14. The only one who doesn't grow up is himself

Lu Mingfei felt that today was his lucky day.

"See you at the pizza house at 7:30 p.m."

Such a message on QQ is like a spell released by a fairy, and Cinderella will have her own high heels and dance skirt from now on, transforming from Cinderella to a princess.

It's the same with the decrepit boy, he has never been so serious in his life, he took out his best clothes from the closet, and put on the most fashionable shoes, although they are just a popular brand like Adidas, and they can't compare to the foreign goods that the boys in the school can't name, but this is already the most human-like suit he can buy with the money he has saved.

The person who sent this QQ message was wearing a baseball cap, and the person behind the avatar was called Chen Wenwen, the most literary girl in Shilan Middle School, and Lu Mingfei's dream lover, of course, he had countless reasons to spend more money for this date.

Seriously, he never thought that one day, Chen Wenwen would invite him to dinner, and recently he seems to be extra lucky in everything, first met Chu Zihan, enjoyed the goddess's special golden egg fried rice at her house, and now it is Chen Wenwen's turn, and the secret is that there is only a dinner for two people.

What is the meaning behind a girl who takes the initiative to invite a boy to go to dinner together without being known by others? The so-called affection is long-lasting, and this love is a long-term total of Chanjuan, probably like this, right?

Lu Ming is not only full of joy, he even feels like he can fly to the moon when he walks, and he looks in the mirror before going out, humming popular love songs in his nose.

Lu Mingze didn't know why his cousin seemed to have suddenly changed people, he was surprised inexplicably, a person suddenly became nervous and usually had two results, one was that he was brain-dead, and the other was that he had to cut people when he was brain-dead. It's like when Fan Jin's classmate was lifted, he became brain-dead when he boarded, but Lu Mingze didn't feel that he had the obligation to save his brain-dead, even if it was just Lu Mingfei's two slaps to make him sober, so he watched him rush out of the door like a rabbit, and sighed in his heart.

The place for the date was the familiar pizza parlor, which was frequented by the literary club and was popular with the surrounding students for its good prices and private rooms.

This man and woman eat together, even if a girl says that she is a treat, Lu Mingfei doesn't plan to really let Chen Wenwen pay it all, she is not a rich woman like Su Xiaoqiao, she is someone he Lu Mingfei cares about. What's more, he can still afford the consumption in this pizza restaurant, and he has a little money in his hand to buy a PS2, even if he is a declining boy, he wants to save face in front of his crush.

Lu Mingfei arrived very early, half an hour earlier than the agreed time, no way, people are easy to be anxious when they encounter happy events, and he basically jumped over in the way of Sun Monkey's walking. Sitting in the small private room, he kept thinking about what expression he should face if Chen Wenwen really confessed to him.

When people are young and ignorant of love, they usually have two manifestations, one is to circle a satisfactory circle from the good-looking girls in the class, and feel that this is their dream lover. The second is that if this girl shows something unique to herself, then there will be an illusion in my heart that she likes me.

Lu Mingfei is this kind of virtue now, he even remembered Chu Zihan and said to himself, you should go and confess to Chen Wenwen, give it a try, in case it succeeds. Now I suddenly realized why the senior sister should encourage herself to rush forward for love, I am afraid that I knew what the rumors were in advance, so I persuaded myself to grit my teeth and insist on persevering, and I will eventually usher in the dawn of victory.

Ah! It turns out that there has been a handful of eight characters for a long time, you girls know everything, but you don't say anything, you have to wait until the melons are ripe and the raw rice becomes rice, then you are willing to spit out one or two words so shyly and shyly, and the hearts of people are unpredictable and always itchy. Adolescent girls we can't figure it out!

The door opened, Chen Wenwen was wearing the white dress that Lu Mingfei was very familiar with, white lace-edged socks, flat black leather shoes, carrying a small white bag, the whole person was only black and white, and the light in the private room seemed to be able to smear a faint warm color on her.

Lu Mingfei's heart clattered with the sound of her closing the door, and her heart didn't beat so fast when she was in the same room with Chu Zihan, it was clear that she was more beautiful than Chen Wenwen, but she would like the person she cared about.

