"Figure it out yourself?" Mrs. An sneered, "If you have the ability, don't ask me to raise me, don't eat me, use mine, wear mine." ”

"No, I'm not an adult yet, and I can't support myself." An Ran raised his head and looked at her coldly, "You have the responsibility and obligation to raise me." ”

She wouldn't be so stupid and chose hard mode for the sake of an ethereal backbone.

She is still far from the level where she has to catch up with her studies and go out to earn money to support herself, and she can be raised by her adoptive father and mother for one more day.

In the future, there will be times when she will go out and fight.

"Aren't you able to go to heaven?" The sarcasm on Mrs. An's face with delicate makeup was even stronger, she drew thin eyebrows today, and when she raised her eyebrows slightly to look at people, she looked more indifferent and mean than her calm face, "Don't you want to be fair?" The basis of fairness is that you can't be a parasite, a parasite has no rights. ”

Why am I a parasite, not because of you?

An Ran suppressed the discomfort in his heart and said, "I didn't ask you for absolute fairness." I just need you to put yourself in my shoes, there are some things that are beyond my ability, I really can't do it, please be more lenient with me. ”

"I think I'm very tolerant of you, Enron." Mrs. An said very disdainfully, "Don't be embarrassed, I didn't ask you to go to the youth class at the age of fifteen, and I usually let you sleep for eight hours a day, and I am already very tolerant of you." ”

As she spoke, her voice became a little sharper, "Do you know what the conditions are for talking about fairness?" You have to have the same strength as me, or even more than me, otherwise why should you talk to me about fairness? ”

I know this all too well!

After all, we have always been a vulnerable group in the face of you.

"I know." An Ran looked at Mrs. An calmly, and there was a kind of calm in her eyes, "I'm still underage, of course it's not okay to talk to you about fairness, not to mention that this world is inherently unfair, whether it is in the commercial society or in daily life, there is no underlying operation law that says fair, the whole world is not fair, am I crazy?" Talk to you about fairness. ”

"I don't think you know how thick the sky is." Mrs. An raised her chin slightly and looked at An Ran, "The wings are not hard yet, I want to fly." ”

I'm going to have to wait until my wings harden before I fly out.

Fly now, isn't it looking for death?

I'm sorry, Mrs. Ann, I regret my life.

"Nope." An Ran shook his head obediently, choosing to say something to make Mrs. An not more angry, "But home is not a fair place, home is a place to talk about love." ”

"Useless people don't deserve love."

The mother and daughter formed a confrontation, and An Ran bowed his head first, "You're right." ”

But it's just your perception.

This world has never been about useless people who don't deserve love, but people who don't love who don't deserve love.

Although An Ran's attitude softened, Mrs. An's anger did not drop too much, "In the future, the pocket money will be halved every month, when you will get the first place in the exam, and when it will be the same as before, you will not be able to eat dinner this week." ”

"Got it." In the face of such a punishment, Enron accepted it very calmly.

She calculated that her monthly pocket money was 800 yuan before, halved to 400 yuan, and 100 yuan a week, which should be enough for her to eat at school.

In this case, the nutrition may not be enough.

I already knew that there was no dinner tonight, and I ate so many snacks at the school gate in advance, which worked at this time, even if my aunt was serving food to the restaurant one after another, she was not so hungry that she swallowed her saliva, because she felt uncomfortable and aggrieved by hunger, which aggravated her negative emotions.

Even if you don't do well in the exam, you have to go out to eat delicious food.

This is the law of the world that An Ran repeatedly suffered for a long time in his previous life, and what can cure a person is sleep, food, small animals, nature, and money, rarely because of human beings.

……

An Jing heard footsteps outside the door in the room, and quickly opened the door from the inside and walked out, "Why did you come back so slowly?" ”

"Do you have a problem?" An Ran stopped to look at him.

"It's okay, can't I care about you?" An Jing leaned against the door, "Today's grilled sausages and rice cakes are good. ”

"I'll continue to eat tomorrow." An Ran said, "Anyway, you have a lot of pocket money." ”

Thinking of this, An Ran couldn't help but feel envious, jealous and hateful for An Jing, a rich man.

"Why are you upset again?" An Jing didn't miss the unhappiness that flashed in An Ran's eyes.

"I'm jealous of your money, can't I?" An Ran glared at An Jing angrily.

