Chapter 115: You're Not at a Loss
Lin Luo almost blurted out that you have to carry me behind my back, but when the words came to his mouth, he swallowed them back.
This is not suitable, besides, the emperor's body of less than 100 catties can't carry him at all.
It's almost the same to carry her on your own.
So he said, "You don't have to carry it, just hold my arm." ”
As she spoke, Lin Luo deliberately stretched out her arms, the north wind whined, Jiang Li held her hands in her pockets, the wind ruffled her hair, and brought up the hairball on the cotton hat.
"If you don't save it, you won't save it, so it's always okay to hold hands, right?" Lin Luo retreated, pulled her hand out of the sleeve of her down jacket, and then grabbed it.
Jiang Li quietly watched his movements, and his willow eyebrows gradually frowned, and then frowned deeper and deeper. It's not because of holding hands, but the words he just said, and the tone and tone of his voice when he spoke - it's always okay to hold hands, right?
It was as if holding hands was a matter of course for him.
She couldn't help but wonder what was the reason why this guy felt the way he did, not even him, but even herself.
Maybe it's because they're holding hands too many times?
From the beginning of the very resistant, to some resistance, to a little resistance. And when I resisted a little, I always thought that I was a nominal couple with him anyway, and I didn't know how many times I had been involved, and it seemed like nothing to take him again.
Then again and again, more and more, and finally, like now, he did not resist at all, and not even felt resistant, but felt that his big hand wrapped his hand, and there was a very warm feeling.
And now it's just holding hands, and then what?
Jiang Li remembered what he saw on the Internet, couples start by holding hands, and then hug, kiss, step by step
If this continues, do I really want to give him a child, three years and five years?
was led by the hand and walked forward little by little, the pair of coffee-colored boots under his feet moved mechanically, and Jiang Li's heart fell into a deep confusion.
She felt that if she continued like this, she might really have a child one day in the future.
And unlike the rest of the women, the other women got pregnant and gave birth to a child because they were married to the husband they liked, and they were willing to continue the heirs for them.
It's likely that she was confused and didn't feel resistant, and then gave birth?
"What are you thinking?"
I thought that if I continued to be guided as I did, over time, I would always feel accustomed to the piles of things, and what would happen at that time."
Jiang Li didn't choose to hide it, but told what he was thinking at this time, but Lin Luo really wanted to say a word about cutting oil Speke and dismantling Niz?
This was inexplicable, and he didn't understand it a little, "I didn't understand, can you explain it in detail?" ”
"For example, when you take it for granted, you don't talk about it, even I take it for granted."
Didn't I tell you about this before? It's because you feel dependent on me, so you don't feel resistant, so you take it for granted. ”
"And then?"
"And then what?"
"Now that holding hands is a matter of course, according to your mind, should the next step be to plan a hug, then a kiss, and finally have a baby?"
“.” Lin Luo was silent for a moment and said, "You suddenly came out like this, I was quite passive." ”
"So you're admitting it?"
"yes. Seeing that you are very calm," Lin Luo tilted his head and said, "You have already thought of a countermeasure?" ”
"I don't need to think about countermeasures for such things, as long as I stick to my heart. It's just that. Lin Luo, I can't even penetrate my own heart now, so how can I stick to my heart? Is all this deliberately guided by you all along, or is my own heart at a loss, I don't know, do you know? ”
Lin Luo wanted to say that this was your own heart at a loss, but looking at the confusion in Jiang Li's eyes, the words came to his mouth and took them back. Moreover, this is the first time that she did not call herself by the identities of Xiao Linzi and Lin Banban, but called her real name, which shows that she really feels confused and wants him to help solve her doubts.
"It's both, or maybe it's my deliberate guidance that makes your heart feel dazed."
“.” Jiang Li shook his head: "What I can't figure out is that even with your guidance, my heart will not fall into such a dazed situation. ”
"So you feel that you have reached the superb realm of listening to thunder in a silent place, and raising this heart without moving?"
"I don't dare to say that, but I've always been sober."
“.” Lin Luo thought for a while and tried to ask: "Is it possible that you have encountered something that you are not good at, such as the relationship between men and women, so you feel at a loss?" ”
The love of men and women
Jiang Li muttered these four words in her heart, she is really not good at the so-called relationship between men and women, and she can't even describe it by whether she is good at it or not, but whether she understands it or not.
She doesn't understand.
Her only contact with this aspect comes from that line of poetry, Guan Guan Ju Dove, in the river island; I live at the head of the Yangtze River, and you live at the end of the Yangtze River; The temples are pitiful and green, just for the lovesick old; The mountains have trees and branches, and the heart is happy.
The emotions contained in these poems are different, Jiang Li searched for the poems about the love between men and women in her mind, but none of them matched her state of mind.
Not to mention the rest, just like now, two people walking down the street holding hands in a cold night, she doesn't feel anything, only cold.
She looked up at the street lamps overhead, and the bits of white were falling down the dim light, and it was snowing again.
"You're guiding me again?"
"You say yes, that's it. But I still want to advise you, I know that you are always used to thinking things through. But there are some things that I can't think about in themselves, like me, to be honest, I still can't figure out whether I like you or not, but I basically don't think about it, because it's unnecessary, and it will be a headache. ”
Jiang Li was silent for a while, but still nodded and said, "There is really no need to think clearly, just like you said before, no matter what the life is." You play your mental tricks, and I see that the trick is to dismantle it. But if I can't even fathom my own heart, and I've been in this kind of confusion, I'm afraid that I will be guided by you in a daze, and if I wait for the day to give birth to a child, wouldn't it be too late? ”
Hearing this, Lin Luo couldn't help but be happy, "You said so much, are you afraid of giving me a child?" ”
He laughed here, but Jiang Li's face turned cold, "What's so ridiculous?" You've been deliberately guiding, just like I asked at the beginning, over time, I will always have a day when I am accustomed to many things, and now I don't feel resistant to holding hands, and then I hug and kiss, and then what, I'm afraid that one day, I won't even feel resistant to having a child, right? ”
“.”
Lin Luo held back his smile and stared at her for a long time without saying a word, before he finally spoke: "...... You're not confused in your heart, you're twisted in your heart, and then you don't want to admit it. This mindset makes you speak like a child, no, not even a child.
Listen to what you are talking about, what are you talking about, I am deliberately guiding you, but if you don't want to, I can still guide you to give birth to me? What do you think I am, a fairy or a monster?
I'm a human being, and I don't know how to do hypnotic tricks, let alone mix ecstasy soup. As long as you don't want to, let alone having children, it's hugging and kissing, and I can't even hold hands now. If Your Majesty thinks that what I said is wrong, and thinks that I can guide you to do this and that, then why don't you think about it first, why do you keep calling yourself me to me? ”
(End of chapter)