I visited Ye Chun's hut, which was small but tidy.

The house is divided into two rooms, the outside is as thin as a corridor, one is used as a kitchen, and the inside is a living room and bedroom. There is a green branch in the glass on the desk, which is simple and interesting.

She pulled me to sit down on the sofa, held my face, and looked me up and down: "That's right, it's our star." It's just that I've lost a lot of weight...... At first glance, you can tell that you have suffered a lot. ”

"I did take a lot of medicine."

"I thought, I really thought...... I'll never see you again! ”

She suddenly burst into tears, and I didn't know how to comfort her, so I could only hold her hand tightly.

"Where have you been all these years? People are safe, why don't you contact us? She cried for a long time, and it was only with great difficulty that she wiped away her tears, sorted out her thoughts, and began to interrogate me in detail.

"I woke up in the hospital, and I forgot who I was...... "I reminisced about how I first woke up from my hospital bed and how I was recuperating in Licheng. I tell you the truth. Finally, I concluded: "I have amnesia. ”

"Amnesia?" Ye Chun repeated in surprise.

The sadness of the reunion was soon overshadowed by her abundant curiosity, and she was very curious to start an interview with the "amnesiac" - "Do you want to learn to speak again?" "Can you read a book? "What about the daily chores such as cooking and washing clothes? "Will you forget what you have learned so hard? ”……

She looked like someone who was digging into the roots.

"I know how to express myself, I can read fluently, and I remember how to do housework. Everyday life is fine. As for skills - I'm pretty quick at chopping vegetables. I did my best to explain, "I just forgot who I was, what my relationship was with the people around me, what I had done...... It seems like I've forgotten all about socializing. ”

"What does it feel like to have amnesia?"

"The brain is as if it has been cleansed, it's quiet."

"So, how did we know each other - you forgot?"

I hesitated slightly, then honestly said, "Hmm." I can't remember. ”

"So, am I a stranger to you now?"

I nodded: "The brain tells me that the two of us are friends, but from the feeling at the moment, it is the first time I have seen you, and the two of us are new acquaintances...... I'm sorry to make you sad when I say that. ”

Ye Chun shook his head: "You live well, and you still come to me, this is a miracle, how can I blame the miracle for not being perfect." ”

"Thank you for saying that."

She thought for a moment.

"And this distance—" she sat away a little, "are you okay with that?" ”

I smiled at her cautious look. "It's good that you don't treat me like a monster." Being able to forget the past can be regarded as an "outlier" in a sense.

"How could I!" She protested.

"Recently, there have always been scattered images in my mind, a group of us in the field, camping tents, the tent I live in is yellow, there is a bonfire in the distance, and people are singing and dancing around it...... I'm not sure if these images come from my memories, or maybe they're just my imagination. ”

For the first time, I described to others the images that rushed into my mind that night.

"It's true!" Ye Chun was excited, "Our club went out to collect wind, and your tent is yellow." We'll light a campfire in the wild! ”

I continued: "Also, it was dark all around, and there was a huge moon hanging in the sky, and I climbed a tree and climbed into a certain window......"

"That's our school dormitory! Sometimes you come home late, and the downstairs door is locked by the dormitory manager, and you can't go back, so you climb up the tree, and then jump from the tree to the windowsill of the bathroom on the second floor...... Every time I do this, I am terrified, for fear that you will fall! ”

I described, Ye Chun confirmed. For a while, I had mixed feelings. I think my brain is healing at a very slow, slow pace. Progress is slow, but it's changing.

She got up to make me tea, and I pulled her down.

"Ye Chun, I know I'm a little abrupt, but I really want to know what happened that day, the day I had an accident. Can you tell me about it? ”

Hearing this, Ye Chun's expression was immediately solemn. She nodded vigorously.

It's like a jigsaw puzzle, all I have at my disposal is messy pieces. With the help of leaf tsubaki, they took on a lumpy appearance for the first time.

Ye Chun and I are in the same class, in the same bed, and in the same club. The club we are in is a camping club with the slogan of "know the plants, know the mountains". In my sophomore year, I was elected as the head of the club, and since then I have led the camping team. The number of clubs is small, but it is very successful. We found many rare plants in the camping activities, and our photography works have won many gold medals, so our club has also become a key club of the school, and some students have taken the initiative to participate in the credits.

And Baiyun Mountain is the farthest our group has ever gone out, and it is also the place where I "disappeared......

"When we arrived at the Baiyun Mountain station, it was almost dark, and we quickly set up tents and set up bonfires for picnics. You didn't participate because Xiao Yu twisted her foot while climbing the mountain, and you have to take care of her. Around eight o'clock, it started to rain, and everyone hurriedly hid in the tents, and you took the roll call from tent to tent in the rain, and then everyone went to sleep.

