Pull the idea, my father and mother divorced and remarried, and they all have a new common little life, and similarly, the objects of their remarriage are all with children, only me, has been in the old place.

The relationship with my dad is very raw, very cold, and I can't be intimate when I meet, grandpa said I was stupid, and said, as soon as you see your dad, you should rush over and hug him, saying dad, I miss you so much... This is really embarrassing for me, first, I was young at the time, I couldn't pretend, (I can't pretend now, my dog temper has suffered a lot) Second, I haven't lived together, I've gotten along, and I can't do it if I come out like that.

In fact, when I reach this age, I really don't know much about my dad, not because he doesn't care about me, it's because I see how he treats my grandparents, how he cheats my 3 aunts, and every time someone talks about it, I ask who my dad is. As I said earlier, my dad is the youngest in the family, in that era when there is no family planning and it is not easy to eat and clothe, do you think, there are three girls, and they have to give birth, and they are clearly going to have a son, grandpa is very used to my dad, and several aunts in the family are all to my dad first, always let it, being bullied, I remember that there is a New Year, the second aunt joked that grandpa was eccentric, when I was a child, my brothers and sisters went out to collect firewood together, and they all carried a bundle bigger than their bodies to go home, my dad, just take two branches and run to play... That's because of this, my dad feels that there will always be my father behind him, there will always be someone to wipe his buttocks, brothers and sisters buy a big Dongfeng car to pull goods to make money, when he doesn't do it, he entrusts him to sell the car, as a result, he took the money to help my aunt sell the car and went to Guangdong, the money to buy the car is borrowed, he took it and ran, my grandparents helped her pay off the debt to my aunt for 10 years, the old couple took that salary, paid off the debt, raised me, both of them have chronic diseases, high blood pressure, diabetes, coronary heart disease, Just a little bit of squeezing out between his teeth to help him, why did my aunt let him help sell the car, my uncle had a car accident, leaving a son and a daughter, I haven't figured it out to this day, how did he do this kind of peace of mind with the orphan and widow's money and run away?

Do you firmly believe that my grandmother will help him, or do you think that my aunt is a family that is easy to bully and will not sue him? In order to help him pay off his debts, in addition to the summer when there are fresh vegetables grown in the vegetable field, in the winter it is celery, tofu, and my milk-pickled pickles, which are pickles, not pickles, pickles, pickles can be eaten for a long, long time without being bad, beans, cucumbers, radish, amaranth and snow ferns.

My milk is very good, and the cabbage is pickled and put for 2.3 years, which is crispy and delicious, not bad. When I was a child, I was greedy, and when I was hungry at night, I took boiling water to make some snow ferns to eat, of course, I put a little lard residue on top of it, but it was fragrant, and I used this as a snack at that time.

Summer is good, there are cucumbers in the vegetable field, tomatoes are sometimes washed and sometimes picked directly to eat, as well as eggplants, beans, cabbage, leeks, and two apple trees in the ground, it seems to be called Marshal Huang, a pear tree, a jujube tree, and the grapevine mare's milk that climbs at the door, now I am excited to think about it, it was a memory of knowing to eat when I was a child, and now I can't find it anymore...