Before I knew it, I had Fei Fei in my life for a long time, and she was spending more and more time with me, and we all seemed to have forgotten that she still had a real home, and we were just in a relationship outside of marriage. I introduce her to my friends and to my colleagues, and I am always the first to inform Fei Fei when I have a friend party, and if she has time, we will go before, and if she doesn't have time, I will consider whether I have time or whether I need to go.

I was in the office that day preparing the company's May Day promotion plan, and Fei Fei called.

"On May Day, our unit will organize a trip to other places." I could feel the excitement in her voice on the phone.

"A few days, where?"

"Five days, April 30 night, the specific location has not yet been decided."

"Okay, you can also take some time to relax."

"Yes, I know. I want to ask......" Fei Fei stopped in the middle of speaking.

"What do you want to ask?"

"I want to ......," Fei Fei stopped again.

"You say! Fifi. "I had to concentrate on what she wanted to ask me, not for me to go with her! That's impossible, don't say I have time, even if I have, I can't either. After all, the people who are with her are her colleagues, doesn't that mean that she is telling the world? As much as I would love to have that day, how can I do it now! Doesn't that give her a bad reputation! But I really can't think of any questions she has to ask like this.

"I don't want to go."

"Why?" Fifi's answer did surprise me, because it was two completely different scenes from the excitement she had in her words.

"I want to be with you."

"And me?"

"Is that okay?"

"Feifei, you know I miss you being with me."

"So we're together on May Day?"

"I ...... I...... I'm so excited. "I'm really excited, to be able to spend a few days with Fei Fei, which is something I can't even think of, but now it's right away, although it's not forever, but at least I won't have to think about when we will be separated when we get together.

As soon as I put down the phone, I immediately set about revising the promotion plan I had made myself, and I handed over all the things that I was supposed to preside over to my subordinates, saying in a report to the company that it was for them to experience the ability to grasp the overall situation. I only put myself in charge of the false position of a director, of course, when I told my boss that I had to make my work very important and hard, and this also played a considerable role in the company's reserve of talent. And then it took a lot of words to finally get through.

In fact, after the extension of the implementation of the holiday, the holiday consumer goods market began to decline, on the whole, the consumer goods market before and after the holiday will rise, or I don't dare to prepare like this, but I have forgotten what is the benefit of rest for me after getting used to busy work, and now I can't help but let myself compress and hand over part of the work time, because I need to be with her, and the sweetness is not something that can be replaced by work! In the past few years, I have enjoyed work more or less because of the relationship between emptiness and helplessness, and enjoying life is my need, a very urgent desire.

……

On the night of April 30, Fei Fei went to the train station, but she did not get on the train with her colleagues, she even brought her luggage, but when she was waiting for the train, she suddenly said that she was not feeling well and could not get on the train, so she went directly from the train station to her "home" alone. Fei also appeared beside me, spilling tears of happiness all over my chest.

Fei Fei turned off her phone and hugged me eagerly.

"Love me, okay? I need you! ”

"Me too."

That night we were crazy all night, and when the sun came up, we hugged each other and fell asleep. When evening came, I opened my eyes and saw Fifi beside me, looking at me with the light of the moon. When she saw me wake up, she lowered her head and asked me, "Are you happy?" ”

"It's not just joy, it's like a dream."

"Do you want this dream to continue?" Fei Fei's affectionate gaze made me feel that it was not a forgetfulness.

"Fei Fei ......"

Before the words could be spoken, Fei Fei gagged me with her mouth, it was a sweet kiss, that kiss was not only love, but also endless emotions that could not be described in words, I was drunk in that kiss, drunk in her soft arms. How nice it would be to go on forever!

The uncompetitive stomach rang at this time, Fei Fei laughed, and I was also embarrassed. Then I remembered that we hadn't eaten for the whole day since last night. Originally, I wanted to do it myself, but Fei Fei said that I went out to eat today because we were all tired, and to be honest, I felt a little tired physically, and I hadn't indulged my desires like this for several years.

We didn't actually eat much that night, and even though we were all hungry, we only ate a little bit of it when we got to the restaurant. Fei Fei said that she was very relaxed, and she had never faced every day with such ease.

After eating, we went to the river, after the efforts of the government, the current port is spectacular, coupled with the beautiful illuminations, giving the port a little taste of the city that never sleeps. Fei Fei took off her shoes and walked barefoot along the edge of the river, happy as a little girl of a few years old.

"I don't know how long it's been since I've had this ease. What about you? ”

Maybe I don't know Fei Fei's innermost feelings, but I really see the brilliance in Fei Fei's eyes. But I'm still very worried, I don't know if I can keep this brilliance forever, after all, I have already had a failed and painful marriage in my life, and Fei Fei in front of me is still a woman with a husband, she has almost no freedom, and she is in a different world from me.

I need to keep learning to survive and develop in society, and Fei Fei's family has pinned all their hopes on her marriage, it can be said that her marriage is not for herself, or even not at all she wants. There is also a question that I can't ignore is whether Fei Fei has adapted to her current living environment and way over the years, although I can feel her ease with me, but after all, this is just a mood in the situation where there is no more pressure on each other's lives.

Seeing Fei Fei's happy appearance, I also took off my shoes and walked into the cold river, letting the "biting" of the river water take my own way.

"Promise me one thing, okay?" Fei Fei suddenly hugged me and almost collapsed.

"What do you say! As long as I can do it, I will do it! I whispered in her ear that I didn't know what she would say, and I really couldn't imagine what she was going to think in such a situation.

"If one day I give up my current life, you have to be by my side."

“……？” I was stunned by Fei Fei's words, and I couldn't believe my ears.

"There's one thing I haven't told you. Haven't you regularly published some articles on BBS? Maybe I forgot to delete the data on the computer one day, and he saw our chat history. I asked me many times, but I didn't say anything, but I could see that he was already suspicious of me, I didn't want to live between two men, it was not fair to you and him, although I would love to be with you, but my family you know, I am also conflicted. I've been thinking for a while, I've been selling my emotions for so many years, and the conditions at home are okay, I should pursue my own life, I know that God gave me a chance, if I don't cherish it, I don't think there will be such an opportunity again in this life. Because I love you! ”

Hearing this, I almost jumped up, and regardless of the number of people in the port, I held Fifi's face in front of me and kissed her deeply on the lips.

When I got home that day, I hugged Fei Fei's delicate body, and she leaned meekly into my arms like a little lamb.

"I'll give you a son, okay?" Fei Fei said as she opened her eyes that had been closed.

"Really?" Fei Fei had already surprised me twice today, and all my worries turned into green smoke and disappeared into the night at this moment.

"Really!"