【039】The past

Ritsu Zhaochuan arrived in front of me accompanied by the wind. With a look of anger on his face.

"...... Ritsu" The cheerful voice came to the brakes. I sensed something was wrong and forced the joy back down my throat.

So, before I had experienced the joy of being out of the predicament, I immediately escaped into another predicament.

He's angry, I don't know what he's angry about.

He pursed his lips and gritted his teeth, looking coldly at me and Xu Chen, who were sitting together at the moment. I felt that in front of him, it was as if explosives were buried in his veins, and even his breath had a strong smell of gunsmoke.

He strode up to us, bent down and reached out, grabbed me by the arm, dragged me off the ground, and without saying a word, he dragged me away. Completely overdrawn at the moment, I didn't have the slightest strength to resist his brute force, and I didn't even have the strength to say "let go", and I stumbled out with him in vain.

"Zhaochuan, don't do this to her, she's sick." Xu Chen rushed up as he spoke, holding Lu Zhaochuan's shoulders and blocking his way, and I immediately sweated like rain and panted like a dog. Because of the dust, I had a little respite. After calming down a little, I immediately said this: "Ritsu Zhaochuan, you let go first, and you have something to say." ”

Lu Zhaochuan glanced at me, did not answer my words, he raised his hand and slapped Xu Chen's hand away, and pulled me forward in advance, this time, Xu Chen grabbed my hand. Feeling the resistance, Lu Zhaochuan turned his head coldly, glanced at Xu Chen's hand, and looked at me again.

He said, "Mr. Xu, thank you for your concern. Please let it go. He uttered the sentence word by word, and he bit each word very hard and clearly. At this moment, his face was cold and cold like never before, and his eyes were full of disgust and contempt.

I have always believed that I am a person with a very dull sense, and people with a dull sense cannot understand the sharp thorn next to him at the first time, and often live an easier and happier life than others. But at this moment, I was so keen that I could read his expression in an instant. No. It was his disdain so obvious that it was as dull as I could read in an instant.

In his eyes, Xu Chen and I are so unbearable.

Seeing that Xu Chen didn't let go, Lu Zhaochuan came to break Xu Chen's hand with all his might.

Xu Chen didn't let go, he insisted inexplicably.

Lu Zhaochuan suddenly sneered: "Xu Chen, you are still the same, always gentle and considerate and kind." However, now that you have Lu Zhenyu, don't open your warm embrace to the world. You're not a god, and it's not a good thing to be too loving. ”

Xu Chen was stunned, as if someone had suddenly robbed him of time, and his expression was completely frozen. "That's not the case......" Xu Chen muttered.

Ritsu Terukawa smiled cruelly.

The wind swirled around him.

He is the devil who controls the night.

"Then you answer me a question, Lu Zhenyu and Lu Shenshang, which one do you like?"

- Ritsu Zhaochuan, what is he talking about......

Airplanes! It was as if an alarm was ringing in my head and extending indefinitely. I was annoyed, and at the same time my mind was flooded with strange images, fragments that I seemed to feel and could not retell, and I could not connect them together.

Why, I feel a little familiar with this situation......

The heart twisted and rolled in the chest.

I had a splitting headache.

Xu Chen did not answer.

"Hahaha...... Ryu Zhaochuan laughed and concluded coldly, "so many years have passed. You still can't answer my old question. ”

Xu Chen's chest rose and fell, as if all his strength had been drained, and he let go of my hand.

Lu Zhaochuan glanced at Xu Chen coldly, and pulled me forward again.

The violent qi finally rushed out, and I used the only strength I had left to shake his clamp and glared at him coldly: "What about you?" ”

Ritsu Zhaochuan looked at me inexplicably, with a look of surprise on his face.

I was more awake than ever, and I gazed deeply at him: "What right do you have to accuse us from the moral high ground!" ”

"We?" Ritsu Zhaochuan could not hide his mockery.

"You coward!" I say.

"What did you say?" He raised his voice, looking incredulous.

I had no intention of declaring war on him, but at this moment, I could not stop.

"You gave Zhenyu a grievance, so you let your imagination accuse us and belittle us without verification. But what qualifications do you use? You like Lu Zhenyu, but you don't even have the courage to confess. You're a complete coward! ”

Ritsu Zhaochuan pursed his thin lips vigorously, and there was an embarrassed look on his face.

I glared at him one last time, and out of thin air rose a resolute courage and fearlessly rushed into the wind, and by the faint light, I went against the wind.

After a while, Lu Zhaochuan chased after him.

"Where are you going, my car is over there!" He shouted.

"I don't want you to care!"

He was furious: "It's already dark, can you not be so willful!" ”

"Who are you mine? Why do you care about me! ”

In the gale, the conversation between each other is all by roaring.

