I once wrote a little poem in which it reads: "The memory returned to the dream in which she was, leaving a clear tear." ”

In my memory, there is nothing too profound, so that when I look back on the 90s, there is never a clear trajectory to be traced, if there are computers and the Internet and Baidu now, then I may also use the power of the Internet to help me find the events that happened in the 90s.

Now, I can't recall the major events of 98 years ago. It's as if my life started when I met Chen Yan in 98, and before that, it was like a blank sheet of paper, and I spent more than 20 years in a blur. In 1998, I met the lively and beautiful Chen Yan by chance at a friend's party, fell in love with her inexplicably, and then got married and had children, and then really started my life journey.

Now, this blank sheet of paper has been painted by me. It is even filled with all kinds of unimaginable symbols, which are probably more incomprehensible and mysterious than those religious symbols in Angkor Wat.

With heavy footsteps, my mind full of philosophical metaphysical reflections, I returned to the dormitory building and came to Li Yun's dormitory.

Li Yun was sitting in a mosquito net listening to music, her eyes closed, not listening to what was happening outside the window. It's late at this time, and there is still an hour before the lights go out, and if it's any later, I'm afraid I'll be kicked out of the dormitory by those girls, because people have to wash and get ready to go to bed, not to mention the girls' "rituals" before going to bed are complicated and private.

I need to hurry. So I didn't care about being polite and graceful, so I just pulled open her mosquito net and called her. Li Yun saw my head poking into the mosquito net, snorted softly through my nostrils, and then made a silent gesture with my index finger, still listening to her song.

I had to sit cheekily on her bed and wait patiently for her to finish the song. After three or four minutes, Li Yun took off the headphones and asked me, "What time is it?"

I said half past ten.

Li Yun said: "Didn't you say that it will be fine soon? I knew you and Bao Lina had endless things to talk about. ”

I said that I didn't chat with Bao Lina most of the time, and I ran into Liu Lili and her boyfriend, who was the same name and surname as me, so I chatted for a while.

I didn't dare to say that I sat stupidly by the pond in front of the psychology department building for a long time, afraid that Li Yun would ask me why I sat there stupidly and didn't come to her.

Li Yun's explanation to me was simply oh, and her eyes looked at the top of the mosquito net in confusion. There have been cases like this before, as soon as she makes this godless gesture and looks at the top of the mosquito net, it means that she is very lost.

I changed the subject and asked, "What song did you listen to?"

Li Yun came back to her senses and said, "Don't break my heart." ”

I said was it the Black Panthers' "Don't Break My Heart"?

Li Yun smiled, nodded and said, "You translate very well, but I will say, "Don't break my heart." ”

I said that your translation is better, and it is sad to feel, "Don't break my heart", well, it's really good.

Li Yun put down the Walkman, looked at me, and suddenly asked me, "What do you think is my biggest shortcoming?"

I said why did you ask this all of a sudden, my mind jumped so fast, I have to think about this question.

Li Yun said: "You still have to think about this question, you can say whatever you think." ”

I teased her, "There are so many shortcomings that I can't remember them all at once." ”

Li Yun hit me on the arm hatefully, lowered her voice and threatened: "Say it quickly, say it well, don't laugh." ”

I blurted out, "You've grown too tall." ”

Li Yunleng paused, wrinkled his brows and said, "This is also a shortcoming, I didn't mean to grow so tall." By the way, I told you to speak well, but you are disobedient again. ”

I said I just listened to you too much to think of any shortcomings in you.

"What does that mean?"

"That is, you don't have any shortcomings."

"But no merit?"

"Yes, more than me."

"Give me an example."

"For example, you're prettier than me."

"What kind of merit is this, you are laughing and laughing?"

The two of us laughed for a while in Li Yunchun's boundless mosquito net, and I saw that it was not early, and the girls all returned to the dormitory one after another, ready to wash and sleep. So I said goodbye to Li Yun, and Li Yun suddenly approached me and said, "Kiss me." "The voice is as soft as a mosquito.

I also replied to her in a mosquito-like voice: "It's not okay to have so many classmates in the dormitory." ”

Li Yun wrapped her arms around my neck and whispered in my ear, "We are in the tent, and people can't see it." ”

She exudes a girl's soft and sweet body fragrance, mixed with the refreshing shampoo fragrance on her hair, and even some faint frankincense, which makes people fascinated for a while. Isn't the word "milky smell not dry" to describe Li Yun?

I kissed her on the lips, and then Li Yun began to stick the tip of her tongue into my mouth, stirring and sucking it oblivionly. Her tongue was soft and warm, and there was a hint of sweetness on the curled tongue she had tried so hard to restrain herself, perhaps she had just eaten sugar.

The two of us kissed frantically under the mosquito net in the dormitory, completely oblivious to the fact that there were busy girls outside the tent, ready to wash and sleep.

A few days after meeting Zhou Xu by chance, Li Yun's father came downstairs to our dormitory again.

I haven't seen him for a long time, Li Yun's father seems to have lost a lot of weight, but he is still elegant and extraordinary. When he came to Li Yun, I happened to be playing chess with Li Yun. Li Yun's chess is very good, but the level of Go is extremely poor. So I don't want to play chess when I play chess, but Li Yun pestered me not to play chess, she said that what she is best at is chess, and playing Chinese chess is already taking care of my emotions.

Li Shusheng told Li Yun that he was going to Hong Kong next week, and he might have to go for half a year, so he came to say goodbye to his daughter. Li Shusheng wrote down his phone number and address in Hong Kong on the back of a business card, and told Li Yun that if he wanted to find him for anything, he could call him at any time. In addition, he also gave Li Yun a Bank of China Great Wall card in front of me, saying that there was 10,000 yuan in it, and he also wrote the password on the back of the business card. I remember that a credit card in '92 was really a rarity, and 10,000 yuan was already a large number, but I didn't expect Li Shusheng to be suspicious at all, and confessed these private matters in front of me.

Is he really going to take me for his son-in-law?

Li Yun saw that her father had lost a lot of weight, although she still pretended to be indifferent and indifferent on the surface, but after all, she was Li Shusheng's biological daughter, so she said lightly: "You have lost a lot of weight, don't drink too much alcohol usually, even for entertainment." ”

Li Shusheng listened in surprise, nodded again and again, as if the son of a distant journey was receiving his mother's education, he agreed repeatedly, and it could be seen that he was very happy.