward to it?" Hoshino Morino looked back at him.
"What does the president mean?"
"Everything, the weather on the day of the date, the way the date is dressed, where to meet, whether to walk to her left or right, these are not worth looking forward to?"
The boy thought for a moment and said, "It seems that I can't feel that emotion anymore, I'm a person. ”
"So far?" She was confused by the word, but even though she understood it, she couldn't help but show a slightly angry expression.
"Jinguji-san, let me, who is kind-hearted, correct your distorted temperament again."
Jingu Temple Moon showed a look of "please speak".
"Girls want to be treated specially, no matter what."
After listening to this, Jingu Siyue waited for a while.
"What do you think?" She asked.
"Huh? And that's the end of it? Jingu Terakitsuki was surprised.
"That's not enough?"
Seeing that Jingu Terakitsuki was indifferent, Hoshino Mori Hoshino was extremely angry, walked towards him with his hands on his hips, stretched out his fingers and flicked the door of the young man's head, and then covered his fingers in pain.
Jingu Siyue silently watched her finish the sketch without saying a word.
Hoshino Mori Hoshino blew his fingers lightly, sorted out his emotions, and continued: "Jinguji-san, who obviously prides himself on being a person who is good at picking up girls, how can he not even understand such a simple truth.
"What kind of mood have you been in dating girls so far?"
The young man who heard this sentence flickered his eyes and turned away, not looking at Hoshino Mori Hoshino.
In Jingu Temple's heart, Hoshino Mori Seino, who is an upright person, may be able to tolerate a flowery man who sees and loves one, but he will never be able to forgive the evil deeds of taking pleasure in deception.
- I never expected a date with any of them.
If she said such a thing, she would be furious.
"Listen, I hope that girls who are treated special will naturally treat you specially, otherwise they will agree to go out with you.
"Can you imagine how many times a girl needs to change her clothes before she goes out? How much to put on your face?
"The hairstyle must also be meticulous, but if there is a trace of hair that is deviated, stand in front of the mirror for ten minutes and fight with it until it is submissive.
"If a person is lying on a bed at home and reading a comic, who cares where it goes."
"If you don't give 100% hope for dating a girl like this, all the work she does will be useless.
"I want you to be honest with the girl's sincerity, not to prove something.
"In that case, Jinguji-san, you must be able to become a more honest and sincere person than you are now, I guarantee it."
"Sincerely, ...... I?"
"I said early on, you don't always have to belittle yourself in front of me, Jinguji classmate, you are far more delicate and kind than you imagined.
Jingu Terakitsuki opened his mouth, not knowing what to say, he always felt that since joining the student council, Hoshino Mori Hoshino had always been preaching to him, constantly preaching.
But her words stung him all the time, as if she wanted to correct him into a normal person.
"President ......"
"Huh?"
"I still can't understand why the president wants to say such a thing to me, but if the president is a nosyman, I think there are more students in the school who deserve your attention."
"No one is more worthy than anyone, but I just happened to meet you, and I can't rest assured, so that's it."
Jingu Siyue smiled slightly bitterly: "This can also be regarded as the answer?" ”
"Jinguji classmates, not everything can be explained clearly and the answer can be understood, otherwise you can tell me why I can't remember the events of last semester."
The boy was speechless, and Hoshino Morino didn't seem to have any intention of dwelling on it.
"I may be forgetful, I may be gullible and deceived, but I don't change my way of doing things because I have forgotten something.
"More importantly, I believe in the choices I made in my past self.
"I firmly believe that you are a boy who just loves to lie, but is gentle enough.
"I say that, can I be considered the answer?"
Jingu Siyue only found it difficult to speak, even if he had read countless books and memorized those allusions word for word in his mind, he could not describe his mood at the moment.
Sure enough, I still couldn't figure her.
I don't understand why she can be so calm, I don't understand why her expression is so relaxed, and I don't understand why the smile she is showing now is so beautiful and moving, almost dazzling that he can't look at directly, but he still refuses to look away, missing this pure smile.
No one had ever said such a thing to him, not once in those three years of depravity.
That's for sure, even Jingu Terakitsuki himself thinks that he is incurable, how can he expect anyone to save him.
If even scumbags deserve to be redeemed, then the world is too bad.
However, the person in front of him can say things that make him feel numb, and it seems that every time he makes a long speech, it is for the purpose of seeing him embarrassment.
In order not to show his inner wavering, Jingu Siyue has a cold face every time, with a "whatever you say" style.
And this mask seems to be the end of today.
“…… President. The boy was silent for a long time.
"Huh?"
"I've never been able to apologize to you."
Hoshino Mori looked at him with a light smile: "It's okay, I don't remember anymore." ”
"I did something to hurt you, but I pretended to be a stranger and stayed in the student council as if nothing happened."
"It's okay, I don't remember anymore."
"I'm always lying, and I always have lies on my lips, and I rarely tell the truth."
Like a mature old man, she put her hand on the boy's head, her fingers between his hair, and gently stroked his black hair, like a sleeping baby.
"It's okay, I've ...... I don't remember. ”
The boy closed his eyes sadly, savoring her tone, trying to detect the truth in her words.
"So......
"Sister Sakura Xiaolu, don't embarrass her.
"Jinguji classmate, you have to be sincere, understand?"
“…… Be. Thank you, Hoshino...... President Sen. ”
Damn it! Because the grades are too bad, if you send a notice, you will be considered a eunuch!
Abominable abominable abominable!
If I were a eunuch, I would definitely not send a "notice"
It's "Update Notes, and Grumbling"
I know everything.
Happy.
(End of chapter)