【040】Ye Chun
The mermaid sings a ballad that has a fatal attraction for the travelers of the sea, leading them to the depths of the sea.
Hearing him say "I'm sorry", a slow and huge grievance suddenly poured into my heart, which covered me completely, and my eyes were hot, and I was about to be irrepressible.
We looked at each other.
The howling wind passed between us, and time seemed to stand still among us.
I had a deep suspicion that something must have happened to my ears. Perhaps, all this in front of me is completely my imaginary dream.
In the boundless silence, Ritsu Zhaochuan suddenly reached out and reached out to my forehead. My body subconsciously leaned back to dodge. At this moment, he is the mermaid hiding in the deep sea, singing a charming ballad.
"Your fever hasn't faded yet." He said.
Hearing him say this, I realized that I had an extra fever patch on my forehead.
When has he ever been so gentle with me......
No, it definitely won't be that simple.
I immediately took off the fever patch and threw it on the ground. Lu Zhaochuan silently looked at the fever reducer in the corner, and a trace of injury briefly appeared on his face.
I glared at him warily.
He took a deep breath, swallowed his anger, and silently shoved a white plastic bag in his hand into my hand. I saw several boxes of medicine in the bag.
I shook his hand away and he continued.
As insistent as he is, I resist as much as I resist.
We can't get along.
What I've learned from Ritsu Terukawa is that if I give in, there are bigger traps waiting for me.
At the same time as waking up to this. I leapfrogged him as fast as I could, and I ran almost as fast as I could, taking the steps as a step. I ran out of the unit door and down the road. I didn't even think that it would be so late, and that someone would suddenly rush out of the house next to me, and the car would pass by me, and my feet would go limp, and my whole body fell to the ground because of the fright. The car sped away, and the driver dropped an angry sentence in the wind: "Don't die!" If you want to die, get away! ”
Frightened, I saw that Ritsu Zhaochuan had caught up. I rolled over and tried to get up, but I still couldn't use my strength on my hands and feet. In the end, he was caught by striding up. His hands were like steel pliers, clasping my arms tightly, and I realized that my whole body was trembling.
I saw that his face was pale and frightened.
At this moment, he was completely furious: "What do you want? Is it really deadly? Do you want to die? Once again in front of me! ”
Before I lost consciousness completely, I suddenly remembered that I had seen a butterfly in the grass by the roadside.
The royal blue wings have a dazzling sheen and a long butterfly band at the tail of the wings, which is extremely beautiful.
When I found it, it couldn't fly, I don't know who had torn half of its wings, it was crooked in the grass, its belly heaving and gasping, and there was still a glimmer of life.
I tried to hold it in the palm of my hand, trying to borrow a little wind and let it fly again, but once it was out of my palm, it was like a crash site, planted diagonally into the grass. My ignorant intentions have caused it to suffer again.
I was thinking, will it hurt? If it makes a sound, what will it cry like?
That is, I felt a pang of despair. When I can't explain the despair in my heart.
However, at this moment, I understood......
Autumn is deep, and the warm sun is still there.
After all, I was "arrested" by him and returned to the lawyer's house. Sitting alone on the atrium bench, I looked around and knew that my resistance was all false, and if I didn't go back here, where else could I go?
This morning, I went to the store anyway, and I thought I'd get through it if I could. As a result, as soon as Zhang Jifan saw me, he dragged me to the corner with a frightened face, and said bitterly: "Xiao Mu, you better stay at home and rest." lest the god come again and arrange for me...... I can't take it anymore. ”
So, I came back. Sitting in the courtyard with a painting book, I wanted to paint, but I was out of breath after a few strokes, and although I took medicine, my body was still weak and weak. I simply put down my pen and rested.
I was at home and Qingqing seemed happy that she was running around me. It was hot tea and snacks. Take care of me with all your heart.
I felt embarrassed: "Qingqing, you don't have to worry about me, just go about your own business." ”
"My job is to take care of Miss Selangor. It's fun to be around Miss Selangor. She said lively, with the coquettishness and sweetness of a girl.
I remembered that it had been a long time since I had become a regular employee of the flower shop, and I hadn't talked to her. Speaking of which, in this family, she only has a peer like me who can talk to.
"Well, it's also fun to watch Miss Selangor draw!"
She seemed very curious about everything about me, and when I used to work from home, she could always watch for a long time if she had nothing to do, and she couldn't see any tiredness or boredom at all. At this time, she was clumsily mimicking my pose, gesturing in the air. I couldn't help but laugh.
I picked out a few pencils, erasers, and exercise books from the pencil case and handed them to her. Qingqing was like a frightened rabbit, carefully holding the pen and notebook, looking at me with round eyes.
"For you. Draw whatever you want, don't be inhibited. ”
Qingqing's eyes lit up, and then she nodded violently.
