15. Will it decay for a lifetime?
It turns out that everyone really knows that he has a crush on Chen Wenwen, even if it is the person concerned, she has always seen it very thoroughly and clearly, but she has never broken it, carefully maintaining Lu Mingfei's few self-esteem.
No one is born really shameless, Lu Mingfei always panders to others, pretending to laugh heartlessly, because he knows that only in this way will there be a place for himself in the crowd. They are all rich and handsome and Bai Fumei, there is no shortage of people of the same kind around them, what is lacking is to praise them and praise them, Lu Mingfei is willing to take that role, but he knows everything in his heart.
But this time he really felt that he couldn't understand it, he couldn't figure it out, each of those girls was really smarter than him, whether it was Chu Zihan or Chen Wenwen, they were all incredibly mature, as if they knew everything clearly, and they saw him clearly, only he was wishful thinking, thinking that he could still maintain it like this, being a groundhog who couldn't see the light, and only dared to scream angrily in a nowhere place.
Before men grow up, they always think that Lao Tzu is the first in the world, but in the eyes of girls of the same age, they are just stupid melons, growing up is really a very distant future for fifteen-year-old boys, Chen Wenwen promised the first day Maybe Lu Mingfei will never be able to wait, because he doesn't know when he will really grow up. Some people say that most boys can be called men when they get married.
But could the other person that day be Chen Wenwen? Could it be Chen Wenwen? You've finally waited for her promise, but you're mature enough to get married, aren't you? Then there must be another girl standing next to you, she can be Liu Miaomiao, Su Xiaoqiao, or even Chu Zihan, but it won't be Chen Wenwen.
This is really a cunning proposition, girls are so cunning, they are all born to be little witches, they can tease your heart at will with only their slender fingertips, the decrepit boy really feels that he can't understand them, as if he has been left far behind, he has not started yet, and others are almost at the end.
Chen Wenwen breathed a long sigh of relief in her heart, it was really a challenge for her to say these words, she had never said anything about herself to anyone in her little life, because there were really no people around her who could have a common language. She hates herself like this, but it is difficult to change her personality, so she can only envy the casual classmates around her, such as Su Xiaoqiao, and Chu Zihan, one of them is fearless, and the other has the courage to face it directly.
She lowered her head, not daring to look at Lu Mingfei, she didn't know what he would think, what kind of expression it was, in case he was really extremely angry and went out, he was going to fight or kill something...... It's a scary scene to think about.
"I do like ......," Lu Mingfei said slowly, as if he had to use all his strength to continue, "...... You. ”
Chen Wenwen's face flushed with a damn flush, in fact, no one has ever dared to confess to her head-on, this is the first time, I really heard someone say this to herself, the pure literary girl in her heart ran out again, shy, but wanted to refuse and welcome.
"I know, needless to say." Chen Wenwen whispered.
"No, you don't know, I've liked you, it's not about liking, it's about living." Lu Mingfei took a deep breath and carefully organized his vocabulary, "You have clearly said that kind of thing, if I still refuse, is it a little too ignorant?" So I liked it, I knew I couldn't like you anymore, and if I continued to insist on it, it would be shameless. I liked you just before you said that, but now I can only like you. ”
Chen Wenwen was stunned, she imagined Lu Mingfei's possible reaction, hysterical, yelling, unbelievable, but she never thought that he would be so calm, and the words he said were like tongue-twisting modern poems, I like you, I like you.
"You...... Do you really think so? Chen Wenwen pursed her lips.
"Everyone has always thought I'm pretty skinless and shameless, right?" Lu Mingfei smiled, although the smile was barely like a wilting vessel, "But I have always seen myself very clearly, and some things, it is only a moment to really accept them." ”
Moment? Chen Wenwen thinks that these three words are really good, love is a matter of an instant, it only takes a moment to like someone, it only takes a moment to say goodbye to someone, and even if you say no words like this today, you can use it for a moment.
"Can we still be friends?" Chen Wenwen asked softly, she accepted Chu Zihan's proposal, came over to have a showdown with Lu Mingfei, and made a lot of determination, in fact, until now she is still worried about whether this will happen, Lu Mingfei will never face her again, so that she will have one less person who can really talk to her about reading.
