"Maybe it's because the days without her own independent space are too difficult, and when she wants to jump out again, she has no chance."

But her desire to be free was so strong that she began to disobey the man, and at first it was just an argument, which she thought was no big deal.

"But then one day, the man imprisoned her, and she resisted even more angrily, but the man had lost his patience."

"I saw her knocked to the ground, but I didn't understand why."

"Later, when I grew up, I wondered why she didn't leave, and I even secretly told her that we should run away, run away and hide in a far, far away place."

"Yan Jinghua......" Song Shengsheng's eyes were full of unbearability, she already understood what Yan Jinghua meant.

However, Yan Jinghua did not stop, he continued: "At that time, she just watched me cry, but did not agree with my idea, I don't understand why she still stays in that house. ”

"It wasn't until much later that I understood that it wasn't that she didn't want to leave, but that she couldn't."

"I'm her weakness, and she can't leave me behind."

"She just stayed up until I grew up, and I could understand why she couldn't leave, and I could understand what kind of demon that man was!"

"But you're not that man! You are different! Song Shengsheng interrupted the banquet, her voice was a little anxious, and even a little crying.

Yan Jinghua's heart knot from beginning to end was that he was afraid that he would one day become the same person as that man!

In the end, like that man, he forced his wife to death!

"But I'm afraid." Yan Jinghua hugged Song Shengsheng hard.

He has silently liked Song Shengsheng for so many years, why doesn't he even have the courage to let her know?

Isn't it because he is not qualified to pursue Song Shengsheng at all?

Now everything seems to be developing in a very beautiful and beautiful direction, but he is often frightened, for fear that one day, at a certain moment, he will become the man in his memory!

"Yan Jinghua, believe me, okay? You won't! Song Shengsheng's tears slipped out of her eyes, she tried hard to make Yan Jinghua believe in himself, but she didn't know how Yan Jinghua had to believe in himself!

"You're already starting a new life, those things in the past have nothing to do with you for a long time, don't remember everything in the past."

Song Shengsheng sobbed as she spoke, her whole person was very aggrieved, and she didn't know that she was so emotional at this moment, all because of Yan Jinghua's words and because of the body hormones after pregnancy, so that she couldn't control her emotions.

Yan Jinghua came back to his senses from his emotions and began to comfort Song Shengsheng, "Don't cry." ”

"Then you promise me not to think about it anymore!" Song Shengsheng sniffed, and talked to Yan Jinghua about the conditions in a dumb voice, as if he was coquettish with him.

"Okay, I promise you." Yan Jinghua agreed without thinking about it.

He still remembered the doctor's advice, and didn't dare to make Song Shengsheng emotional, so he had to quickly agree.

"You must not lie to me, you must do what you promised me!" Song Shengsheng was unrelenting, and he wanted Yan Jinghua to continue to promise him.

Yan Jinghua had no choice, so he had to promise again, as long as he could calm down Song Shengsheng.

"Humph!" Song Shengsheng snorted angrily, but he was reluctant to let go of Yan Jinghua.

Yan Jinghua didn't push Song Shengsheng away, just hugged her and patted her back gently.

After a long time, Song Shengsheng let go of Yan Jinghua and cried again, his face was already full of tears, and Yan Jinghua was distressed and helpless.

……

Song Shengsheng was going to be hospitalized for observation, and when her aunt came, she also helped bring a change of clothes, and she wanted to take a shower at this time.

Yan Jinghua hesitated for a moment, worried that Song Shengsheng would have some accidents, after all, she couldn't afford any accidents now, "Can I accompany you?" ”

Hearing that Song Shengsheng was a little embarrassed, Yan Jinghua hurriedly explained: "You are uncomfortable if you don't take a bath, but your body is still very weak, if you suddenly get dizzy, ......"

Yan Jinghua didn't finish speaking, but Song Sheng declared what he meant, she thought about it and felt that Yan Jinghua's worries were reasonable, even if she was embarrassed, she still nodded.

But Song Shengsheng was a little uncomfortable, but fortunately, Yan Jinghua was like a working person throughout the whole process, and seriously helped her take a bath, without a trace of lust in her movements and demeanor, which made Song Shengsheng relax a lot.

After taking a shower, Song Shengsheng felt that his whole person was a little more energetic, and the fatigue on his body was not so heavy.

She went back to the bed and sat down, and Yan Jinghua said, "Take the medicine." ”

Song Shengsheng didn't know what medicine there was, after all, after she fell into a coma, what the doctor wanted to explain was also to explain Yan Jinghua.

Yan Jinghua took out the medicine, carefully read the notes on it, and then took out the pills one by one.

Song Shengsheng was just about to take medicine here, when the mobile phone rang suddenly, Song Shengsheng subconsciously looked around, and didn't see where the mobile phone was.

Yan Jinghua was also watching, and then took Song Shengsheng's mobile phone in the bag on the small sofa next to him.

The caller ID is Song Jianghe.

Song Shengsheng hesitated, connected the phone, and shouted lukewarmly, "Dad." ”

"I heard Secretary Wang say that you asked for leave?" Song Jianghe asked.

"Hmm." Song Sheng replied in a low voice.

"Why did you suddenly ask for leave, is something wrong?" Song Jianghe's words revealed a bit of worry.

Although I don't know Secretary Wang and why she asked for leave, Secretary Wang also said that her face was not good yesterday, and she may have asked for leave today because she was sick and couldn't stay up.

Song Shengsheng pursed the corners of his lips, looked at Yan Jinghua again, and finally chose to tell the truth: "I'm pregnant." ”

The other end of the phone fell silent, and Song Shengsheng didn't speak, just waited quietly, as if he was giving the other party time to accept.

After a long while, Song Shengsheng continued: "I should have to take a little more leave. ”

Yan Jinghua said that she almost had a miscarriage because she was too busy with work recently and didn't have a good rest, and she had to take care of it well.

"Okay." Song Jianghe agreed without hesitation.

Then there was silence, Song Shengsheng had nothing to say, if Song Jianghe had nothing to say, she was ready to hang up.

Just as Song Shengsheng was about to speak, Song Jianghe suddenly said, "How is your body?" Wouldn't it be uncomfortable? ”

I don't know why, Song Jianghe suddenly thought of many years ago, when his first wife was just pregnant with Song Shengsheng. (End of chapter)