Ritsu Zhaochuan used brute force to pull my hand again, and I raised my foot and kicked him with all my strength in the chest, Ritsu Zhaochuan was defenseless, fell to the ground and rolled twice.

I didn't care about him and ran down the road.

Running onto the road, the field of vision immediately widened a lot, fortunately there were street lamps piercing the thick night, and the bus stop sign stood quietly under the lights.

Very lucky. As soon as I got to the stop sign, a bus happened to arrive and I jumped on the bus.

After the bus started, I saw Ritsu Zhaochuan chasing after me again.

He couldn't get into the car, and I watched as his figure gradually turned into a small dot, and finally completely dissolved into the night.

A couple of buses took me back to the bustling city.

I stood on the street and watched the lights and people come and go.

In a crowded world, I don't relate to anyone.

I'm in it, and I'm not in it. At this point, I can't think anymore and just follow my instinct to make a choice – straight or round, left or right.

When I finally stopped.

I found that I was standing at the door of Lu Zhenyu's house.

Lu Zhenyu is not there. The mottled old security door is locked. I can't get in.

The moment I saw my shadow cast on the mottled and dilapidated security door.

I felt like I was in a different world, and I burst into tears. The world is big, no one responds to my vulnerability, and I can't find a shelter.

I don't want to leave even if I can't get in. I sat limply on the stairs, palms of my hands folded upwards on my knees, my forehead covering my palms. During this period, I heard people coming and going, and someone whispered: "Oh, how do you sit here......" I didn't hear it.

In this way, I fell asleep in a daze, fell into a dream in a few minutes, woke up, and continued to fall into ......

My soul travels through time and space, and countless voices linger in my ears......

- "Star, where did your tail go?" The tail named Xu Chen...... Ah, I see that your tail is going to be named, and in the future, he will be called the tail of the real feather! ”

- "Xu Chen, who do you think you are?" Do I need you how to teach me how to take care of my sister? ”

- "Yes, I'm nobody. It's been ten years, we've known each other for ten years, and you'll always be like a snowy Antarctica, no one can get close to you! I want to melt you, but it's too much to do! Because you don't need anyone, because you can live a good life by yourself! ”

- "Sister, don't quarrel...... Please, don't quarrel......"

- "Yo, our captain is in unrequited love...... If the members of the group knew that the captain, who was usually high up and commanding them, was just a coward who secretly had a crush. What do you think they will think? ”

I woke up suddenly, my body felt like a hole had been broken, and the cold wind was wading through it. I felt a void like I had never felt before. I pressed my chest hard, making sure my heart was still beating.

Yes, I'm alive......

When my breathing subsided, I realized that I had an extra piece of clothing. When I looked at my face, in the haze, I saw that Ritsu Zhaochuan was sitting on the same stairs as me. He was hunched up, his head tilted against the railing.

He actually followed here...... When did he come with him, and how long had he been here?

I was thinking unpleasantly when suddenly, Ritsu Terukawa opened his eyes. He stared at me in a daze, then woke up with a look of astonishment. After a long silence, he asked in a low voice, "Why are you crying again?" ”

I was stunned when I heard this, and when I raised my hand to touch my face, my hands were wet. The eyes are very painful and sore, it doesn't seem to be sweat, how can there be so many tears. That's what "tears" means......

Because I stayed in one position for too long, my body was stiff and sore, and my legs were numb. I endured the pain, tried to shake away the aches, and slowly got up.

"Where are you going?" Seeing this, Ritsu Zhaochuan suddenly became nervous.

I looked at him, and when my eyes met, I still felt a surge of anger, and it seemed that the kick I had just kicked him was too light.

"Don't worry about the young master." My voice was hoarse, and I got up and left.

"Don't do that, let's go home." He raised his hand to pull me, but he put it down halfway up, obviously because of the stiffness of his body. At this point, his face was crumpled.

I easily avoided his hand: "Don't touch me, or I can't guarantee that I won't do anything to you!" "I don't look at him anymore, I refuse to have any more communication with him, and unilaterally and completely shut down the channels of communication.

"I'm sorry!" He jerked down and grabbed my hand.

Me: "......"

"I'm sorry!" He said loudly.

I paused completely, suspecting that I had misheard.

This person is forever self-respecting and arrogant, there is no one else in the world but him, and people like him will apologize?

"What did you say?"

His clear apology rang out again in his ears: "I'm sorry." ”

For the first time, I saw a look of guilt on his face.

"You're right, I'm not in a position to accuse you." Ritsu Zhaochuan said suddenly, and then he muttered and repeated, "You're right, I'm not qualified to ......"