Chapter 68: She's Happy and Sad at the Same Time

In the days that followed, Sang Li continued to go to school normally, but since she left the hotel that day, she had not seen Jin Yuyan again.

Not only did he not come to school, he didn't even come to make up for her on the weekends, and she didn't reply to messages she sent him.

At first, Sangli thought it was rain that day and she didn't get better, but it would be strange if it was like this for a week or two in a row.

So Sang Li went to ask the head teacher Xu Guanglong.

But Xu Guanglong's answer to her was: "This is Classmate Jin's own private matter, and I don't want to say much about the teacher." ”

After getting such an ambiguous answer, Sang Li's heart became more and more weird, and she decided to go to Jin Yuyan's house on the weekend to ask him about it.

But before the weekend, Jin Yuyan came to school.

It's just that Sang Li was stunned when he saw him, his whole person lost weight several times, and his face was as pale as a ghost.

"Why are you?"

Sang Li wanted to ask him why he didn't come to school these days and why he didn't reply to his messages, but when he saw that his eyes were blue and black, all the words of concern swallowed his stomach.

At this time, Jin Yuyan's thin body seemed to be able to fall down at any time, and his handsome and extraordinary face was even more pale and haggard.

"Are you alright?" Sang Li asked tentatively, with a bit of worry and pity in his eyes.

"It's fine." His voice was unusually cold.

Sang Li wanted to say something more, but was interrupted by him, "Let's go to class first." ”

"Oh"

But until the end of school, they didn't say anything again, because Jin Yuyan went to the office as soon as class started.

In the next few days, Jin Yuyan also came to school, but Sang Li still didn't say a few words to him.

No one mentioned what happened in the hotel that night, Pei Cheng was like no one, and Sang Li didn't know what Jin Yuyan had experienced at that time, and why he seemed to have changed overnight.

Jiang Ying noticed that Sang Li's mood was a little depressed, so she asked her to go to the rooftop for a walk between classes.

It was evening, and the sun was setting, shining on the earth like a golden veil.

Jiang Ying pulled her to the top of the building: "Sangli, do you like Jin Yuyan?" ”

Sang Li was stunned: "How can you see it?" ”

Jiang Ying smiled: "You are so obvious, you are coming out for him and buying things for him, none of the classmates in the class can see it." ”

After a pause, he continued: "But I have always been quite puzzled why you like him. ”

"Although Jin Yuyan is indeed very handsome and very good, his family is too poor, plus he has a sick mother, what girl can stand her boyfriend's poor conditions at home?"

Jiang Ying looked at Sang Li and said seriously: "And you are so beautiful and your family is rich, there must be more boys who are better than Jin Yuyan pursuing you." So. Don't you really think about other people? ”

Hearing this, Sang Li lowered his eyes and smiled faintly, and his eyes flashed with perseverance: "There are indeed many people in this world who are better than him and richer than him, but Jin Yuyan is only one." ”

She raised her head and said to Jiang Ying seriously: "Besides, the family background is not something he can decide, he is born into three, six, nine and so on, and he has been working very hard to improve himself, at least I have never seen a person like him who is diligent, hardworking, and motivated, even in adversity." ”

Sang Li seemed to think of something, and a slight smile appeared on his face: "You know what? Although he was very poor, he couldn't eat enough to feed a small portion of his food to feed the stray cats on the street; Even if you do him a small favor, he will remember it and will definitely compensate you in other ways next time. ”

After listening to her words, Jiang Ying was stunned, and only after a moment did she slowly turn around and mutter, "Yes, yes, I don't even know Jin Yuyan when you say it." ”

Sang Li smiled slightly.

Yes, Jin Yuyan is always alone in the eyes of others, withdrawn and indifferent, does not know how to be close to people, and does not like to communicate with people. Therefore, when others heard what she said, they felt that Jin Yuyan in her mouth was so unfamiliar, as if it was another person.

I don't know why, Sang Li is both happy and sad, happy that Jin Yuyan only belongs to her, and sad that others have never really understood him, and even have prejudice against him.

He should have lived a happy and carefree life, but he was forced to take on a responsibility and obligation, this kind of thing may feel very painful and painful for others, right?

But he never complained, and even worked hard to earn money for his family to treat his mother.

Therefore, she used to tease him, and those seemingly childish behaviors were actually to make him lively and relaxed, so that he could be as cheerful and sunny as his peers.

Unfortunately, the effect was minimal.

Jin Yuyan seems to have become the cold him he used to be, disdainful and rejecting people thousands of miles away.

After that, the two talked a lot, grades, studies, and the future.

It's just that when she left, Jiang Ying brought the topic to Jin Yuyan again: "Sang Li, I know that you have been emotionally fluctuating because of Jin Yuyan recently, but you don't have to pay too much attention to it, after all, his mother has that disease, and recently cut half of his chest and finally came back from the ghost gate to rob his life, the pressure is inevitably a little great, you ......"

"What did you say?" Sang Li's face changed suddenly, "His mother cut half of her breast?" ”

"yes, you don't know?"

Sang Li's heart seemed to be pinched by an invisible hand, of course she didn't know that Jin Yuyan hadn't said a few words to her since she came to school, so how could she take the initiative to mention this.

But why does everyone know that she doesn't know?

Or did he just not want to talk to her alone.

What exactly happened at the hotel that day? Let Jin Yuyan avoid her like a snake and scorpion.

Obviously, they were so close before, and they even ......

Seeing that Sang Li didn't answer for a long time, Jiang Ying asked, "Sang Li, what's wrong with you?" ”

Sang Li smiled bitterly and shook his head: "It's nothing, let's go." ”

"Uh-huh."

Suddenly a light rain began to fall in the sky again, and the cold wind blew on the face like a knife cutting through the skin.

After coming back, Jin Yuyan was not in the seat, looking at the empty seat next to him, Sang Li glanced at the classroom, but found that he was sitting next to Su Xinwan.

The two stood opposite each other, holding the test paper in their hands, and they didn't know what they were talking about, and the atmosphere was very harmonious.

Sang Li's heart suddenly had mixed feelings, and his heart sank slightly.

In the past, Jin Yuyan would occasionally discuss the topic of the competition with Su Xinwan, but he had never been so close to each other as he was today.

Sang Li tried her best to calm her heart, lowered her head and continued to write her homework, but her mind was full of pictures of Su Xinwan and Jin Yuyan talking happily, and the more she thought about it, the more irritable she felt.

Sang Li resisted the urge to tear the test paper to shreds, and buried herself in writing.

(End of chapter)