"I thought I was here early enough, but I didn't expect you to be earlier." Chen Wenwen sat down opposite Lu Mingfei, this private room is a two-person couple's private room, very small, but also closed enough, suitable for intimate two people to say something in private that they don't want to be heard.

"I just happened to go out in the afternoon to have some business, and I came by the way when I finished it." Lu Mingfei laughs at people and animals, usually his level is about the same as a cabbage wilting in the sun, but today he can smile as sunny as the male protagonist of an idol drama, at least in his imagination he is.

"What do we eat?"

"It's the same old way, two people can't eat too much, it's best to be familiar with it."

"Okay."

Chen Wenwen called the waiter and handed him the order, this familiar conversation reminded Lu Mingfei that when he was still in the literary club, Chen Wenwen was really one of the few people who was willing to chat with him like this, even if it was only when they were alone, she would ask about something she had read recently, and Lu Mingfei answered quickly and crisply every time.

What is it called? This is called having a heart, an old husband and an old wife! Can someone else answer the question like this? Lu Mingfei became more and more fluttering.

The pizza restaurant served quickly, Chen Wenwen asked for a two-person set meal, and as long as the fast food was not badly made, the taste was not bad. Lu Mingfei pretended to be like a big-tailed wolf, eating slowly and straight, according to the usual way he went to Su Xiaoqiao's side to eat, he basically didn't care about what he ate, how much he could stuff, and he could eat it.

Chen Wenwen doesn't seem to have much appetite over there, and she should cut the pizza and nibble it in her hand, which is the way young people enjoy it, flaunting the life of a generation of American youth. But Chen Wenwen is eating Western food, cutting the pizza into small pieces and eating it slowly, the more she is like this, the more Lu Mingfei wants to keep up with her rhythm, so there is only the sound of knives and plates gently colliding in the private room, and the meal is surprisingly quiet.

"Ming Fei, what kind of person do you think I am?" Chen Wenwen suddenly asked.

When she calls Lu Mingfei, she will explain what is wrong, and when she calls Su Xiaoqiao, she will say Xiaoqiao, and she can call out a taste of intimacy in minutes, but when she faces Chu Zihan, she will respectfully call her senior sister.

This sudden question stopped Lu Mingfei, he had seen a similar paragraph on the Internet, saying that a girl asked what you think of me, which contains a lot of complex meanings, if you only praise her for being good, she will think you are dishonest. If you talk all about her shortcomings, she'll be rightfully angry. This kind of big test that can determine the life and death of his boyfriend actually came to him, Lu Mingfei suddenly felt murderous, and this meal turned out to be a Hongmen banquet.

You're testing yourself, aren't you? Let's see if it's enough to be a boyfriend or something.

Lu Mingfei sorted out his thoughts and thought about it before he spoke: "Very good, if you are not good, there will not be so many people around you all day long, right?" There are so many people in the literary club, everyone listens to you, honestly. As the president of the literary club, you are also very conscientious, to be honest, I even developed the habit of reading extracurricular books seriously because of you, and Chinese has always been my best class, you are definitely a great contribution! ”

"Only the pros and no the cons?"

"Of course." Lu Mingfei said that I knew it, this is not coming, fortunately I was prepared, "You just care too much about what others think, just like you ask me this question now, why do you always care what others think of you, others will say bad things about you because they are jealous of you, your life should be lived for yourself." Look at me, like I never worry about this, so I always live without skin and face, and I am very happy every day, as long as my skin is thicker than the city wall, no one can hurt me. ”

This is not a joke for Lu Mingfei, it is a serious self-evaluation, but it still succeeded in making Chen Wenwen laugh lowly. Lu Mingfei was very satisfied with his speech, he remembered the story of the princes of the Beacon Opera, whether King Zhou You was an iron faint monarch He was not sure, but he could understand King Zhou You's mood, if the person he liked around him didn't smile, it seemed that the sky would fall.

The beacon fire lit up the world, and it was also a smile on her face, and only when she smiled, you would think that this damn world was a little fun at all.

There's no light in his world, if you don't like Chen Wenwen and be a nymphomaniac at her all day long, you'll have a worse life, right? At least there are unrealistic goals, and I look at her beautiful and smirk every day, thinking that it would be nice to be with her in the future.

