In the society of the late 80s, people began to pursue freedom more boldly, without compromise, without compromise... Qianqian's story begins here.

In 1987, an ordinary family in a remote area of the northwest added a pearl (self-righteousness) to the end of the year.

In the stories narrated later, there are grandparents, aunts, and parents, and I only have to listen and bear it.

The child has just been born, about the name, Wang Dongyu from the grandfather, born in winter, although the ancestral home has a strong regionality, it seems that there is no patriarchal meaning from the name.

I was my grandfather's first eldest granddaughter, and I forgot to explain, my grandparents had 4 children, and my dad (let's call it that way for now) was the youngest one, with 3 older sisters on it.

The eldest aunt felt that the name was not good, a little boyish, and the eldest aunt was the most educated in the family at that time, and her name was Qian, which means beautiful, and just like that, my name was set.

I really don't know the specific process, and I don't want to verify it, the world of adults, children don't participate, and they don't understand, about 1 year old, my parents began to divorce, and from then on, I was at my grandparents' house, and I really didn't have a small memory. It's almost 3.4 years old, it's something I can recall now, in my memory, my favorite is grandpa, I follow wherever he goes, and I have to wait at the door even when I go to the toilet (the former dry toilet), because it's a girl, I sleep with my grandmother at night, but I wake up in the middle of the night and always sneak to sleep with my grandfather, because when I was a child, no matter what I did, clean me up, beat me up is grandma, grandpa has never done anything to me and doted on God, I always feel that grandpa loves me, the best for me, so I follow wherever he goes.

Grandma, now looking back, I think grandma is a very upright, kind little old lady, grandma is illiterate, but she is a man, and vision, including her own self-reliance planning, etc., think of it is left to admire, convinced, grandma does not take advantage of others, big and small, she always firmly believes that the wealth created by her hands is her own, no pie in the sky, no shortcuts, every step is very down-to-earth is the right way, is a simple rural old lady who does not know big words, but I envy, Envy her firmness, her calmness... In my memory, whenever the New Year is celebrated, it is a time when I am happy and unhappy, and the happy thing is that the 3 aunts will bring bags and bags of clothes for me to choose new clothes for the festival, which are all worn by my brothers and sisters, but I like it very much, girls, although they are small, they also like a lot of clothes, don't they?

At that time, there was no aesthetics, I felt that the piles were piled up on the bed, and the happy ones could choose a day, and there were my own special favorites, of course, I didn't like to wear them, and I remember most clearly that I didn't like to pick up my brother's pants, and the children's pants were buttoned on the side, and the men's ones were open in front, so ...... Also after receiving the clothes, the most annoying thing is the haircut, I don't know if you have seen the old-fashioned clippers, my hair is always pushed bare, people are ear-length short hair, how do I describe it, I am a serious hijab, there is nothing behind, I think it's so ugly, but it was the third aunt's cameo, crying, trouble, useless, and finally sitting on the old wooden chair with tears in my eyes, and an apron made by my grandmother with clothes that I can't wear, every time it's ......