"It's really beautiful." I looked at the photo and said.

Han Meiling said proudly: "Of course, such a beautiful place is rare to see in a lifetime." ”

Li Yun interjected with a smile and said, "You little brother Xu, just now you said that people are very beautiful, people are more beautiful than the scenery, right?"

As she said that, she looked at me directly, and I said with an unnatural expression, "This, it's all good." ”

Han Meiling is a girl after all, and she is a little shy when she hears Li Yun say this.

My mother looked at the two girls, heard the meaning of the conversation, and hurriedly said, "Come, Meiling, eat a piece of home-cooked marinated tofu I made, I'm afraid there is no such tofu to eat in that place in the United States." ”

"Well, yes, it's still Auntie's tofu that tastes the best, and Americans will only eat steak, hamburger, and lettuce, which is not delicious. As soon as I got there, I had to find a Chinese restaurant first, or I would starve to death. ”

Meiling gulped down the tofu and soon regained her innocent happiness.

After dinner, Han Meiling said goodbye, she happily called my uncle and aunt to leave, Sister Xiaoyun, I left, and Brother Xiaoxu. I'm leaving.

When she said the last sentence, her face suddenly showed a reluctant sadness, I looked at her small face and big eyes, just like a Barbie doll as cute and charming, I don't know why Bao Lina's face appeared in front of me, cute, straightforward, simple, warm as a fire Bao Lina, she and Han Meiling are a little similar.

At that time, I did have the urge to hug Han Meiling, maybe we won't see each other again until she goes to the United States. I remember when I first (and maybe for the first time, who knows) when I met her back in 1990, she staggered to learn how to ride a bike.

At this moment, Han Meiling suddenly stepped forward and hugged me, saying that it was a hug, but in fact, she wrapped her hands around my waist, gently touched my body, and then left me far away, and while walking towards the gate, she waved her hands and shouted: "Goodbye, Brother Xiaoxu." ”

In the evening, my mother and Li Yun chatted while watching TV, and the content of the conversation was also related to TV series, and I took the time to take a look at what was shown on TV, which turned out to be the 83 version of the Legend of the Condor Heroes.

My father, as usual, read books and listen to the radio in his study. In his life, in addition to books and radio, just like the otaku who is now addicted to online games, he has been addicted to all kinds of books all his life, and I guess he has enough books to build a small library.

I don't like to watch TV, I don't have the internet to access, so I have to read novels in my own room, and lately I've been watching Marcel Proust's "Reminiscences" and always feel that reading his books allows me to be quiet in a different world, different from this eerie real world.

In another world, time stands still in 2009, space stands still in my home in the afterlife, and feelings are like floating breezes with nowhere to stay, I can't describe this sense of drifting, but I can really feel the solemnity of fighting time with memories in Proust's world, and perhaps, a slight sadness.

When I was reading under the lamp, Li Yun quietly walked behind me, put her hands on my shoulders, lowered her head, kissed me lightly in my ear, and asked, "Brother Xiaoxu, what are you reading?"

I heard that Li Yun was also deliberately calling me in Han Meiling's tone, turned her head with a wry smile, kissed her lips back, and replied: "Marcel Proust's memories are like water. I love this book. ”

Li Yun sat down next to me, and the two of us sat on a chair crammed together, and our bodies were pressed tightly together, and we felt warm under the orange incandescent light.

Li Yun suddenly asked, "Han Meiling likes you very much, do you like her?"

I was speechless for a while, thinking that this question was asked too suddenly, Han Meiling is a cute little Lori in my eyes, she is a little similar to Bao Lina, but to say that I like her, I'm afraid it's a ridiculous question that I've never thought about.

I said, "I just think of her as a little sister and that's it." ”

"Really?"

"Really."

Li Yun stared at my expression for a long time, and indeed I was completely sincere, so I smiled reassuringly: "That's good, I'm afraid when you will suddenly leave me, and then buy a plane ticket and go directly to the United States to find her." ”

I laughed and said, "She's not you, if you go to the moon, I'll go to you in a spaceship." ”

"Really?"

"Really." This time, I looked at Li Yun's eyes with great sincerity, Li Yun's eyes were a little red, and she hugged me and kissed me deeply without thinking.

The question is, if Li Yun goes to the moon and Bao Lina goes to Mars, then who will I go to when I ride the spaceship?

I don't know, this time, I really don't know.

At night, Li Yun occupied my bed, and I still slept in the study. Lying in the midst of the book, I couldn't sleep for a long time.

I'm going to have to put the future in my head. Historically, in 1994, next summer, I would be looking for a job and living a super boring life, where I worked for a large food and beverage company in the city, where I was like a drop of water in the ocean, inconspicuous, and doing my job. Until 1998, in this year, I would attend my colleague Zhou Wenting's birthday party, yes, this is our colleague in the same office, and she is also a big grinning and beautiful and charming girl, and then, Zhou Wenting has a very good little sister named Chen Yan, yes, at this party, just because I sang a song "My favorite is you", sang sincerely, moved Chen Yan, and then, and then the two of us chatted together, she was at that time, just out of love. By the way, she was out of love, and she was not in a good mood, and my song moved her to almost tears, which is not an exaggeration at all.

Yes, that's how I met Chen Yan, and then we fell in love until we got married, bought a house, had a child, and after giving birth, I changed companies, did a good job, and was promoted. Yes, from then on, my life was as perfect and standard as a textbook.

I am a standard happy little man, a middle-class citizen, a mainstay class with no great ambitions but a comfortable life, and a small citizen of the market who has made a small but essential contribution to a harmonious society.

So, to do this, I have to enter the food and beverage company called "Delicious Duo", otherwise I will not meet Zhou Wenting, I will not attend any birthday parties, I will not be able to meet my future wife Chen Yan, and I will not sing the song "My favorite is you". In short, all history after this will disappear completely.