She felt that she was selfish to ask this, as if she had shot someone else in the knee and asked someone to stand up and smile at her.
"I'll show up as long as you want." Lu Mingfei said, "You are my youth, some people say that youth is always to say goodbye, but before I reach that time, only you will smile at me, do you want me to say goodbye to my youth now?" ”
Chen Wenwen smiled shallowly, pursed her lips, and seemed to want to cry, literary girls are always so sensitive. She suddenly felt that if there was no Lu Mingfei in her life, then she seemed to have a lot of things missing, she liked Lu Mingfei, but she couldn't like it, but she just stabbed him again.
This action is too familiar, Chen Wenwen is also like this after watching the story of killing embryos and the little dragon girl, and then her tear ducts collapsed. Lu Mingfei hurriedly pulled out a few pieces of paper and handed them over, Chen Wenwen grabbed it in her hand, don't turn her head and press back the tears that were about to burst out of her eyes.
It seems that I can't eat this meal today, and the beautiful date almost ended up eating a casual meal, everyone is not in a good mood, and the coke on the table probably can't make people happy.
"I ...... I'll send you back. Lu Mingfei stood up, if Chen Wenwen was really here with rain, the scene would only be more sad, the girl's tears can always cry to the boy's heart, so some people say that the girl's tears are actually nuclear weapons, but they only take effect on specific people.
"I'm sorry, I told you to come out." Chen Wenwen followed and got up.
"It's okay, didn't I say it all, I have rough skin and thick flesh and I am durable, I can't beat Brother Qiang, Brother Qiang won't fall down so easily."
Chen Wenwen walked behind him, clutching her shoulder bag tightly, lowering her head, sticking very close, as if she was tired and wanted to put her head on his back.
At this moment, Lu Mingfei realized the meaning of that sentence a little, Chen Wenwen said that he only liked her good, but he didn't understand her bad, the soul of the little literary girl is fragile and sensitive, and she may suddenly cry sadly at any time, she is destined to be a girl who has to talk to people at all times and be taken care of, maybe you will be attracted by her temperament at first, but what if it is a lifetime? Have you really thought that you can accept such a character for the rest of your life?
So she said to you that she can't do it now, it's not that she doesn't have any affection for you, it's just that she knows that you can't be ready, and the attachment when you were young is just a momentary opportunity, and it's not so simple to walk the road of a lifetime.
Lu Mingfei sent Chen Wenwen to the taxi, watched her lowered eyes close behind the door, the taxi drove away, and walked without any mud and water, because the driver heard the address reported by Lu Mingfei, he had been to Chen Wenwen's home, and knew that it was a famous rich area, and of course the driver knew.
She left, but his heart was empty, he had said so many beautiful words, both true and false, some were used to comfort Chen Wenwen, and some were used to comfort himself, as if he was really so open-minded and could not blame the past.
But after all, I still feel sad in my heart, and the person who has liked it for three years says that he refuses, and the fool will not know that he is sad, and he throws out the words that we can still be friends, and I don't know if I can face it with a hippie smile when I face it again.
So why do you say that? It's clear that she's the one who gets hurt the most, but you still don't want her to cry in front of you, right? Because I like her, I know what kind of person she is, and it is never easy for her to pluck up the courage to say that rejection, and when she hurts others, she is also hurting herself, so she is so sad.
Of course, she can't be made to cry, even if the price is that he is hurt more and more scarred, but he Lu Mingfei is such a fool, maybe he will be stupid for a lifetime, and he will never grow up, and he can't wait for the moment she promised.
"Fool." He watched the taxi disappear around the corner and whispered two words to himself.
What else can you do at such a time? Maybe the only thing that can be done is to turn back, the package for the two has not moved much, Chen Wenwen should have paid for it, but now that she is gone, only Lu Mingfei is still there, and the boss behind her is eyeing him, always on the lookout for whether this kid wants to escape the order.
When people were young, they always despised the words "wine and meat friends", thinking that they were all bastards who did not do their jobs, but later they found out that only wine and meat in this world will not betray you, eating food is the easiest way for human beings to achieve happiness, and when you are sad, only a big bowl of wine and a large piece of meat can make you more comfortable. In a sense, wine and meat are your best friends, they never abandon you, and are willing to become a part of the fat on your belly, so there will be more and more sad fat people in the world.
