Anne said that the brain in the human body is a very mysterious area, equivalent to the prime minister of a country, and the soul is equivalent to the emperor imprisoned in the palace.

That is to say, if you have any pain in your body, you will first transmit the sensation to the brain through the nerves of the body, and then the brain will tell the soul to get the pain feeling; On the contrary, so does the feeling of comfort.

In fact, the brain's control of the body is not only these, such as eating, when you eat seven points full, it is your brain that tells you that you are seven points full, in fact, you are already full, which is why we eat good things quickly and eat enough;

The brain also tests bodily functions in various ways, such as making you feel like you're falling while you're sleeping, so you can test whether you're dead;

When you fall asleep, you will wake up suddenly with a sudden sensation of stimulation;

It will also tell you that you should relax your mind through shortness of breath, staying asleep for a long time, etc.;

It can even force you to make physical changes by mobilizing your desires, such as making a lot of dopamine after exercise.

In fact, people can't completely control the brain through their own consciousness, you can only control the body through the brain.

So Anne told me that the demons and skeletons I saw were the protection of my brain, and if I had to find a reason, it was because my brain didn't want me to be under too much stress.

"What about post-traumatic sequelae?" I looked at Anne and asked.

"That's what we all find weird." Anne elaborates: "Generally speaking, people with mental illness are less likely to feel sick, and I remember a case when I was studying medicine......

Anne said that when she was studying medicine, she learned about a case of a mentally ill person who couldn't stand his family's work, and his family sent him to the hospital, and after treatment, the person was discharged.

At that time, everyone around felt that this person was fine, he was communicating with everyone like a normal person, and no one noticed any difference in this person, but the people in the family were different, and the family began to feel more and more terrifying. With his family's familiarity with him, he can easily distinguish the truth of this person's expression, and at this time, in the eyes of his family, no matter what expression he makes, he is so empty, and his expression does not contain any emotion.

Sure enough, it didn't take long for the man to commit suicide.

Later, experts analyzed that this person was able to take the medicine, and he used to be able to vent like crazy, but now, it is like a jar that is constantly accumulating pressure, and it is a matter of time before it bursts.

"Perhaps, that's why you haven't gotten sick yet."

Anne looked at me and diagnosed the reason why I was sick but had no symptoms.

But at this moment, I suddenly heard a gunshot in my head!

It's like finding a missing memory......

It wasn't one, it was four, it was four!

I'm still thinking about why there is a gunshot in my memory, and a picture naturally appears in my head......

In the picture, Old Joe is sitting on the broken chair in the basement of Mengneng and looking at me.

He said, "I don't have much more to teach you." ”

He looked at me tenderly and smiled.

He also said, "After you take down Mengneng, drive out all my men." ”

"They don't have good people, so they don't have to give these people a penny, these people who are full of greed, only when they don't have any ability will be honest ......"

He was clearly not breathing enough when he spoke.

He still wanted to speak, but I couldn't listen.

I was like a person who made a mistake and was forgiven by the other person, and my heart was full of guilt.

I saw myself in the picture covering my head with my hands, as if to stop all the sound from penetrating my ears, and finally stood up in annoyance, I pointed a gun at Old Joe, but Old Joe was smiling at me: "That's right, if it's wrong, it's wrong." ”

Bang!

It was the first gunshot.

Old Joe died.

I was already dead at one shot, but at this moment I began to scream wildly: "Shut up, you fucking shut up!" ”

Bang, bang.

I fired three more shots in quick succession, and then, weakly, sat down.

I watched as Old Joe's clean clothes were soaked with blood, and as the clean chair was stained with blood.

Old Joe and I started with a mistake, and that can only end with a mistake.

"Are you alright?"

Anne shook my shoulders slightly, waking me up and I felt like I was back in the real world.

I know why I want to help teachers and people's livelihood.

I didn't actually help anyone at all, and the only person I wanted to help was myself.

I'm like a demon working hard in hell, and after finally upgrading to the Skeleton Monarch, I found that I still don't like it here, and I want to break through all the confines and fight here to kill it.

This is the reason why I left Teacher Yu to equip 'Dream' with a gun.

What I am looking for is my own salvation!

"Hehehehehehe......"

I chuckled under my gown in front of Anne, who slowly withdrew her hand in terror for fear of disturbing me.

However, the moment I raised my head again, there was no longer panic on my face to seek medical advice, and what PTSD and what post-traumatic sequelae didn't seem to matter for a second, I just turned my head and asked, "Where are my clothes?" ”

I remember how Anne had left the room, she slowly backed away, leaned against the wall and walked out, and when she pushed the door open, she took a stride and immediately rushed out.

"What's wrong!"

The doctor outside the door rushed in, and only then did I turn my head, half-twist to look back, and ask, "Am I terrible?" ”

At that moment, I saw my face on the window glass, and it was not the same as usual.

In the past, I was an ordinary hooligan virtue, saying that my eldest brother promoted me;

Later, at most, he began to have a bit of temperament with the suit on his body; After that, it belongs to the real killing, and it will reveal murderous aura when it is urgent.

Now?

I've changed.

The ordinary expression is not angry and self-assured, even if he doesn't say anything, a kind of 'momentum' will emerge from his body.

I no longer need clothes, money, luxuries, guns, and the military, even if a person is wearing a hospital gown, he has the momentum to make people see at a glance that this is a hero.

And I can hold back the momentum.

"Xu, Mr. Xu......"

The doctor at Bangkang Hospital didn't dare to talk to me normally, and he, the white-clothed angel who treated the disease and saved people, took the initiative to lower his level, and asked with a look of a subordinate: "You, why are you uncomfortable?" ”

My answer was, "I've never felt so comfortable!" (End of chapter)