Say I'm not blessed, I have grandparents to support me, when I was in kindergarten, my second aunt was there, I could always have one more biscuit than other children, and drink a little more soda that I usually can't drink... At that time, I felt quite embarrassed, but now that I think about it, I am small, and my vanity is so strong, I think I am better than others, is it because I lack love?

I can always compare myself, find my secretly happy point, the most interesting one, grandparents at the door of the vegetable field to make a little greenhouse, said that the greenhouse is beautified, in fact, it is pasted with a little plastic film, so that you can eat fresh vegetables in winter, but my family's fresh vegetables are always celery is the boss, it is said to lower blood pressure, I also from snacks, well, until now, my blood pressure has not been high, almost 100 of 50 high and low blood pressure, deviated, that time my grandmother asked me to bring some celery to my second aunt, remember so clearly, When I gave it to my second aunt, there were two students behind who said that the children would give gifts at a young age, well, I couldn't stop laughing at a low level, that was my aunt, taking a dish was called a gift, and my gift was really... My aunt is in school, there was only one school at that time, unlike now, I can't remember clearly, there should be no compulsory education, because every semester is grandma to bring money to pay tuition, there seems to be some policy for the family to have land, according to the number of acres of land you pack, it should be, what about me, you said that I have no land at home, my father has, but the land under his name is not something I can use, I can only use the salary of my grandparents, what about my mother, now I don't know what kind of mentality I have towards her, let's talk about it later.

When I was a child, I was actually quite competitive, because I knew that my parents didn't care about it since I remembered, only my grandparents took care of me, although the age was far away, it did not prevent me from knowing that knowledge changes fate, I still remember picking up a chalk head in the first grade, I was so happy, I took the chalk head and wrote on the telephone pole at the mouth of the vegetable field: I want to study hard and become a teacher when I grow up!

This is the original dream, do you know why you want to be a teacher? The teacher has a salary, and there is such a long vacation, the children in the group field, at that time, it is indispensable to do seasonal farm work in the cotton field every year, and the cotton must be picked up for a month when the cotton is ripe.

But the teacher can not do it, the teacher just takes the students to the field, supervises, there is no task, all rely on manual at the time, even the store has a task, that is, how many kilograms can be picked up, or you can buy enough if you have money.

Looking at it now, I'm still quite smart, and I've shown myself a good road early, an easy and comfortable road.

The topic ran away, and they all said that children from single-parent families were precocious, I was considered a non-pro-family, not boasting about myself, since I was a child, I studied very well, liberal arts are very advantageous, and there is a little bit of obsessive-compulsive disorder, I want to do everything to the best, whether it is in study or sports, so strong, every semester there is a parent-teacher conference, and there are parents in other seats, and next to me is always a white-haired grandfather, is it uncomfortable?

Of course there is, but I always comfort myself, what's the use of your parents coming, it's not that I didn't learn well, the teacher praised me in front of all parents and classmates, saying that grandpa brought a good job, and the family had a thick certificate of merit, sour, I think I'm very good, why don't my parents treat me?

Before the third grade, I didn't even know what my mom looked like, but I knew what my dad looked like because there were photos at home, and I knew the photos!