An Jing was stunned for a moment, and soon felt funny, "You are not poor, why are you jealous of me." ”

"I'm very poor, and I'm seriously short of money." An Ran's eyes widened slightly, and An Jing appealed.

"Okay, whatever you want to buy, I'll buy it for you." An Jing was pleased by An Ran's jealous appearance, and said very generously.

"I want to buy daily necessities for school and live in them, you have them all?" An Ran knew that An Jing was not stingy, but he didn't expect him to be so easy to talk today.

"Yes." An's head.

"Thank you." A smile appeared on Enron's face.

After solving a pain point in front of her so easily, she turned around and went to her room.

An Jing looked at her appearance of not looking back and walking forward, a little unhappy, "Your face of crossing the river and demolishing the bridge has become too fast." ”

"Okay, young master, may I ask what else you need to do with the little one?" An Ran immediately turned around, stood obediently, and pretended to look at An Jing with a dog's leg.

An Jing couldn't help but be happy again.

He smiled and asked a question that he was embarrassed to ask in front of outsiders in the afternoon, "Why did you suddenly go to eat at a roadside stall today?" ”

He felt that his sister's habits had changed a little recently.

"You can eat it if you want." An Ran thought about it, took out the book given by the Chinese teacher in the morning from his schoolbag, opened it and handed it to him, "Have you finished any of these extracurricular review materials?" ”

"What, you want it?" An Jing took it and was shocked, "Why are there so many?" ”

"Do you say there is?"

"I don't know, I'm looking for it." An Jing shook his head, "There should be some." ”

"Can you help me find it now?" An Ran's plan is that the teachers will write these learning materials for herself, and she will have to spend a sum of money to buy them, and if An Jing has something to do, she can give it to her.

It can not only help him reuse waste, but also help her save money.

It couldn't be better.

She remembered that her adoptive mother bought reference materials for An Jing box by box, and according to his diligence in studying, he couldn't finish it at all.

But it's my own son.

It doesn't matter if he can't finish it, anyway, when Mrs. An is socializing outside, she often asks the ladies in the circle about the children's learning, and those ladies are also very happy to share these resources with each other.

Mrs. An has always adhered to the attitude of "I am good if I am good, and I am good if no one has me", and it is difficult to support An Jing, and it is difficult to think about Anjing's learning materials.

"Come in." An Jing turned around and entered the room, "It's all in the bookcase, you pick it up with me, and take all the useful ones." ”

"Thank you, brother." An Ran hurriedly followed An Jing into the room.

An Jing's room is connected to the study, and the study room and room are very large, with two cabinets for books and study materials, which is no less rich than a small bookstore.

But if you look closely, you will find that most of the books on the shelves in Anjing's study are new, and the transparent plastic paper wrapped in the outer layer of many books has not been removed.

Of course, he didn't buy so many books himself, but his mother asked a special bookstore buyer to buy them for his son.

It can be seen that people who have a lot of books do not necessarily like to read.

It is undeniable that in addition to being mean and indifferent to herself, adoptive mothers can still treat their biological children.

Thinking that he was not the biological child of the An family, An Ran sighed heavily, "As long as you didn't do it, can I take it?" ”

She returned her attention to the area dedicated to study materials.

"Take it!" An Jing was extremely happy to give these endless extracurricular review books and materials to An Ran, "Do you want these?" ”

He opened the cabinet door under the bookshelf and took out a new stack of mock test papers from the inside.

An Ran looked at the thick stack of brand-new mock test papers in front of him, surprised but not surprised, "Yes." ”

An Jing put her aside, squatted down and went to the cabinet to continue flipping, and pulled out a thick stack of extracurricular tutoring books for the first year of high school, "Do you want these?" ”

It seems that looking for An Jing to review the materials is asking the right person, he really has a lot of hidden goods.

"Yes." An Ran did not refuse, she felt that these could not be done by then, and if there were duplicates, they could be distributed to other students in the class, anyway, An Jing was also at the bottom of the box when he put it here, so it was better to give it to those who needed it more.

"Are you done, so much." An Jing picked it up and began to worry about her, "Why did you start working again recently?" ”

An Ran's current appearance reminded him of the fierce energy she desperately threw herself into her studies last year in order to be admitted to the first year of high school.

