Chapter 102: I'm Just Scared
"Shengsheng, no matter what, don't compromise because of anyone, you can always follow your own heart, and I will support you unconditionally." Yan Jinghua looked at Song Shengsheng and said very seriously.
But at this moment, Yan Jinghua's eyes were scarlet, which was enough to show that he didn't care about anything, but in comparison, Song Shengsheng would always be in first place with him.
Song Shengsheng understood the meaning of the eye essence, and she breathed a sigh of relief without a trace, and the heart that was originally uneasy was finally put back in its place.
Song Shengsheng took a deep breath and told Yan Jinghua very seriously, "Although I was surprised and shocked, I was also very happy to know that he was fine." ”
Yan Jinghua knew that from Song Shengsheng's reaction after waking up, he already understood that Song Shengsheng didn't dislike their children!
He was happy, but he was still anxious, he was once that woman's unwillingness to give up everything to leave, and his child would also become Song Shengsheng's weakness!
Yan Jinghua was in a complicated mood, he opened his mouth, as if he wanted to say something, but in the end, he didn't know what he could say.
Song Shengsheng didn't know why Yan Jinghua looked at her with eyes full of pity, she frowned slightly, wanting to ask what happened to Yan Jinghua.
At this time, the door of the ward was opened, and Song Shengsheng and Yan Jinghua came back to their senses at the same time, glanced at each other and looked towards the door.
The person who came in from the outside was the aunt, and the aunt originally thought that Song Shengsheng hadn't woken up yet, so she was careful when she entered the door.
When I walked in, I found that Song Shengsheng had woken up, and my aunt was full of surprise, "Miss Song is awake!" ”
Song Shengsheng smiled at his aunt.
"How do you feel? Is there anything else uncomfortable? Auntie said with a worried look at her.
No one knows how nervous she was when she pushed the door in and saw Miss Song, who was about to faint.
"It's much better, today's thing, thank you Auntie." Song Shengsheng said softly, she sincerely thanked her aunt, if it weren't for her aunt's presence, the baby in her belly might not be able to be saved.
"It's okay, it's okay, it's okay!" The aunt breathed a heavy sigh of relief, and then the aunt hurriedly said: "I haven't had time to eat anything this day, I'm hungry, Auntie stewed soup!" ”
Yan Jinghua pressed the hospital bed up a little, so that Song Shengsheng could lie half-lying, so that she could eat something.
Sitting up, Song Shengsheng wanted to do it herself, but Yan Jinghua didn't give her this opportunity.
Song Shengsheng took a small sip of the soup while looking at Yan Jinghua, and then drank some porridge before stopping.
"You haven't eaten yet, so let's eat first." Song Shengsheng said.
Yan Jinghua didn't have much heart to eat, but he also knew that he would definitely not be able to eat it, and the dinner brought by his aunt also belonged to Yan Jinghua.
Yan Jinghua sat on the side and ate quickly.
The aunt asked on the side, "What does Miss Song want to eat tomorrow?" I'm ready to send it over. ”
It's not that Aunt Song Shengsheng likes to eat on weekdays, but now that Song Shengsheng is pregnant, Auntie, as a person who has come over, knows that her taste may change a little, so she wants to ask first.
Song Shengsheng thought about it, and didn't think of anything in particular that he wanted to eat, "Just follow the usual preparations." ”
Auntie nodded again and again, although Song Shengsheng didn't mention any opinions, but Auntie already had an idea in her heart, she had to take good care of Miss Song.
After the feast was over, the aunt packed up the lunch box and left with it.
There were only two people left in the ward, Song Shengsheng and Yan Jinghua, and Song Shengsheng took the initiative to speak: "I don't know how the baby is now." ”
Yan Jinghua said in a deep voice: "The baby is just five weeks old, this time is the main reason for the accident......
Speaking of this, Yan Jinghua looked at Song Shengsheng, he hesitated for two seconds, and then continued: "Mainly because I worked too hard, the baby was extra fragile in the first three months, so I learned about this morning's accident." ”
"And how is he now?" Song Shengsheng couldn't help frowning, his face full of worry.
"He's fine now, it's just that the doctor said you need to get some rest during this time." Yan Jinghua said, his expression was really not relaxed.
Song Shengsheng always felt that something was wrong, and she couldn't help frowning, "Yan Jinghua, what are you thinking?" ”
He said he didn't want the baby, so why did he keep being so serious?
Because of this morning's events?
But now she is fine, the baby is still there, although the baby may be a little fragile, but she will definitely listen to the doctor's advice to make the baby better.
Song Shengsheng's intuition also told her that Yan Jinghua's sad expression was not as simple as she thought.
Yan Jinghua was in turmoil at this moment, he couldn't even control his emotions, and wanted to vent that emotion violently.
But he couldn't!
Yan Jinghua was originally sitting on the chair on the edge of the hospital bed, but he suddenly got up, sat down on the edge of the hospital bed, and stretched out his hand to hug Song Shengsheng into his arms.
He hugged him very tightly, Song Shengsheng noticed it, she slowed down her voice and asked again, "What's wrong?" ”
"I'm just scared." Yan Jinghua hugged Song Shengsheng hard, and said in a trembling voice.
"Scared?" Song Shengsheng repeated, but he didn't know why in his heart.
"Yes." Yan Jinghua affirmed: "I'm scared. ”
"Afraid of what?" Song Shengsheng asked.
Yan Jinghua took a hard breath, then slowly exhaled, trying to keep his composure, and after a long while, he said, "My mother once had a chance to escape from that man, but because of me, she gave up her only chance to escape from the demon. ”
Hearing Yan Jinghua mention his mother's matter, Song Shengsheng was a little embarrassed, she had investigated, and she had also heard about it from Yan Jinghua's mouth, but in the end she only knew about the one-sided news, and she didn't know the specifics.
So when Yan Jinghua talked about his parents, Song Shengsheng didn't know what he should say.
Yan Jinghua continued: "Before my mother got married, she was a university teacher, and it was said that her future was bright, but then she got married and soon had me. ”
"She had a hard time with me, and then she felt like she had quit, until I was left, and she wanted to go out to work, and even though there was someone at home to take care of me, the man still made her a stay-at-home wife on the grounds that I needed my mother's care."
"Gradually, she has no job, no friends, she only needs to take care of me and play with me occasionally, and then she just waits for that man to come home, and she has no life of her own."