What if there is no Chen Wenwen? So what else can I do? Do you like Su Xiaoqiao? That girl was born with a domineering spirit that I am the truth, and she exerted a money offensive on Lu Mingfei, and she came and went as soon as she was summoned, and she was very happy to have dinner with her, but she always felt as if she was being slapped in the face by a wad of dollars.

So it's still Chen Wenwen who is the best, a literary girl with sweet and sour, will tell herself if she has finished reading the last book, talk about the sad endings in those stories, and occasionally cry.

Lu Mingfei has never told anyone, in fact, he likes Chen Wenwen's appearance the most when she cries, a girl's beauty can be many times, she is carefully dressed up, of course you will think she is beautiful, but if she can make your heart move even when she cries, this can only be called true love.

"Actually, I also know," Chen Wenwen whispered, "I also know what kind of person I am, quite timid, and I don't dare to do many things, so I can only ask you." And I'm a bit of a fool, I can shed tears when I read the stories in the book, and I have to be comforted by the people around me...... But this kind of thing is not worth being sad about, I just think those stories are too well written, as if I am also one of them, just a supporting character with no sense of existence, and I will naturally be depressed after witnessing such a poignant ending. ”

Lu Mingfei listened quietly and turned into a tree hole. The story in people's hearts is rarely willing to tell others, especially when talking about their own shortcomings, no one will shout about their imperfections every day, this kind of thing can only be said to some special people, like your girlfriend will only tell you that I have a big black mole on my ass and it is ugly, don't let me turn my back on you at night.

"But that's the kind of person I'm in." Chen Wenwen whispered that she didn't look at Lu Mingfei, but just looked down at her plate, "Sometimes I feel depressed all day because I read some stories." Sometimes I feel very pitiful, there is no one around me who can understand me, most of the people who sit in the literary club and read are not in the story, and few can have a common language. This kind of character is really unpleasant to think about, and in the story, it can only be the life of the female number three, and the really popular girl should be like Su Xiaoqiao, say whatever you want, go straight, say OK if you like it, and kick it away if you don't like it. ”

"But I think it's nice for you to do that." Lu Mingfei hurriedly said.

"That's because you're only looking at me from the sidelines, not understanding me." Chen Wenwen looked at Lu Mingfei, "Actually, I have always regarded you as a good friend, because you will really read the books I said, and then talk to me about someone's fate, and feel sad together." But I also think you're a little childish, it should be the kind everyone says, girls are always more mature than boys when they are young, a girl is not the same as a girlfriend, that's love or not, care or not, fear of loss and it doesn't matter. ”

"I didn't ...... Didn't understand. Lu Mingfei could only admit embarrassedly, feeling that he had less ink in his stomach, and he couldn't even keep up with what people wanted to express.

"It means that you only see my good things now, and don't realize my bad places, I think the so-called love is two-way tolerance, is to understand and accept each other's strengths and weaknesses, platonic love. For example, when you chase a girl, you talk sweetly, call her Britney, you don't want to eat if you don't see her for a day, and then you get together, she has to check your mobile phone every day, ask your whereabouts, what you eat, where you went, you are so annoyed that she can only be your Mrs. Niu. ”

I really didn't expect Chen Wenwen to usually talk much, but at this time, she could talk at length. Lu Mingfei was a little surprised, it turned out that the so-called literary girl didn't mean that she was melancholy and pretended to be pitiful, but because she was mature, she knew more than you, and she saw farther than you, and you couldn't even understand what she said.

As for you, you can only wave your big hand and say what we are doing, in exchange for the girl covering her mouth and nose with disgust and disdain, brushing her sleeves away, you can only see the maple leaves falling on her skirt when you look up, which means that late autumn has arrived, and the relationship between the two of you is only worthy of shivering in the cold winter ice and snow, and it is over.

"So, Mingfei, if we still have contact and know each other after graduation in the future, and your classmates are partying together, and you still think about me and are willing to like me, I will nod and give it a try with you, because at that time you have grown up and know that you no longer have a filter when you look at me. But now...... Not really, you know what I mean? ”

In the depths of Chen Wenwen's eyes, the decrepit boy seemed to have been put on a plaster, slowly solidifying in clusters.