"I didn't do well in the monthly exam, so I have to work hard." An Ran explained, "My next pocket money will be halved, and I will rely on these materials you gave me to help me get the money back." ”

No wonder she just cried to herself poorly.

An Jing asked suspiciously, "Did you really do so badly in the exam?" ”

Generally speaking, Enron's own pocket money is not much, and her mother rarely punishes her by deducting her pocket money, but once she uses this method, it shows that Enron's mistakes make her mother very annoyed.

"Very poor." An Ran generously admitted, "I took the last place in this monthly exam." ”

"Last in the class?" An Jing was shocked.

"Yes."

After An Jing was silent for a while, he neatly placed the tutorial book in his hand next to the mock paper he had just taken out, "The students in Class A of No. 1 Middle School are all very hard, and if you slack off a little, it will be easy to be left behind." ”

Of course, he also knew that An Ran spent a lot of time practicing the piano some time ago, "Fortunately, now that Xiao Sai has passed, you can have more time to study." ”

"Yes." An Ran said, "I also plan to catch up with the backward progress in the future, and if I don't catch up, after a long time, I will be even more unable to catch up." ”

Enron never overestimated his talent.

She knows that she is an ordinary person.

For ordinary people, absolute talent and absolute luck are out of reach, diligence and hard work are the only way to improve themselves, there is really no need to compare their diligence and hard work with absolute talent and luck, there is no comparison.

Except that the more you think about it, the more angry you become, there's no point.

She once stood under the halo and was called a "genius".

It is easy for outsiders to see her winning lightly, but only she knows what she has done behind her back in order to stand in the shining spotlight, in order to stand on the top of the mountain and meet better people.

Bryant met Los Angeles at four a.m. countless times.

In her short life, there are countless times of her own at four o'clock in the morning.

"Otherwise, let mom enroll you in an extracurricular review class." An Jing looked at the two stacks of thick materials in front of him, and only felt that his head was big, not to mention An Ran, the person who was going to digest them all later, "It's much more efficient than you burying your head in the problem." ”

An Ran knew what An Jing meant, and a better extracurricular review agency would provide systematic courses and guidance to help her understand and master the knowledge points of various subjects, so that she could absorb classroom knowledge faster.

An Jing has been attending extracurricular tutoring classes since junior high school, and his mother spent a lot of money to hire a famous teacher for him.

This is also the reason why An Jing did not work very hard in his studies and was still able to study in Class A of No. 1 Middle School.

She was on it last year, not this year.

There are easier shortcuts to improve your score, and Enron is not excluded.

She looked at An Jing and smiled, "Wow, if you can convince your mother, I will thank you." ”

An Jing's eyes looked at her short hair and the band-aid in the palm of her hand with deep eyes, "You are also unlucky, if these bad things hadn't happened in the past few days, my mother wouldn't be angry, and I would have said anything to her." ”

"That's it." An Ran tilted his head at him slightly, "We have so many volumes to do, so many books to read, so we still don't waste time doing that useless work." ”

An Jing squatted down again and seriously helped An Ran find materials, "Are you really moving to school to study hard?" ”

"What do you think?" An Ran asked him rhetorically.

"I don't think you're." An Jing also has his own sensitivity, "I think you seem to be very unhappy at home recently, and you are not as patient as you used to be with me and your parents." ”

An Ran glanced at him seriously and then lowered his head to look at An Jing's bookshelf, "Just now my mother asked me how I did in the exam, and I said, 'I didn't do well in the exam', do you know how she reacted?" ”

"What's the reaction?"

"You're at least a normal person, and you know that I didn't do well because I was busy competing in the competition some time ago."

If the trajectory of fate in the previous life remains unchanged, your normalcy can only be maintained for a short time.

"Mom scolded you again?" An Jing reacted quickly.

"yes." An Ran calmly recounted a few words that Mrs. An had just scolded herself downstairs to An Jing, "If the same situation is the same, how do you feel if your mother treats you like this?" ”

An Jing took a deep breath, "It's uncomfortable. ”

"Right." An Ran continued to tell him in a calm tone, "I am also a human being, and it will be uncomfortable to listen to accusations and criticisms for a long time, so in order to protect myself, I have to choose to stay away from her for the time being." ”

It's about to get away from her completely.

"You might as well go outside for a while." An Jing's voice was low, "Mom is indeed a little bit controlling sometimes, and she doesn't speak very well. ”

"So you know your mother is very controlling." An Ran looked at him in surprise.

