When I got up early in the morning to get dressed, I noticed a long strand of hair on my coat. Although nothing could be left behind in that tiny strand of hair, I felt the sweetness and pain of that hug Fei Fei in my arms. Looking at a girl in my arms, but a girl who didn't belong to me, I could only watch her face in pain. There are still traces of her tears last night on my shoulders, and the faint tears feel so heavy on my shoulders that I can't afford them. Sighed and put that strand of hair in my drawer, where my heart and all my emotions were placed.

At breakfast, my mother told me that there would be relatives coming to the house today, because they were coming from far away to find work, so they would have to stay for a while, and I would have to share a bed with them at night. My mom knew I didn't want to squeeze with other people because I was really restless to sleep, so she was talking to me. I also knew that since my mother had already said it, the relatives would definitely not live at home for a short time, so I told my mother that there was a long-term rental house in the unit, which was prepared for guests from afar, and if I told the boss that there should be no problem! During this time, I will not go home for a while, if there is anything to call me directly! My mother also knew my sleeping habits, so she had to tell me to take good care of myself so as not to damage my body. Looking at my mother's caring eyes, I knew that in her eyes I would always be a child, even if I had already experienced a marriage, but I was still a child in my mother's eyes.

When I went to the company and told the boss about the situation, the boss agreed very happily, and specially asked me to get off work early so that I could pack up my things and move. Don't think that the boss is really that nice, because the company rents a house very close to the company, so it's really easy to make excuses for him to exploit my working hours! But to be honest, it's okay not to exploit it, because I don't have to leave work on time. The current boss himself is very punctual, but when it comes to getting off work, the time to return to the company to exploit you can still be uplifting, you see I haven't gotten off work yet, what are you busy with! Hehe, this is the real society!

When I came out of the boss's office, I don't know why I thought of calling Fei Fei. I'm afraid she won't find me at my house when I turn off my phone and she can't find me! I really didn't understand why I was so impulsive, why I thought of telling her first. But I did it anyway, and Fei Fei seemed pleased. Said they wanted to help me clean up, but in fact, there have always been people there to clean up, I just need to move a little bit of my own utensils, and I don't need anything else. But Fei Fei said that she has nothing to do all day, even if she doesn't go to work, she has nothing, she has a person, and no one feels anything about the unit! I couldn't refuse her anymore, and I knew her working environment, and if I continued to refuse, she would be sad again, so I told her the address and time and I waited for her.

After eating the working meal at noon, I left the company and went directly to the house rented by the company, which was actually quite clean, and the aunt who cleaned the company would come to clean it every day! When I went, my aunt was waiting for me at the end of the company's notice, and I told him that I didn't need her to clean during my time, so she reluctantly agreed, and with the condition that she would not tell the boss.

Fifi came at three o'clock, and to my surprise she was carrying a few supermarket convenience bags, and I was almost stunned the moment I opened the door. The sweat on his head and the heaviness of his hands are like a wife returning home.

"Fei Fei ......"

Before I could finish my sentence, Fei Fei stretched out her hand to me: "Catch it, my hands are about to break." ”

"Oh" I came back to my senses, and quickly took it, the portion was really not light, and the nearest supermarket here was also a long distance, so it was really hard for her to do this: "Hurry up and take a break, I'll pour you a glass of water." ”

"Thank you." Fei Fei didn't rest, and when I went to pour water for her, she took out the contents of the convenience bag one by one. "I don't know if it's your favorite, but these are the brands of daily necessities I like to use. Hand sanitizer, tablecloths, cleaning cloths, toothpaste, toothbrushes, cups...... There is also a little commonly used medicine, which is more convenient when the body is a little uncomfortable. ”

Watching Fei Fei hurriedly put things in the same place, I found that I had been smiling and appreciating it, which was a kind of enjoyment and happiness that I couldn't refuse. After Fei Fei had finished everything, she noticed that I had been looking at her, and she smiled a little embarrassedly and said, "What are you watching me doing, I bought some food, fortunately you have cabinets here, or I will have to buy a lot of things next time." ”

"Fei Fei!"

"What's the matter?"

"I don't know what to say, you don't have to buy these things, I'm just staying for a while."

"I just want your life to be a little more orderly, you don't usually eat on time, I don't think you are very good at taking care of yourself in life, so when you move out, there must be a lot of things that you don't have."

"I don't need that much, if there's something missing, I'll just go home."

"I know, but that's what I want to do."

"I understand, Feifei, you don't know what to do."

"I don't have to do it, I know what to do, and I won't embarrass you." Fei Fei came over and leaned on me gently as she did that night and said, "Hold me, I'm so scared!" ”

I know what Fei Fei is afraid of, but what can I do! Just as I closed my eyes and felt a heart-wrenching pain, a warm, soft thing pressed against my lips, and I knew what it was, and I knew it would be a sweetness that would intoxicate me and say it again. A feeling of happiness that I once pursued and hoped for, but ultimately lost.

The sky is really moving, and that's my truest feeling, and I can't help but feel emotional. I know I'm done, I know it's a story I shouldn't have to face in the first place, but I can't say no, or I can't say no.

"Moon"

"What"? Fei Fei looked at me a little strangely.

"Feifei, you know what? I kept calling you that in my heart the first day I saw you. Your eyes are as lovely as the moon in the water. ”

"Moon! It's the first time someone has called me that, and it's the first time I've known what I'm like in your heart. I like it! I love it when you call me the moon. ”

"Because in my heart you are the moon."

"Well" Fei Fei burst into tears again, this time I didn't let her tears wet my face and clothes, gently holding Fei Fei's face, I kissed away the tears of the astringent and salty moon, the words of the holy heart.

When the sun rises, no one notices the faint sorrow of the moon's receding, and I know that I myself cannot care less about the sorrow of the moon, for I cannot care less about my own feelings, the longed-for feeling of happiness, which is very common but also rare, despite the guilt in my heart. But I also know that even if this moment is really my own opening of the door to "hell", I can't help but return to "the world".

That afternoon, watching her keep cleaning up the already clean "home", I had already shed a lot of tears in my heart, burying all my "sanity". I just quietly enjoyed the sweetness and happiness. An hour later, I had to "seriously" stop her from doing it again.

"Will you rest?"

"I'm not tired!"

"But I'm distressed!"

Fei Fei leaned on me and said, "I really want this moment to be forever!" ”

But I can't say it, I know it won't be forever, and I'm not sure how much time I will have.

"Let's leave after dinner, okay?"

"En" Fei Fei agreed without a little melancholy.

Let Fei Fei sit in the house, I went to the refrigerator to bring out the food Fei Fei bought today, I haven't been in the kitchen to cook for at least three years. My family hasn't let me into the kitchen since I injured my hand, but today I really wanted to give Fei Fei a good meal that might not have been very tasty.

I was busy doing it, but Fei Fei stood behind me and hugged me tightly, although it was very inconvenient for me, but I did not object at all, Fei Fei followed my footsteps and the movement of her body, I knew that she needed and was happy, at least at this moment she felt sweet and happy.

Will this happiness last in the light of the moon? Will you enjoy the same when the sun rises? I can no longer think about whether it will be any result, if I was still rational before today, then I can no longer be calm, I know that I am crazy and I can no longer be calm. Because the moon is beside me, so soft, so close.