later

These two words made Jiang Li fall into deep thought, in the future, it will probably be to make money, pay off the money owed to him first, and then move out, find a house by himself, and no longer live under the fence.

And then later. To see if you can go back to Daqi, this is probably just a luxury, and it may not be realized until the day of death, or it may not be realized after death.

"Have you ever thought that if you never go back to Daqi, what kind of life do you want in this modern society?"

Lin Luo put the steering wheel and didn't squint, "Maybe I'm thinking, when I make enough money, I will pay off the money I owe you first, and then move out and get out of this kind of life under the fence, what about after I get out?" ”

And after that?

Jiang Li frowned, feeling a chaos in his mind, so he had to shake his head, "I haven't thought about it so far-reaching for the time being. ”

"But you have to think about it, don't you? When you get out and rent a small house, or do you make a lot of money with your ability to buy a house, and then live alone in this modern society, and finally die? ”

Jiang Li thought for a while, and said softly, "Maybe." ”

"Then you didn't want to have a home? At best, a person lives in a house, and someone accompanies him to call it home, and find someone to become a family, have you ever thought about this? ”

"Do you want to say that I want to start a family with you?"

Lin Luo smiled and said, "I do mean this, but I'm asking you what you mean now."

Although we don't necessarily like each other, if two people are together, we don't really need to like this kind of affection.

Between you and me is just two dark or depressed souls huddling together for warmth, just find a companion and live together, what's the point? ”

Jiang Li bowed his head and said, "And then?" ”

"What, then?"

"Lin Banban just said that you act by unscrupulous means and only care about whether the goal is achieved, so are you now changing your means to achieve the goal?"

Lin Luo looked calm, "You can think so, but I don't think it's a means." Even so, this means is also on the surface, and I will show it to you generously, and I am discussing it with you.

You might think I'm PUA for you. It seems to make such a sense.

But speaking of which, the words "lonely and old" make people's hearts sour when they hear it, right? ”

"And it's not just you who will face loneliness, it's me.

Those who have killed the enemy on the battlefield often suffer from a disease called post-traumatic stress disorder because of the human life they carry, and how many human lives do I have on my back?

There are too many for me to say, maybe thousands, maybe tens of thousands, maybe tens of thousands?

Not to mention the rest, as for those ministers who were raided and exterminated by my hands, it seems that they can't be counted on two hands. Which of them is not hundreds, or even thousands, of relatives?

On the Daqi side, hundreds of people fell to the ground in front of me, and I could sleep very soundly at night, but back in modern times, I couldn't sleep soundly, and I often had nightmares, all of which were nightmares. ”

"I knew it was a dream, but I just couldn't wake up, and I watched the blood rush to the sky in my dream, wailing all over the ground, and I saw my subordinates burning and looting in the minister's house, and the servants and maids were running and screaming, and then the sound stopped abruptly.

Those restrained ministers were stunned, and they scolded me like crazy, and if I were in Daqi, I would definitely laugh at him.

But in my dreams, I couldn't laugh, I thought they were so horrible that I was scared. ”

Speaking of this, Lin Luo let out a long sigh, "People like me are very serious in a mental hospital, how can I be like a normal person and start a family here safely."

Sometimes I can't even tell if I'm dreaming or if I'm really back in the modern age. I can't tell the difference, can you tell the difference? ”

“.” Jiang Li shook her head silently, of course she couldn't tell the difference, she often felt that her experience was like Zhuang Zhou's dream butterfly.

felt that this was a ridiculous and illusory dream, but after waking up from the dream, she became the Great Qi Emperor who was dressed in the crown of the Son of Heaven and sat high above His Majesty on the Jade Rank.

But even if you can't tell the difference, but.

She asked aloud, "Is it necessary to distinguish between them?" ”

"There's no need, can you tell the difference, life is the same, isn't it? But how should I live this day, I don't want to die alone, what about you? ”

“.”

Jiang Li moved her lips, but she didn't know how to answer, she had never thought about these things.

Once in Daqi, all she thought about was how to inherit the hopes of the previous emperors and conscientiously govern the country.

As for the rest, at most, I want to wait a few years to choose a clan from the side branches, without being virtuous and pure, without much admiration for her, just need to have the ability to govern.

After her death, she entrusted the country to the successor.

As for whether the other party will disown her as the imperial exam, she doesn't care about it.

And now that she has come to modern times, she has not thought about the future.

Lonely and old, she chewed these four words over and over again in her heart, and tasted a bitter taste in vain.

Before he knew it, he had arrived at the community, Lin Luo parked the car downstairs, leaned on the back of the chair and looked at her sideways and said, "Sitting on the dragon chair, if you don't do your heart for a day, you seem to owe the world." For the king's fourteen years, there is no day to waste, conscientious, and prosperous, you are worthy of the first emperor and the people of the world.

Now that I have left the dragon chair, I don't need to think about what the country is doing, and what is the head of the people. What you should think about is yourself, and change a way of living for yourself, a way of living that you don't owe yourself. I can't tell you what this way of living is, but I'm sure it doesn't include living alone. ”

"And you and I have to admit that if we really want to start a family one day, then we are the most suitable for each other. At least, there's no better option, is there? ”

Jiang Li looked at him fixedly, she knew that what this person said was not a means, but this kind of means made her unable to rise to the emotions of disgust.

As he said before, "I am consulting with you", he is indeed discussing, talking about everything, listing everything in front of himself in a very honest way.

She also had to admit that he was right, the words "lonely and old" were too depressing, and she didn't want this way of living.

If you really want to find someone to start a family, they are indeed the most suitable for each other, after all, the two have known each other for more than ten years and have been together for more than ten years, and they have long been accustomed to each other's existence, but they will continue to accompany each other in another way.

But in such a way, they became husband and wife, got married and had children

Jiang Li twisted her eyebrows and thought about it, feeling that these things were only endlessly confused and unfamiliar to her, so she had to shake her head: "But I really don't have the kind of mind to get married and have children." ”

"I'm not trying to make you have those thoughts. I'm saying all this just to find you to live with a partner, so that neither of us will die alone.

Even if you and I get married one day, we don't even have to be like ordinary couples, we can get along like friends, like relatives, just like marriage. ”

"What is a formal marriage?"

"It's a formal marriage, two people live together, called husband and wife, but in fact it's similar to roommates."

"Isn't that the same as you and now?"

"It's the same, that's why I said that we are actually like husband and wife."

Lin Luo smiled, "How about it, do you want to think about it?" ”

(End of chapter)