Even though I haven't cooked this meal for three years, and because Fei Fei has been holding me inconveniently, this meal has made me very happy and relaxed. I enjoyed the warmth of Fei Fei's body and the breath exhaled, which made me feel the happiness and joy that I really had. Fifi was almost asleep on my back, and I could feel her breathing calmly and regularly.

I finally made the meal, and I had to tell Fei Fei, although I was also very reluctant to let her go, and I really wanted her to hold me like this all the time. Fei Fei told me before that her parents cooked when she was at home, although her parents' expectation for her was to marry a golden beetle son-in-law, but she really didn't put too much pressure on her in life, so she couldn't help but think about her family. When she got married, there was a nanny at home, and it was not her turn to cook, so in fact, she didn't know what to eat by herself.

Looking at Fei Fei's happy and satisfied expression when eating, I knew that it wasn't that I did anything good, but that the meaning of this meal was different from before, and it was the kind she wanted.

Before leaving, Fei Fei hugged me and asked, "Can I come again?" ”

Maybe Fei Fei is too sensitive, or maybe we really don't know how to describe our relationship. But I know I think she needs her too, and she also brings me a sense of happiness and joy, so how could I not welcome her! Kissing Fifi's forehead, I whispered, "I don't want you to leave if I can." ”

"I see! I'll come when I have time. ”

The moment I watched Fei Fei leave and close the door, I realized that my own tears were already on my face. This is not a true parting, but it is more poignant than a real parting, so much so that the long-lost tears are also extraordinarily bitter.

The lights are red, the night is thick, the moon is like the wind, Xiaolou was not raining yesterday, and the unknown poem of Yiren is dreaming today, as if it is my portrayal. At this moment, the mood is really flirting with Fei Fei's dream, but it's just a "dream", can I get out of the dream? Isn't the moon in my dream the same as that can brighten my face!?

I don't know what will happen in the next few days, but I know that she and I will be happy in the past moment. That night I was thinking about it almost like this, until the dew of the morning chilled all my enthusiasm. I know that I should control myself, Fei Fei and I are not "world" people after all, but I really can't refuse and control my heart!

I don't know when Fei Fei will come over, and I don't know when she will suddenly appear in front of me on that day, making me hug me so much that I can't breathe but is willing.

There are more and more things in my "home", the same are brought and bought by Fei Fei, Fei Fei is very good at enjoying every bit of life, always making the "home" full of faint fragrance, sometimes Fei Fei will come over at noon, with a bag of cooked food or snacks.