"Ying Ke Xin ......"

"It hurts!"

From Ying Kexin's mouth, he said the words weak and painful.

The fruit bowl fell off from his hand, and at that moment, his head went blank, and his ears were buzzing, as if a needle had pierced his heart.

What is that?

Lose the feeling of the whole world.

By the time he reacted, he didn't know how long it had been.

"No, you can't!"

shouted, and then hurriedly picked up Ying Kexin and sent him to the hospital.

He watched Ying Kexin being pushed into the rescue room, and at that moment, his body seemed to be drained of all his strength, and he suddenly knelt on the ground.

The hands were clasped tightly, and a lot of emotions came up in an instant.

It's going to be fine.

It's going to be fine.

Please......

He pleaded in his heart......

I don't know how long it took, he didn't have any concept of time at all, he sat outside, motionless.

Said that it would protect her, but it was never safe from the beginning.

Suddenly, the door to the emergency room was opened, and the doctor walked out.

Standing up suddenly, I heard the doctor say, "The patient has been transferred to the recovery room." ”

"Is she alright?"

"The situation has stabilized."

"Child, what about the child?"

"The child is fine, probably because the patient is too stressed, so the bleeding, if it is a little later, the child will have an accident, fortunately it was delivered in time."

Hearing this, Shi Yan calmed down a little.

I breathed a deep sigh of relief.

He slowly made his way to the hospital room and hesitantly pushed open the door.

Ying Kexin was lying on the hospital bed, with a hanging bottle in his hand.

"Ying Ke Xin ......"

Shi Yan approached.

"Get out."

I looked out the window, but I said to him.

"Ying Ke Xin ......"

He still came to the bedside.

"It's all because you're here, it's because you're running away from there, why? ...... again" Ying Kexin sat up angrily, his eyes were bloodshot and full of tears, and he fell in the next second. "Now that I have the only thing I want to protect, why would you bother with my life? Why is it always disrupting my life? Isn't it enough that I'm leaving? ”

"I'm sorry!"

Shi Yan looked at her with a painful heart, swallowed his saliva, and didn't know what else to say except to apologize.

"You don't understand anything, and as a result you don't understand anything, go, don't let me see you again."

Shi Yan did not leave, but moved forward and held Ying Kexin in his arms.

"I told you to go, let go!"

Ying Kexin struggled, but he couldn't break free.

Shi Yan's tall body was able to completely control her without much force.

"I'm sorry!"

Apologies again.

"Why are you doing this to me? Only when I lose everything, will my heart be happy? I deliberately went so far, you've chased all this here, where do you want me to go? ”

"I heard that crying like this is not good for children."

"It's not because of you, it's really annoying, selfish and hateful......"

"Do you still have feelings of hatred for me?" Shi Yan gently stroked Ying Kexin's hair with one hand. "Even if it's that, stay with me, I want to be with you, I can't live without you."

"Let go of me!"

"Even if I am anxious and dying, I want to stay by your side, I never thought once, I will have such a day. As I said, I left everything behind and put my life on you, probably the first and last child in my life, I will stay by your side, I will be on your side. Don't chase me away, okay? ”

Ying Kexin didn't notice it at all, and when he said this, Shi Yan was crying.

At this time, Shi Yan was also like Ying Kexin, with tears on his face.

"I just want to live happily now, look at other people's faces, I can't help but endure life, I'm so tired, I want nothing else, ordinary and happy, I want that life."

"I will help you, you and my children can be loved wherever you go, you can be happy wherever you are, these are your first choices, so my first choice is you."

Ying Kexin shook his head when he heard this.

"We're different, Shi Yan, you don't need a woman like me. Don't pester me anymore, please, let me go. ”

"Ying Kexin......" Shi Yan stared at Ying Kexin's eyes, "What do I have to do so that you can believe that I am sincere?" ”

When he approached and wanted to kiss Ying Kexin, she turned her head first.

Shi Yan paused, and in the end, only a kiss fell on Ying Kexin's forehead.

"Rest well."

After saying this, he reluctantly walked out of the ward.

Ying Kexin slept very uncomfortable at night, after the hanging bottle was played, he slept intermittently, and after waking up, he slowly fell asleep, and soon woke up again.

It lasted three or four times, and I just didn't sleep.

The sun was slowly rising, as if the next day the sun had come and everything had passed.

Leave the hospital and return home.

From the moment he walked out of the hospital, Shi Yan had been following behind him, not leaving, nor stepping forward.

When he arrived at home, the landlord invited him into the house, but he was afraid that Ying Kexin would be unhappy and stayed outside.

Because his arrival had brought a lot of pressure to Ying Kexin, he really felt guilty.

But he couldn't leave.

I'm afraid, as long as he goes back, Ying Kexin will really never be found again.

He stayed outside, looking in the direction of Ying Kexin's room.

Gradually, the night began to fall, not only as it got dark, but more often as light snow began to fall in the sky.

In November, it started to snow.

"He's still standing outside, it's snowing outside, it's too cold, it's going to freeze to death, let him in."

The landlord persuaded Ying Kexin, she looked at the snowflakes falling from the window, and walked to the window.

Shi Yan stood there like a statue, motionless.

"Landlord, please let him in."

After all, I relented.

The landlord put on a coat and went out, Ying Kexin watched upstairs, I don't know what he said, anyway, the landlord returned to the house, and the banquet was still outside.

"What's wrong with him?"

Ying Ke asked worriedly.

"He's afraid you're unhappy, so he's going to be outside."

"Crazy?" Ying Kexin shouted angrily. "If he wants to die, let him die."

She turned and walked upstairs, step by step.

Finally, she sighed deeply.

"I owe it to him."

As soon as he finished speaking, he went back, opened the door, and a cold wind poured in, which made people shiver with coldness.

Shi Yan saw Ying Kexin walk out and wanted to move, but his whole body was already frozen with cold, and he couldn't move at all.

"Shi Yan!"

When she came to Shi Yan's face, her face had turned blue, her lips trembled all the time, and when she touched his face, the cold touch made her tears fall uncontrollably.

"Ying Kexin......" Shi Yan's teeth were chattering. Come back with me, I would die without you. ”

(End of chapter)