Don't ask me what I want to do, I don't know.

On the streets of Bangkang, I took Wu Minsheng to look for it street by street, until I saw Mr. Yu on a street next to the park, and everything in my entire team was in full view.

On the way to find Teacher Yu, I saw Banbula and Hajka, both of whom were leading people from house to house, but I could clearly tell from their attitudes that these people were just dealing with errands......

In other words, people don't think that ordinary people are important, they just hang around, knock on doors, ask about needs, and then record it, and that's it.

It's not the same except for the teacher.

The group of people led by Mr. Yu are gaining an in-depth understanding of the real needs of the people.

Teacher Yu, in particular, was sitting on the steps of the door chatting with an old man, and when her subordinates asked the young people what they were thinking, she began to pay attention to these elderly people, children and other vulnerable groups.

"Teacher Yu."

I sat in the car and rolled down the window and shouted.

Teacher Yu came over after seeing my car: "Master Xu." ”

"I will introduce you to a person, a soldier, called Minsheng."

Minsheng, who was sitting behind me, got out of the car, and after simply shaking hands with Mr. Yu, I left a sentence: "From today onwards, he belongs to you." Immediately, let the driver drive away.

I don't know why I'm doing this, but at the moment I've got a gun on my ideal.

Because I saw that Mr. Yu still didn't change his behavior after going through so much, I determined that this was a person who went all the way to the black. Perhaps Teacher Yu was indeed a ridiculed person at the beginning, but everyone who can persevere on the road of being ridiculed will definitely win respect in the end.

Now, she's starting to deserve my help.

And I, at last, began to cultivate another force within my own system.

As for whether they can break through the shackles of darkness led by me, whether they can bend their bows and arrows to pierce the clouds and mist, and usher in the sunshine for the whole world...... That's all for later, but at least I think it's the right thing to do, even if I don't know the consequences of doing so.

When I looked up again, I saw a figure.

The figure appears frequently on deserted streets, and even if it is skimmed by speeding cars, it will appear farther ahead like the next traffic light.

Yes, it's the skeleton that appears this time.

The skeleton with a heart beating in the skeleton, a crown on its head, and a scepter in its hand, but this time, unlike before, a pair of eyes were born in the eye sockets that should have been holes.

A pair of white-eyed, black-eyed eyes were staring at me......

"Parking ......"

"Stop!"

I roared and brought the car to a sharp stop on the empty street, then I opened the door and walked down the street towards the skeleton.

He was still looking at me, without a trace of flesh and skin, and he was looking at me with the smell of death.

I suddenly realized...... I may be really sick.

This disease does not originate in the body, but grows in the spiritual world.

I took my phone out of my pocket in front of the skull and dialed Anne's phone number: "Anne, wait for me at the hospital." ”

Then I quickly turned around, got back into the car and said to the driver, "Go to Bangkang Hospital." ”

I used to think that I was just afraid of death, but now I am afraid of getting sick.

The car sped down the road and went straight to Bangkang Hospital, and when I arrived, Anne understood my intention very well and had people get the doctors of the former Bangkang Hospital ready.

Next, I went through a series of examinations and inquiries.

"Mr. Xu, do you have any inexplicable shortness of breath?"

"Mr. Xu, do you always feel like you're stressed at night?"

"Mr. Xu, are you in pain?"

I saw the doctor prick my arm with a slightly pointed object, the flesh had sunk into it, and when I looked up again, I saw that the doctor was no longer looking at me, he was looking at Anne.

Immediately afterward, I was escorted out of the examination room and led by a nurse to a room and into a huge machine. Before that, they didn't let me bring any iron into it, and they told me to take off my clothes, and after I almost stripped myself, someone brought me a hospital gown, so I changed into my clothes and got in.

At that time, I kept hearing the 'buzzing' sound in my ears, and it wasn't long before I came out of the room and heard the doctor and Anne say something like this: "I suspect it's PTSD." ”

And when I looked at them, both of them closed their mouths at the same time.

"What is PTSD?"

I'm a scoundrel, I know a fart!

The doctor pushed his hand back and said, "Let's go back." ”

That's when I was taken back to the consultation room.

"Mr. Xu, according to your answer, you said that you have seen demons; I saw a skeleton wearing a crown and holding a scepter; I also saw that the position of myself and the demon in the mirror was reversed, right? ”

"We suspect you're 'post-traumatic sequelae.'"

I really didn't understand.

So he looked up at Anne.

Anne is a professional, explaining: "Post-traumatic sequelae does not necessarily refer to abnormal reactions such as mental sensitivity and inability to control emotions, and the most terrifying thing about this disease is that it can induce many derivative diseases. ”

"Like delusions."

"You mean, everything I see is a fantasy?"

Anne nodded.

"We even suspect that this kind of injury has started since the time of the park, but at that time, you survived in an extremely tense environment."

Anne hugged her shoulders and thought for a while before saying, "It's like two people fighting on the battlefield, and it's likely that after being stabbed, they won't feel pain due to adrenaline, but that doesn't mean they aren't injured." ”

"At that time, you may be able to continue fighting, but the problem is that after losing too much blood, you will definitely fall down due to the loss of bodily functions."

Anne knows me well, so she is able to express myself more clearly through instrumental testing combined with my past.

"We now suspect that after suffering from post-traumatic sequelae in the park, you have been relying on your mental power to suppress the disease, and this suppression, like adrenaline on the battlefield, will help the brain through the analysis of the dangerous environment. And once the crisis is resolved, or alleviated, the disease will occur. ”

"Think about it again, is it that every time you see a demon or a skeleton, it is a reaction that only occurs after the dangerous environment is lifted, rather than in the middle of the dangerous environment?"

I didn't do Anne's request to recall, and asked, "What do you mean?" ”

The doctor glanced at Anne and said in order to protect himself: "It's up to you and Mr. Xu to say, let's go and wait outside, if necessary, just shout." ”

The attending psychiatric doctor actually gave up his position to Anne, which shows that people have recognized Anne's rank professionally.

"Your brain is looking for protection for you."

Anne sat down and said so as the others walked out of the room.

"It blames all the evil deeds that you can't accept on the devil......"

I smiled and waved at Anne: "." ”

"I always knew that I wasn't a good person, and I didn't think about using mental illness to clear my name."

Anne pointed to my head and said, "But your brain thinks." (End of chapter)