(14) The moonlight disappears
After May Day, Fei Fei suddenly didn't contact me for several days, and even her phone was turned off. Just when I was anxiously overwhelmed, Fei Fei called me.
"I've already discussed with him, and I'll go to get a divorce certificate tomorrow."
“……!” I didn't know what to say!
"I'll move my clothes to you tonight, okay?" Fei Fei's tone was still a little depressed, and I think I could understand it. After all, I have had such a time, although it was a failed marriage, but no matter what, we still lived together for so long.
"I'll leave work a little earlier, do you need me to pick you up?"
"No, there aren't many things, I don't want anything else, just my own belongings, I'll take the car by myself."
"Okay, I'll wait for you!"
At five o'clock in the afternoon, I left work early, returned to "home", cooked a meal and waited for Fei Fei. There was a light rain outside the window, and it was a little cool, and I walked to the window and listened to the sound of the rain gently, looking forward to it......
In the distance, I don't know if the bell is gently wafting in the rain, and the rain outside the window is still the same. A breeze made me feel a little cold, and I pulled my collar and closed the window. I can't let this cold air into my house, and when Fei Fei comes, I hope that not only will I be warm in this room, but even the air will be warm. Thinking of this, I turned on the air conditioner again to keep the temperature at 23°C, I sat back on the sofa in the house, put the "Mickey" that Fei Fei bought on my lap and whispered to it about my thoughts.
Perhaps the warmth of the air would make people feel comfortable and relaxed, and before I knew it, when my mind returned to the room, I looked up and saw that I had been asleep for several hours, and it was already one o'clock in the evening.
"Fei Fei," I called out nervously, and rushed to the back room, which was as empty as the living room, and when I looked at all the rooms, I realized that Fei Fei had not yet come. Picking up the phone, I don't know if I should give her a call. After hesitating and being depressed, I finally put down the phone.
I don't know when the rain outside the window started to fall heavier, just like the first time I met Fei Fei in the rain. There will be no more moon tonight. The moonlight disappears inexplicably on such a night......
The careful lowering of the steps of the milk delivery worker in the early morning was so obvious to my ears, the rain kept falling, and the air conditioning kept the room at 23°C for the whole night, the only difference was that my heart was only 0°C.
PostscriptThis is a story that should not have an ending, and it quietly disappeared without any news, and I returned to my lonely world again. Accompany the rain and dance with the moonlight in your dreams!
The rain kept falling, the atmosphere was not harmonious, and you gradually felt your heart change under the same roof. You love him, maybe you also hate him, most of your youth is consumed, and you just play with him. Just as he was about to leave him, he was holding flowers, and his incomprehensible words made the whole scene even more embarrassing. It's incredible, dreams collapse in an instant. Why was he so stupid in the first place, and he still wanted to marry him. It's just that I love him deeply, and I don't want to break it, it's a cliff where there is never a way back. Even if you love him deeply, you have to let go of your broken heart, don't you forget that the hurt that loves him is dense. Don't struggle for him anymore, don't worry about him anymore, no matter who he loves in the future, whether he is happy or not, follow him!