The Price of Love
Now I know all the sorrows, I want to say that I will rest, I want to say that I will rest, but I will say that the weather is cool and autumn.
It is said that you should not be too persistent in love, but if it is really the love that has been given firmly, how can you easily be not attached? Zhao Xiaoxiang was sick, and it seemed that she could only get emotional satisfaction by being with Li Zimu, even if it was just sitting quietly with him.
Li Zimu always said that Zhao Xiaoyan just loved him very much in thought, he said that Xiaoxiang cared too much about him, and he said that Xiaoxiang's love was a kind of constraint for him. But Zhao Xiaoyan never understood that true love doesn't inherently involve mutual possession and bondage?
"Brother Zimu, when are we going to get the marriage certificate?" Although he had been rejected many times, Xiao Xiang still asked Zimu shyly with anticipation.
"That's how you want to get married?" Li Zimu seemed to be full of puzzlement at Zhao Xiaoyan, who was looking at him obsessively in front of him.
"I'm not in a hurry to get married. I just want to marry you, because it's you, and it can only be you. Zhao Xiaoxiang added with a smile, "When you get married, you will completely belong to me, we will have our own little family, and I hope we can be together forever." ”
"How far is forever? Little fool. How do you feel like your mind is full of love now? Li Zimu probably didn't believe it forever in his heart, but he couldn't bear to say it when he looked at Zhao Xiaoyan with longing in his eyes.
In today's great material abundance, in addition to birth, old age, sickness and death, probably the love that can be missed in this world is that one party is not firm enough.
"Is it because He Keren is a woman, can't I play mahjong and go out with her?" Li Zimu asked Zhao Xiaoyan indignantly.
"You know she's a woman." Zhao Xiaoyan didn't know whether to be glad that Li Zimu sometimes seemed to be able to grasp the point, "In this world, except for men and women, I have never said that I will not let you have contact with women, I hope you can figure out the concept, I will not let you contact women who have no sense of boundaries when they get along." How can Zhao Xiaoyan, who is in love, see the truth of "a slap can't make a sound"?
"I'm a woman, Li Zimu is a man, has he and Zhao Xiaoyan ever slept together, how do I know?" Similarly, He Keren sometimes seems to be able to clearly know that she should be a bystander and outsider in the relationship between Li Zimu and Zhao Xiaoxiang, but this understanding does not seem to be very long-lasting. "What's so troublesome about Zhao Xiaoyan?" He Keren's tone on the other end of the phone was still arrogant, perhaps because she was used to the great praise of the people around her, even after the breakup, she was still commenting on Zimu and Xiaoyan's love. Xia Worm can't speak, just like Zhao Xiaoyan has never been able to understand their noncommittal and pretending to be stupid about the boundaries of adult interactions, He Keren must not be able to understand Zhao Xiaoyan's firmness and persistence in Li Zimu's love for throwing away worldly prejudices.
Zhao Xiaoyan's paranoid love for Li Zimu and the great imbalance between Li Zimu and He Keren's unclear sense of boundary have forced Xiao Xiang into a dual personality. Because he had seen the dark corners where they got along in private, Zhao Xiaoyan's love and longing for Li Zimu gradually collapsed in the accumulation of ambiguous relationships between Li Zimu and He Keren outside of work......
People are accustomed to crushing love with silence, but they measure the depth of love by the pain after separation. But if you don't like this person very much, why should you be with her? I don't know what to do. Maybe it's because the love is too deep, or the obsession is too heavy, and Xiao Xiang can't accurately distinguish the difference between the two, but Zhao Xiao seems to have become an inferior, sensitive, and unhappy girl.