In my memory, Bao Lina has never cried so recklessly, cried so wantonly, in front of me, she was really desperate to cry.

I used to hear her crying behind the door when I left Bao Lina's house that day, but it was by no means as permissive as it is today, and perhaps Bao Lina had endured it for too long and too long, and she could no longer control herself, nor did she want to control herself anymore.

I could only support her as much as I could, making her cry so my shoulders that my coat was wet.

After a full five minutes, Bao Lina stopped crying, looked up and said, "Thank you, I'm much more comfortable." ”

Then she walked over to the coffee table, picked up the manuscript papers, and received them in a file bag and placed them in a cardboard box.

I watched in amazement as Bao Lina suddenly let out a cry and then suddenly stopped crying and insisted on completing her work and completing her last duty.

I asked, "Why do you want to say you're sorry?"

Bao Lina turned her head, smiled hard, and said, "Because I still like you." From before to now, no matter what I try, it's useless, I'm still liking you, there's no way to do it. ”

With that, she crouched down again and continued to finish her work.

I left the office in the club center in a state of despair, my mind cluttered and with a splitting headache like that winter night.

I went back from the future to the past, and what I encountered was inherently incredible, that is, it cannot be deduced by common sense, and my appearance in this age is a ridiculous thing in itself.

And then there is even more absurd, my life, I mean my original life, from birth to my thirties, has always been bland, light to the extreme, so light that I can't get it if I want to taste some ups and downs. In my original memory inventory, there were no emotional twists and turns, no career twists and turns, not the slightest danger and terror, not even the slightest car accident that hurt me. In my original "Zhou Xu", it was as if I had lived in an empty wasteland for more than 30 years, with nothing, neither surprise nor despair, neither pain nor joy.

Such a boring life, but suddenly there was a drastic 180-degree change. I went back in time and found that all the past had changed and become so strange. I've tasted a lot of things I haven't tasted before.

Still, none of this is a big deal, and my own confusion and thoughts are nothing. However, when I went back to the past, I brought more pain to others, and my existence became a source of pain for others.

Or is it an alternative source of happiness for them?

I walked to the small pond in front of the Department of Psychology, saw the willow branches blowing in the spring breeze, and saw the graceful moon reflected on the mirror-like water, and suddenly I wanted to sit down, sit by the pond, and just sit quietly for a while, thinking about nothing.

I found a long stone bench on the side of the rockery, there was no one on the chair, there was no one around, it was quiet. I walked over and sat down lightly, as if I was afraid that my movements would wake up the moon in the water.

I just sat on the bench, breathing in the warm and humid air of spring, watching the bright moon reflected in the pond, and the world became quiet and peaceful. It's just that my mind always flashes the image of Bao Lina squatting on the ground sorting out the files, and almost every few seconds, this image is like a pinprick in my eye, and there is nowhere to hide.

I don't want to run away anymore, maybe I should really think about stopping this ridiculous lifestyle and thinking about who the real Zhou Xuan loves.

Just as I was thinking about it, suddenly there was a sound of footsteps behind me, very small, very hurried, and even a little panicked. I suddenly came to my senses and turned my head vigilantly.

I saw two people coming out from behind the rockery, a man and a woman, the girl was wearing a fashionable pink floral skirt and a white shirt, and the boy was wearing a casual suit, obviously two standard early 90s fashion "hipsters", which was not uncommon in our school, but when the girl looked up and faced me in panic, I was still frightened.

"Hey, why are you, Liu Lili?"

I cried out in surprise.

Liu Lili also half-covered her mouth and shouted: "Zhou Xu!"

The boy immediately replied, "Lili, what's wrong?"

That boy was none other than Zhou Xu, another Zhou Xu, to be exact, and he was as handsome as he was a year ago, or rather, as handsome as he was seventeen years later. Logically, my statement is quite strange, but only I know that this is the case, seventeen years later, there is a wandering singer who looks exactly like this Zhou Xu, singing Jiang Yuheng's old songs in the underground corridor of Yan'an Road, and asking me strange questions like a philosopher or a madman.

Or, I'm not the only one who knows this absurd fact, this Zhou Xu, what will his reincarnation look like?

Liu Lili quickly clarified, she turned to that Zhou Xu and said, "I wasn't calling you just now, I was calling him." He is my classmate, also called Zhou Xu. ”

As she spoke, Liu Lili pointed to me, and the three of us froze in place at the same time.

The boy was surprised and asked, "You?" Hello, your name is also Zhou Xu?"

I said, "Yes, I also call it Zhou Xu, the surrounding Zhou, the order of the order." ”

The boy exhaled and said, "What such a coincidence, Lili told me that there is a classmate in their class with the same name and surname as me, hehe, I didn't expect to meet you today." ”

I said yes, it's such a coincidence, life is wonderful. By the way, I know your sister.

Zhou Xu sighed, obviously taken aback again: "My sister? My sister is in Beijing, but she came to see me last year, how did you know her?"

I said that we invited your sister to come to our school last year to give a poetry lecture, so I got to know her.

Zhou Xu suddenly became affectionate, and said with a smile: "It turned out to be my sister's friend, this is too coincidental, you are Lili's classmate, also called Zhou Xu, and then my sister Zhou Tenglan's friend, hehe, this world is really small." ”

He ran up and reached out to shake my hand, his face filled with childlike innocent joy. This makes me a little confused, this guy is like God in my eyes, a mysterious and unfathomable figure, but I didn't expect it to be quite childish.

Liu Lili has been standing beside us and couldn't interject, seeing that the two of us were intimate, it seemed that she had recognized her relatives and planned to talk about the old at length, so she quickly grabbed Zhou Xu's arm and said: "Okay, Zhou Xu, our classmate is a great poet, he is admiring the moon and writing poems, we all disturb other people's Yaxing, how bad." ”

Zhou Xu immediately let out a deep sigh and said, "Oh, I'm so sorry, that's why we bothered you." ”

I said, "Liu Lili is joking with you, what a great poet and what is a poem about the moon, I'm here in a daze, I'm bothering you." I'll go first. ”

After saying that, I was about to leave, thinking that maybe these two men and women were hot behind the rockery just now, so I would get acquainted with each other and flash people quickly.

Unexpectedly, Zhou Xu saw that I was leaving, so he hurriedly said: "Hey, this Zhou Xu, come to me to play when you have time." He laughed to himself.

I stopped and smiled kindly at him.

Zhou Xu added: "To be honest, I seem to have seen you somewhere, I am very familiar, but I can't remember it clearly." ”

I jokingly said, "It can't be on Yan'an Road." ”

Zhou Xu said with a puzzled face: "Well, that's right, it seems to be near Yan'an Road." ”

My smile froze instantly, and I said to myself in my heart, no, no, there is no underground walkway on Yan'an Road at this time, and it is impossible for him to be a wandering singer, ridiculous, too absurd.

Thinking like this, I nodded politely to the two of them and said, "Oh, I still have something to do, so I'll go first, it's nice to meet you, Zhou Xu." ”

Zhou Xu also showed a sincere smile and said, "Me too, it's nice to meet you, goodbye." ”

I said "goodbye" and left the pond with the moon reflected without looking back.