Lu Mingfei pushed open the door of the private room, stunned, there was a different smell in the air, Chen Wenwen never used perfume, but now there was a faint lavender fragrance here, and the silver four-leaf clover earrings heard the movement of opening the door, and turned back from the window, and Lu Mingfei was at a loss reflected in his bright eyes.
It must be the wrong way to open the door!
He hurriedly turned around and closed the door and opened it again, but it was still exactly the same inside, a girl in a white dress had just walked in front, and a girl in a white dress had just walked here at the back foot, but this one was better looking and more beautiful. But her eyes are ancient, and being stared at by her is not a good enjoyment, but more like being executed by Ling Chi.
Chu Zihan was standing by the window, she was still looking out the window when Lu Mingfei came in, and the wind blew her well-defined hair, like the first time the male and female protagonists met in some kind of anime scene.
"What a coincidence...... Senpai? Lu Mingfei said dryly.
Skillful? Coincidentally, you are a big-headed ghost, even if Chu Zihan wants to come to the pizza restaurant to eat, will she appear in this private room so coincidentally? Sending Chen Wenwen out before and after plus the kung fu of being in a daze, it adds up to just three minutes, and suddenly there is a super beautiful girl here, with a temperament like Her Royal Highness the queen who is on patrol, and a fool who looks at this plot knows that the queen must have come with something, or ask for guilt...... Or ask for your life!
Lu Mingfei swallowed his saliva, he didn't know what kind of road this was, he always felt as if he had been choked by Chu Zihan, and he had to press the wall to do whatever he wanted in the next second.
No, the plot is reversed, his grandmother herself is a man! Lonely men and widows in a room, if you want to be fierce, you have to be fierce, why must you play the poor heroine who is weak and miserable?
"It's not a coincidence, I'm waiting for you." Chu Zihan said lightly.
Lu Mingfei's legs trembled, he stood up for three seconds, and in an instant of deflated, he was always inexplicably inexplicably cowardly in the face of Chu Zihan, which probably belonged to Tianke's class. It is said that everything has a spirit, and Lu Mingfei's spirit should be skinless and faceless, but Chu Zihan's ability is absolute balance, and the demonic little witch has to pinch the corner of her skirt and call sweetly Sister Sheng, not to mention his decrepit boy, even if there is a night of kindness, it still can't lift the spirit when we meet again.
"Thank you, Lord Long." Lu Mingfei just wanted to shout long live and kneel down and buckle his head, so that Chu Niangniang could quickly say something and end this strange encounter.
"I listened outside the private room for a few minutes and knew what you said to Chen Wenwen."
Lu Mingfei was almost frightened, Her Royal Highness Senior Sister would actually lie outside the door and do such a trivial thing? He just imagined Chu Zihan standing in the aisle where people came and went, lying on the door and eavesdropping on the movement inside, this scene was enough to be emotional.
"Don't you wonder why Chen Wenwen made an appointment to have a showdown with you today?" Chu Zihan sat in the position that originally belonged to Chen Wenwen, she knocked on the table, the meaning of this action could not be simpler, Lu Mingfei had to sit down honestly, in fact, he was quite curious in his heart, with Chen Wenwen's character, it was as difficult as killing her to take the initiative to say this kind of thing.
"Senior sister, do you know?" Lu Mingfei asked.
"Because I persuaded her to explain it to you directly." Chu Zihan was direct, Chen Wenwen notified her when she made an appointment with the place, as the promoter of this matter, of course she would come, the café that connected with the detective in the afternoon was across the street, she had been sitting there and waiting, watching the two of them arrive, before she got up and came over, standing in the corridor and listening to their short conversation.
She originally wanted to comfort the lost decrepit boy after this, but she didn't expect that the decrepit boy's performance was not declining at all, at least he was still in the mood to come back and prepare to sweep the Eight Desolations, of course, it may also be that he felt sorry for the money he wanted to pay, and felt that if he didn't finish it, he would lose money.