It wasn't until the class bell rang that Jin Yuyan came back.

After sitting in his place, he didn't give Sang Li half a look, just looked at the book so quietly, as if she was air.

In this way, it makes Sangli even more unhappy.

She put down the pen in her hand, took a deep breath, turned her head, and her eyes fell on Jin Yuyan.

"What's wrong with you lately?"

Sang Li said a little helplessly: "You never ignored me for so long in the past, I know that you may not be in a good mood recently because of Aunt Jin's matter, but at least give me an explanation, right?" Do you think it's appropriate for you to be so cold and violent to me? ”

During this time, Sang Li had been speculating about what happened to Jin Yuyan and the Pei family, causing him to suddenly become what he is now.

"Explain what?" Jin Yuyan didn't even bother to raise his head, and his tone was as indifferent as water.

"I thought our relationship was different from others, and I thought you would at least be the first to tell me about something...... As a result, I also learned about such a big thing in your family from other people. ”

Sang Li looked at him a little lost, and his voice was a little choked.

Thinking of the previous conversations, every time she asked Jin Yuyan what happened when she went to attend Old Man Pei's birthday that day, he was always perfunctory.

She was really worried about him, and even wondered if she had done something wrong that night that made him so cold to her now, like a stranger.

Hearing Sang Li's sad and aggrieved voice, Jin Yuyan finally moved his gaze to her, his eyes were silent, like a pool of stagnant water without a ripple.

After half a ring, he finally spoke: "What do you want me to tell you?" Say how miserable am I? Or how serious is what's going on in my house? Does any of this make sense? ”

His tone and expression were unusually calm, as if he were just recounting a trivial matter.

But the more this is the case, the more frightening it is.

Sang Li's face was extremely pale, his fingers clenched into fists, and he made a clicking sound at the joints of his bones, showing his inner struggle and entanglement.

For a long time, it was not until the air between the two of them froze that she slowly relaxed.

I took a few deep breaths before I could barely suppress the various emotions tumbling in my heart, and then said slowly: "I don't want to expose your sadness, I just want to care about you, I just want to know why you suddenly became the way you are now, you were obviously ...... before"

"What was I like before?" Jin Yuyan sneered and interrupted her, his eyes full of mockery and disdain, as if he had heard some extremely funny joke.

"Sangli, I've always been like this, I've never changed, don't you know?"

Jin Yuyan said very calmly and calmly.

But Sang Li felt that her heart had been hit hard, and she was in pain and her breath was short.

"Then your previous tenderness to me was all fake?" She asked.

Jin Yuyan hooked his lips and smiled contemptuously, looking at her as if he was looking at a mentally handicapped child, and the sarcastic smile on the corner of his mouth became even stronger.

"It's not all, it's just that you've been rushing to me, and I think it's quite interesting, so I spend more time with you. Now think about it...... What a waste of time. He said without pity.

Sang Li only felt as if the position of his heart had been stabbed severely, dripping with blood and terrifying.

She gritted her teeth: "Why do you want this? ”

"Because I found you to be stupid, easy to deceive, and stupid." He laughed.

After a pause, he continued: "Of course, you are also quite beautiful, and I am happy to enjoy this feeling with such a beautiful woman following me all day long, so ...... Why should I refuse? ”

Sang Li looked at him in disbelief, and her voice became trembling: "Is it fun for you to play with me for so long?" ”

"It's fun." Jin Yuyan replied without thinking about it: "I just like to watch you rich people have no choice but to break your teeth and swallow them in your stomach after being tricked, that feeling is really cool!" ”

Sang Li's eyes instantly turned red: "Why are you doing this to me, I am so good to you!" ”

"Huh." Jin Yuyan sneered: "You think I'm pitiful, right?" Seeing me living at the bottom of society like a dog, and suffering from white eyes and ridicule every day, why did you sympathize and want to give me a little warmth? ”

"So you've always thought of me like this......" Sang Li suddenly laughed at himself, and suddenly felt that the words he said before were so ridiculous.

"Yes, it's been like this from beginning to end, I just think you're hypocritical, I just look down on you! I'm having a miserable time now, but I'm definitely not going to accept any charity or sympathy. Jin Yuyan did not shy away from admitting.

"Okay, good, it's really good, Jin Yuyan made me feel that everything I did before was a wrong act, you don't deserve me at all, and you don't deserve my sympathy!"

After saying this, Sang Li got up directly and walked out of the classroom without looking back.

Looking at the back of Sang Li leaving, the ruthlessness in Jin Yuyan's eyes gradually subsided, and was replaced by a heavy guilt and self-blame.

Knowing that she was so strong and sensitive, how could he say such a heavy thing to her?

But he had no other choice but to make a plan, because there was no other way to make Sangli die for him.

These days, he deliberately alienated her, snubbed her, and even showed the appearance of hurting her in front of her, just to make her completely disappointed in him.

He knew that Sang Li was in pain, but why didn't he feel tormented.

Every time he saw Sang Li's slightly frowning brows and listened to her sigh softly, Jin Yuyan couldn't wait to take out his heart and show it to Sang Li.

But he knew that he could do nothing.

Because as long as you reveal a little care about her, then everything you have done before will be wasted.

So no matter how hard it was, he had to endure.

He can't hurt Sang Li for his own selfish desires for the rest of his life, she likes to take pictures so much, and likes to laugh, she shouldn't be gray.

Her life should be bright and dazzling, not with a dark person like him.

However, the more he thought about it, the more Jin Yuyan's chest became stuffy.

It turns out that giving up a person is such a painful thing.

Jin Yuyan opened the book, trying to divert his attention.

But the hand holding the pen was trembling wildly, and he couldn't write a word.

I can't put a word of knowledge in my mind, it's all the picture of Sang Li running out with red eyes just now.

In the end, Jin Yuyan slammed the book and ran out.

Wife chasing crematorium warning

(End of chapter)