"Although I can't draw well enough, I can teach you if you want. We can also push each other and make progress together! ”
"No, you're good at drawing! I heard Secretary Gao say that at that time, Mr. Zhang took the works of several people to the young master, and after the young master read it, he chose one of the authors, and even he didn't expect that the author of the designated work was Miss Selangor. ”
I didn't know anything else......
However, I'm still happy to hear it, after all, I'm still a bit of a skill, and it's not all about going through the back door.
I found a few simple geometric patterns for Qingqing to copy.
In the process of her drawing, I found that she had drawn all four sides of the cube into parallel lines, so in the process of her drawing, I briefly explained to her the rules of perspective, and she quickly understood and quickly immersed herself in it. As she painted, she suddenly said, "Miss Selangor, the atmosphere of this home has changed a lot since you came to this house." ”
"Is there one?" I blurted out, "The pen can be lighter." ”
I have to say that Secretary Gao doesn't seem to be as indifferent as before.
"Yes! Our young master has changed. How obvious! Qingqing affirmed.
I thought about it for a moment and couldn't detect it.
"He used to go home only once every six months. Now he comes back almost every day. He used to ignore people at all, but now, he takes the initiative to ask me what I'm doing. ”
It's a very feminine expression.
I smiled and stroked her head.
She asked again, "Miss Selangor, is painting hard?" Ever since you worked, whenever you had time, you would lie down at your desk and draw and draw, and I don't think you would rest. ”
"Hard." I laughed, "but I don't feel bitter." ”
Every time I learn a new way to draw, or the ability to decompose light and shadow improves, I feel satisfied and proud.
"Especially when I compare with the previous paintings, I can clearly see the trajectory of progress, and I am very happy every time I have such a moment."
Qingqing didn't seem to understand, she tilted her head to think, and finally showed a sudden appearance: "Aunt Luo said that Miss Selangor is different from others, and I understand a little bit." ”
I was stunned and inevitably curious.
"Aunt Luo said, as long as Miss Selangor is a little soft on the young master, you don't have to work so hard."
What does "soft" mean?
"Like Miss Xing in the past, as long as she is coquettish, she has everything...... Aunt Luo said that a hard-nosed person like Miss Selangor will have to endure hardships in the future! ”
Me: "......"
"Miss Selangor secretly ran back to Licheng last time."
"You know?" I was surprised.
"The young master is looking for you, and you're crazy......"
After saying that, Qingqing blinked her eyes mischievously.
During the few days I was forced to recuperate at home, I continued to read that diary.
June 5th
Ye Chun said: "When we are old, we will go to the suburbs to rent land to grow flowers and vegetables." ”
I said yes.
"I'm going to grow tomatoes. I love tomatoes. ”
"Tomatoes are hard to grow. Plants can easily get tomato disease and then die. Once one plant gets sick, the other tomatoes get sick too, and then you don't have a harvest. ”
She was depressed.
Read these words.
Ye Chun's bright face appeared in front of my eyes. I still seem to see the look on her face at the time—pouting dissatisfiedly, her mouth high enough to hang an oil bottle. Even so, I still feel that this record is blunt. My past suddenly became clear. Even, I read about my own deliberate teasing of her mood at that time.
It seems that because of that fever and that dream. I felt like I had figured out the right way. I became more and more sure that Ye Chun was a friend I trusted very much. But why, they never told her in front of me? No, it's right to say that they never wanted me to remember everything from the past.
Ye Chun, does he have some keys?
After thinking about this, I decided to rely on my own strength to find Ye Chun.
My search was clumsy, I rummaged through my diary for any clues about Ye Chun, and then searched for clues as keywords. After a lot of searching, and sneaking around, all the information that is not quite right has been eliminated one by one. I finally settled on an address. Then, I deliberately looked for a working day, and after completing the work assigned by Zhang Jifan in advance, I slipped out......
I searched all the way with the address, and finally turned into a dilapidated compound. It was a large compound with a lot of people living in separate homes. There was only a narrow path leading to their respective huts, and I stopped in front of one at the direction of my neighbors.
There was no one in the house, and there was a small painting on the window glass, a landscape of a cottage in the woods.
I stood in silence for a moment.
Suddenly, I heard the sound of something falling to the ground behind me, and an orange rolled to my feet. I bent down to pick up the orange and turned around. Behind me stood a person, a friend I had seen her picture countless times, both familiar and strange.
Her eyes widened, stunned and incredulous.
"Ye Chun?"
As I asked, she covered her mouth in shock, and tears welled up in her eyes.
"Stars?"
She asked, her voice shaking.
Hearing this, I paused and nodded slowly.
The tearful man in front of him dropped everything in his hand and rushed up to me and hugged me tightly......