Chapter Eighty-Three: Let's Be Buddies (Ask for the First Order)
Lin Luo almost blurted out that you are teaseing me, but the words still came to his lips and swallowed them back.
Facing his complicated expression, Jiang Li looked away a little unnaturally, and then said: "I have been pretending to be a man for so many years, and I have always regarded myself as a man, and over time, I have gradually fallen in love with women like men and become a lesbian. ”
Lin Luo was expressionless: "Really?" ”
"Yes."
"Then when you were in Daqi, why did you never have a good face for those concubines in the harem, every time you saw them, that face was colder than usual?"
"I don't mince words about them, not because I don't like them, but because I'm afraid that if I get close to them, I'll be emotional, thus exposing my daughter's body."
“.”
Lin Luo only felt that his breath was stuffed in his chest, and he couldn't breathe or swallow.
It's so angry, I know that this thing is pulling calves, but logically I can't find a flaw.
He thought about it again and again, and finally gave up looking for her logical loopholes, and asked instead, "Is it possible that you are actually a double?" ”
Jiang Li was stunned, "What is Shuang?" ”
"It's bisexual, like both men and women."
Now Jiang Li understood, "Lin Banban is quite optimistic. ”
"......." Lin Luo felt that his chest was even more panicked, and he felt a kind of helplessness that he had entered the red romance, but he couldn't go up to the second floor, his mouth opened and opened, but he didn't know what to say, and finally he could only ask: "Do you hate me very much?" ”
This question made Jiang Li think about it, if he said he hated it. Actually, it's not really, it's just that sometimes this guy is shameless.
For example, manual ....... He didn't move his hands and feet much, and there was very little real physical contact, even if you counted the two times you dragged your wrist, it was less than a hand.
Then there is lying to her, such as tricking her into wearing stockings, or glancing with her eyes, and more often than not, angrily angry with her.
Yes, it's just those verbal words that are too annoying, and they can provoke her emotions and make her feel annoyed.
But when you think about it, most of the words are deliberately teasing her or making fun of her.
And the rest is that he reveals his heart either bluntly or tactfully, and then he is ridiculed or scolded by himself, and he takes it back in a shameless way.
If he wasn't so thick-skinned, then with what he said, I'm afraid the angry person would have replaced him.
After thinking about it, Jiang Li shook his head silently.
Lin Luo stared at her for a while, then retracted his gaze, "Okay, then the two of us will be buddies in the future, fasten the seat belts, and drive." ”
Jiang Li fastened his seat belt when he heard this, turned his head to look at him again, pursed his lips, and withdrew his gaze.
Although she didn't hate it, those thoughts still made her overwhelmed and at a loss.
Although the two are under the same roof, why can't they just be alone, why don't they have those thoughts.
However, she is so self-defiled, it should be regarded as blocking his thoughts.
Lin Luo didn't speak again for a while, the relationship between the two in modern times is very awkward, not to mention boyfriend and girlfriend on the surface, but in fact, there is no difference between husband and wife.
Eat and live together, run a stall together, go out to buy vegetables together, and have known each other for more than ten years, without the slightest strangeness to each other.
But there was a thick wall between the two, and this wall was not a master and servant.
When Jiang Li said those words, Lin Luo could hear that she was saying it very sincerely, and there was even a hint of worry in her sincerity.
I was afraid that her tone was not sincere enough and that I would mistakenly think that she was telling a lie.
So she really didn't think like this, even when she was in Daqi, she didn't regard him as a slave.
From a master and servant to a monarch and a minister, this made Lin Luo feel a lot more comfortable, but this wall still couldn't be crossed.
Maybe this wall has nothing to do with the identity gap, but she really doesn't have this mind.
Lin Luo inevitably thought that she could quickly enter a state of cohabitation by persuading herself to admit the misunderstanding about her boyfriend and girlfriend so calmly.
In addition to feeling that she has a clear conscience and is self-purifying, is it because she doesn't have this mind at all?
After all, talking about love or something really affects the emperor's handling of state affairs.
Over the years, such an idea has long been ingrained, and in modern times, it is natural that the idea of falling in love will no longer arise.
To put it bluntly, she is a career brain, and she is inevitably confused by her appearance, looking at her face, she always subconsciously treats her as a young girl, but in fact, her psychological age is thirty.
Thinking of this, Lin Luo suddenly found that his policy all along was wrong, and it was outrageously wrong.
I thought that the two of them were laid off, and there was a drawbridge effect between them, and they were still alone in the same room, no matter what, there would always be some ideas.
This situation may be useful for a young girl, but this emperor just looks at a girl's face, and he looks at her face, and really thinks of her as a girl.
But in fact, she is thirty.
Not to mention that she was an emperor before, even if it was put on other women.
At the age of thirty, she has long passed the girlhood of spring, do you still expect her to grow a love brain?
As for myself, I look in my early twenties, but my mental age is also in my thirties, and I don't have such a thing as a love brain at all.
The thoughts about the emperor are greedy, distressed, lustful, and the dark side that he doesn't want to admit, but it really exists in his heart.
But speaking of which, he didn't seem to like it, he just tore off the cold mask, dared to step closer, and felt pity, and pity aroused the desire in his heart, and then wanted to conquer, to possess.
Taking advantage of the time to wait for the traffic light, Lin Luo turned his head and said: "I think I want to apologize to you for confessing to you shamelessly these days, saying that I like you, and I want to be greedy for you, and I have a heart for you."
These actions must have caused you distress and left you feeling confused, sorry it was my fault and I shouldn't have been. ”
Jiang Li was a little surprised by his abrupt apology, and tilted his head to look at him.
"Surprised? Actually, people like you and me. I have been a eunuch for more than ten years, and I have been a powerful minister for more than ten years, and I never care about the means to achieve the goal, only whether it can be achieved.
I don't know how much blood is on my hands, a lot of them should be killed, and there are many innocent people.
My heart has long been dark, but after returning to modern times, I feel that I am a person, a person standing in the sun, and even I say I like it. ”
"Ha" Lin Luo smiled, his smile was full of self-deprecation, "To be honest, I don't know how to like someone for a long time, and I will get a lot of ways to torture a person."
As for you, your heart may not be dark, but you live in depression, and your heart may not be much sunny. ”
There was the sound of a car horn behind him, Lin Luo glanced at it, it was already a green light, he started the car, and continued: "We have one thing in common, we don't have the ability to like and be liked, liking this kind of thing is too luxurious for you and me." ”
"If it's extravagant, why do you have to think about me?"
Lin Luo still had a smile on his face, "That's why I apologize to you." But in addition to apologizing, I also want to ask you. ”
"Have you ever thought about your future?"
(End of chapter)