How often did you eat meat when you were young? In my memory, in addition to May 11 every year, 11, other times because of the province, grandma buys once a month, I am greedy, I always want to eat meat, I don't want to eat fatty meat, every New Year's holiday aunts will come back, 511 is okay, not much to buy, but there are aunts and uncles to come, there will always be a lot of delicious dishes, especially the third aunt, the third aunt every time she comes to bring a variety of nutritional products to the grandparents, the third aunt will be in charge of cooking, the uncle cooks delicious, and there are a lot of new tricks, grandma, the New Year will buy a few pounds of pork, but also when I have a headache, Afraid of rising prices before the year, she will buy it 20 days and a half month in advance, anyway, the weather is cold, there is a natural refrigerator, not afraid of bad, but the lean meat is used for stir-frying, my milk invented the fat and pork skin together (the old lady saves, the pork skin is always eaten with meat) together with the cabbage radish vermicelli put into the house on the stove on the big iron pot stewed, well, this rice we have to eat together for half a month to eat the fat meat, this is my least favorite, but not as you think of what pork stewed vermicelli is delicious and the like, because the old couple has high blood pressure, Grandpa has cholecystitis and can't eat or eat less fatty meat, can't eat salt, spicy or something, don't think about it, I'm not very sensible, and I don't like to eat, I really cried and ate it, and I thought that when everyone came back, I must eat meat, but the child, when I came to the front, I went to grab it and drink to fill my stomach.

It's a loss. Our grandfather and three together are actually very small and very small, eating, in addition to meat, grain, the rest is basically self-sufficient, you see, the oil is cottonseed oil, cheap, my milk pancakes, steamed buns, change clothes, make shoes, cloth shoes in summer, cotton shoes in winter, the cloth for making shoes are small clothes that can't be worn, spend money to buy shoelaces, gas eyes, other aspects are left to take medicine, tuition, pay off debts, my grandmother always said that I am a tyrant, that is not good, in fact, I didn't think about anything else at that time, just want my dad like this, Why do you want to help him pay back?

If you are not filial to my grandmother, don't care about me, and don't help him pay off his debts, how can there be so much pressure, how can there be so much reluctance?

I always like to fight about it, even if it's useless, but I never get tired of it. My dad had a good life, there were hundreds of acres of cotton land, there were cars, and that era was still a sign, and then he raised cattle, sheep, and pigs, chickens and ducks or something, and it sounded good to have a small farm of his own, by the way, there were a few big tractors, that is, when to use cotton sowing, the conditions were not bad, not bad at all, just more me, I can't see me, just so many things, grandpa didn't die and still worried about the old man's provident fund, said it was for him, and also worried about the old man's salary, three days and two to borrow money, I don't understand, How did you do it, if you don't be filial to your parents, you will just keep creating all kinds of incidents, all kinds of dragging your parents into the water, and vampires are ghosts?

He doesn't want me, he doesn't care about me, I remember the second year of junior high school, grandma was really angry, and said, you have a father and a mother, no one cares about you, I don't want to care, go to your father, all kinds in the middle, I think about it, I said, when I talk about it, I haven't forgotten any thing, it's all pulled out of my memory and I don't want to recall it, talk about my dad first, and then my mom.