Thinking of An Jing's maintenance of Antu, Mrs. An and Anya in her previous life, she thought that they were all the same people, and she couldn't see her own problems at all, and she always felt that she had a problem.

"I'm not stupid." An Jing glanced at An Ran speechlessly, "However, she is also ......"

"What is she too?" Hearing that he was halfway through his words and then stopped, An Ran asked.

"Nothing." An Jing lowered her head and explained in a deep voice, "She is also more annoyed in her heart, so she will be like this, you should bear more." ”

He originally wanted to explain that his mother was like this because his sister was lost and sick, so she was mentally unstable and always lost her temper with An Ran.

But thinking that An Ran still didn't know anything about his life experience, he stopped talking in time.

"I'm sorry, I've waited enough, and I can't continue to digest her emotional black hole." An Ran said rationally, "I can see that she has a bad temper, and when she usually faces outsiders, it's good not to learn her temper, I don't have the strength to continue to tolerate her." ”

- "Besides, accommodating parents is not what children should do in the first place. ”

Rather, adults know that they have problems, and they must learn to self-reflect and educate themselves.

Obviously, a person with a brain circuit like Mrs. An would not use this string on her by nature.

If you don't love, you won't bother.

She deeply understands that they can't be relied on, and they can only rely on themselves to save themselves.

Knowing the facts An Ran said, An Jing felt a little blocked in his heart, but he couldn't digest his mother's situation himself, so he had to choose to change the topic, "When will you move to school?" ”

"The day after tomorrow."

"So fast?"

"Or else?" An Ran glanced at him lightly, "When you find that there is someone around you who can only see your shortcomings, do you want to climb out of this pit quickly?" ”

Someday, she will get up in the pit of humanity, and she will not expect anything from anyone, nor will she expect anyone to be nice to her.

She will love herself well.

"She's just a little harder on you, and it's not that bad." An Jing also wanted to try to help her mother explain.

"Maybe your mom isn't that bad for you." An Ran took out the reference books he used from the bookcase very coldly, "I'm so busy every day now, consuming my people and things, I don't want to look at it more." I live every day to be worthy of a day's life, not to fulfill another person's ambition to achieve control in me. ”

She must stay away from DPCL and embrace a happy life.

No matter how stupid you are, you can't continue to be confused by the great truth of what bitter medicine and advice are contrary to.

Eighteen-year-old An Jing had never faced such a sober and rational An Ran, and was speechless for a while by her words.

He thought she was right, but it didn't seem right.

That's mom after all.

"You don't have to say that...... he defended quietly, "it's my mother, at most she has a bad temper, and she still cares about you." ”

An Jing is different from his own identity in the end, and the love he received from Mrs. An is also different.

An Ran didn't bother to bother to break with him, "I have to ask you to help me move these books and test papers to the room, I can't move them myself." ”

She saw clearly what An Jing wanted to say and stopped, but so what?

Anyway, she made a good decision, and she wouldn't change it casually because of three or two sentences.

"Okay." An Jing pulled out another stack of rolls from the cabinet.

"Do you have unfinished rolls hidden in that cabinet?" An Ran asked curiously.

"Pretty much." An Jing touched his nose embarrassedly, "Mom bought me too much, I couldn't finish it before, I originally thought that I could use it for this year's review." ”

"You can save what you use first." An Ran looked at the reference books and test papers that An Jing brought out, and compared the books written by the teachers of various subjects in the book in his hand, and found that the ones he gave her were very similar.

can save a sum of money to buy materials, Enron said that it is really a small luck.

"I'll give it all to you." Sensing An Ran's happiness, An Jing's mood relaxed slightly, "It's done, if you still want it, you can come over to me and get it yourself." ”

"Okay." It couldn't be better.

"Knock knock" "Knock knock" A light and rhythmic sound sounded outside the door.

"What's the matter?" An Jing asked outside the door.

"Young master, it's time for dinner." There was an aunt outside who replied.

"Got it, come on." After An Jing responded to her aunt, she invited An Ran, "Let's go down to dinner together?" ”

"I'm sorry, young master, Miss Ben didn't have dinner at home this week." An Ran rolled his eyes slightly, "You go by yourself, I'll continue to look for materials." ”

An Jing is actually a little hungry, especially in the afternoon, when his appetite is hooked by a few strings of fried oil.