"The next day, when we all got up, we found that you were gone. We searched everywhere and found no trace of you. Xiao Yu didn't know, she sprained her foot before, she had a little cold, she took medicine and fell asleep, she lived in the same tent with you, but when you came out of the tent, or whether you went back to the tent, she didn't know......

"We called the police, and the police and rescue team came quickly, but they didn't find anything, because it was raining heavily at night, and all traces were washed away by the heavy rain......

"I fell overboard and was washed far downstream." I say.

Ye Chunshen wrinkled his eyebrows: "However, that stream is still a short distance away from where we are stationed, it's late, and it's raining heavily, why are you going?" ”

Listening to Ye Chun's words, I fell into deep thought. I remembered what Lin Xuanyan said: "Some people say that I can't think of ...... by myself"

"It's a rumor spread by Lin Xuanyan!" Ye Chun became indignant, "Not long after your accident, she went around telling others that you voluntarily dived for emotional injury. I almost blew up, and I had a big fight with her on the spot, and she threatened to find someone to beat me to cripple me, and I would never be able to enter the school gate again. ”

I was startled and eager: "Then you're okay." ”

"It's okay, she is also very good-mouthed, and the next day she coaxed, and when she saw me, she hid. It didn't take long for her to study abroad. I never saw her again. ”

I breathed a sigh of relief.

"What was my special circumstance that day? Or, is there something wrong? ”

"Something is wrong...... Does it count if you quarreled with Xu Chen? ”

My heart jumped suddenly: "We, why are we quarreling?" ”

"It's not because Xiao Yu ......" Ye Chun blurted out, however, after speaking, she hesitated, hesitating whether to continue, I couldn't help but feel nervous, and finally, she continued as if determined, "She accidentally twisted her foot when she climbed the mountain, and she was afraid of delaying everyone's journey, so she didn't say anything, and when we stopped, we found that her feet were very swollen." Xu Chen was quite angry and said, if it weren't for you being too strict, Xiao Yu wouldn't even dare to say it, and blindly insisted stupidly, resulting in such a serious injury. You were also angry, and you said to Xu Chen: 'Who are you, why do you care how I take care of my sister!' The two of you just crackled and slapped in front of everybody and argued. I didn't even try to persuade them. ”

My heart ached. Guilty? Saddened? I can't tell you what the proportion of emotions in my heart is.

"Star, you're too obvious. Although you don't say anything, anyone can see that you like Xu Chen, and you like it very much. ”

Such a piercing words made me look at Ye Chun.

"You like Xu Chen, but your sister likes him too. As long as your sister likes him for a day, you will definitely not take a step forward. That's what you are, is your character tough or weak? ”

I hung my head deeply.

I have to say that her words stung me deeply.

I tugged at the fabric on my chest: "Why I don't remember anything, but here, it still hurts." ”

Ye Chun's face suddenly showed a look of shame: "Hey, it's all my fault, what do I do when the matter is over, it's not a big deal anyway, forget it, just forget it, you just come back safely!" ”

Ye Chun is right, everything has passed, why bother anymore, living in the present is the right way.

That's when my phone rang. I didn't answer, and the phone buzzed and stopped for a while. It was quiet for less than a second, and the bell rang again. On the screen, the words "Ritsu Zhaochuan" stubbornly lit up.

Ye Chun glanced at my mobile phone and immediately showed a look of shock.

She exclaimed, "Ritsu Zhaochuan? This Ritsu Chuan can't be the Ritsu Kawa that you and I both know, right......"

I thought about it for a moment and pulled up a photo from my phone: "-Ritsu Zhaochuan." ”

The previous leader of the "New Book Launch Reception" took a lot of photos, and specially posted the ones she thought looked good to the group, and I found that among them was Zhang Yuzhaochuan, who was sitting in the chief at the time, staring at the main stage, with a thin layer of white light on his face. It's an almost perfect profile. I saved this photo casually, and it just happened to be the basis for display.

Ye Chun opened his mouth and didn't make a sound for a long time.

"For some reason, I'm staying at the lawyer's house for the time being." Let me explain briefly.

Ye Chunzhiwu: "You, you...... How to ......"

"You look surprised."

"Of course you'll be surprised, but you're just—yes, you've forgotten!"

"We are alumni." Based on the information I have, I repeat, "He is one year higher than me, and we belong to the same club. ”

"That's what he said."

I thought about it: "Almost. ”

"Didn't he say you were rivals?"

I was stunned.

"Lu Zhaochuan, he is the 'cloud-stirring figure' in our school, and I don't know where you offended him, so he began to think of all kinds of tricks against you! And add to our community...... This Ritsu Zhaochuan is simply bad, thorough, and thorough! ”

Ye Chun was indignant.

I couldn't help but laugh out loud.

I think I understand why Ye Chun and I are good friends.