But seeing An Ran like this, he felt very embarrassed, "I'll help you find all the materials before going down." ”

"Or don't." An Ran urged him, "Go down quickly, don't let your mother wait, it's time to lose your temper later." ”

"Why do you keep saying 'your mother' and 'your mother' today, my mother is not your mother." An Jing felt that An Ran was awkward to speak like this, "Are you angry with her?" ”

"yes, I'm mad at your mother and don't want to forgive her." Enron said frankly.

This was an attitude she had never had in front of anyone before.

An Jing knows that since she was a child, her sister has been very protective of her mother, even more than him.

But something seems to have changed lately.

He was faintly surprised, but a different feeling grew from the bottom of his heart.

"If you don't want to forgive, don't forgive." He sighed softly, "You remember to eat out for dinner these days, don't go hungry." ”

"Of course." Enron said, "I won't go hungry for myself." ”

Seeing An Ran's arrogant look, An Jing didn't know why, and suddenly smiled, "You ate those at the school gate in the afternoon because you knew that you didn't do well in the exam and your mother would punish you?" ”

"The vast majority of the factors are."

"What about some of the other factors?"

"I'm afraid that when I get home, I will be uncomfortable, so I will fill myself up in advance, so that the evil qi will not be able to come in."

An Jing laughed out loud.

An Ran gave him a blank look.

An Jing immediately assured her in a relaxed tone, "Don't worry, I won't tell my mother." ”

"Alright, you can go down." An Ran waved his hand to drive people away, "I'll pick it myself, and you can come up and help me send the picked one into the room after eating later." ”

"I'm going to dinner." If An Ran was as sad, depressed, and unmotivated as he was after being scolded by his mother every time he was scolded in the past, An Jing would never have been able to go to dinner alone so easily.

He will feel guilty, he will feel unhappy.

Swaying left and right between accompanying my sister and accompanying my mother, tangled and embarrassed.

But today is different, because of his sister's calmness, he can face her more relaxed, as well as himself.

Obviously, what my sister said was not a good thing, but it unexpectedly made him feel comfortable listening to it.

……

When An Jing returned to her room after eating and moved the review materials to An Ran's room, she found her coming out of her cloakroom.

"What are you looking at?"

When he entered the door, he saw An Ran standing in the cloakroom in a daze at his wardrobe.

"Prepare to give up." An Ran turned to look at him and guided him, "You put these materials on my bookshelf. ”

Enron does not have an independent study, but has an independent cloakroom.

The area used in the room for the study is an area created in the bedroom, and the bookcase is much smaller than the bookcase in Anjing.

But there, an empty area has been sorted out by An Ran in advance, which is enough to put the review materials sent by An Jing.

An Jing held a thick load of books and wanted to help her stuff it into the bookcase at once, but found that it was difficult to operate!

"I'll come." An Ran walked over, took down the tutorial books and reference materials in batches, and put them neatly on the bookshelf, "I moved to the school the day after tomorrow, and I have a lot of things, so I want Uncle Zhang to send them." ”

"I'll send you with him." An Jing quickly decided.

"No, I'll just move it myself." Enron refused.

"I'll take you to the dorm." An Jing's face suddenly sank slightly, "In this way, you live in school, and you are not afraid of others bullying you." ”

"Who can bully me?" An Ran smiled, but also sincerely thanked An Jing for his maintenance, "Thank you, An Jing, I will take good care of myself." ”

"How can you not be bullied?" An Jing thought of the last time he accidentally met those girls on campus and heard their conversation, "You are so good, it is easy to attract envy, and being envied will provoke malice." ”

Seeing An Jingqi's humming appearance, An Ran asked keenly, "Do you know anything?" ”

An nodded and told her what happened at school that day, "Don't worry, I've warned them, if they bully you again, you tell me, I won't make them look good." ”

"Thank you." An Ran didn't expect this to happen, "You're talking about the women who fought with me last time, right?" ”

"It should be."

"I already knew." An Ran neatly stacked the remaining materials into his bookshelf, turned to An Jing and said, "Otherwise, why do you think I fought so hard last time?" ”

"You should have told me sooner." An Jing thought that last Friday because of An Ran's stinky temper, she didn't help her deal with the campus violence incident more perfectly, and felt slightly blamed herself. 1314 (End of chapter)