Don't love me because you're lonely
Qing woke up and smelled a fresh fragrance, it didn't seem to be at home last night, who would cook something so fragrant? She patted her forehead, and yesterday's events were repeated before her eyes. The door was open, and out from the angle of sight, there was a pile of quilts on four narrow backrest chairs.
Slowly began to think back to yesterday's events in my consciousness, only to realize that even I didn't understand what was going on? How could he just walk all night with a stranger and sleep in his bed. Yesterday, I obviously went with an interview mission, but I ended up sleeping in his bed.
A few days ago, when I called Ye to make an appointment for an interview, the deep voice on the computer felt that there must be a man with a very typical body and appearance, but it wasn't until six o'clock last night when I met Ye in the old tree café under the proud world of the competition, all the preconceived assumptions were completely overturned. A man who is not typical, nor conspicuous at all, no one will remember this face and this person in the crowd that sweeps by at a glance. There was only half an hour on the phone, so she quickly interrupted all her guesses about this man and quickly took out her shorthand book. Fortunately, Ye is very cooperative, it seems that he is used to things like being interviewed, and he probably knows what kind of questions there will be compared to himself, a young reporter who has just debuted, because after she asked the question, Ye almost didn't need time to think about it, and he said the questions that could be answered fluently. Half an hour passed quickly, and Ye didn't talk too much nonsense, of course, she knew that she shouldn't ask anything more. Nono didn't give her a chance to settle the bill, but just asked her where she would go back later? Qing said to go home, and Ye didn't ask her if she wanted to, so she said, let's have dinner with me later, anyway, it doesn't matter if there is one more person, a group of friends are making a fool of themselves. Wild presumptuous may not be nothing, because Qing actually did not object, nodded and followed him out of the old tree coffee like a child, followed him to the car, and followed him to the South Garden. Ueno didn't take the initiative to say a word along the way, but Haru himself was at the body temperature, and he was answering, concise but enough words to answer Haruka's question. It was only after arriving at the South Garden that Ye took the initiative to say: Arrived, this is it. Qing followed him out of the car like an obedient child, followed him upstairs, followed him to the private room on the third floor of Tao Ranju, and followed him to introduce these strangers one by one.
During the meal, Haruno was completely the other person he had just seen, and judging from the words and deeds of others, he was very respected by these people. Although there is no taboo between friends in Chongqing dialect, it is rare to hear anyone say anything inappropriate to him. But what surprised Qing even more was that before she came here, she didn't expect that Ye would speak very gently, and she would take the initiative to pick up vegetables for herself, take the initiative to order drinks for herself, and even not allow anyone to drink with Qing at all. The reason is so simple that it's a bit overbearing, girls don't drink. Qing can actually drink a little wine, and there are a few girls at the table drinking, but no said this, of course she won't take the initiative to clink glasses with others. After all, the people here are strangers, including the wild.
At the end of the meal, a girl came, not very beautiful, but a very standard Chongqing girl's personality, it seemed to be one of the girlfriends named Peng, and it seemed that there was a quarrel between the two. Slowly they all quit and left or went to find another entertainment, leaving her, Ye, Peng, and the girl who came last. Ye turned out to be like an elder, slowly persuading, and then no matter what Qing thought, he directly pulled a group of people and went to the Newcastle beer hall, asked for a private room, ordered a bunch of beer, and of course did not forget to give Qing a bottle of drink. Looking at Ye Na's bitter mouth and comforting the two of them, one will say Peng, and the other will say Peng's girlfriend, that enthusiasm is really the same as when I first met him.
The beer disappeared in the bottle, and the boy named Peng and his girlfriend gradually had a smile on their faces, and in the end, the two of them toasted Ye together, perhaps because Peng's girlfriend didn't know how Ye introduced himself at the beginning, and raised the cup in front of Qing: Sister-in-law, I'm sorry, I delayed you and my eldest brother today, and this glass of wine is our reparation. After saying that, before Qing could react, the girl had already raised her head and drank the wine. Qing Leng didn't know where to explain or be silent, she peeked at Ye, and he didn't react at all. After drinking the beer, he said to the two of them: Okay, go back and reflect on yourself, and tomorrow if I hear any of you talk about this again, I will pour him two bottles first.
Peng and his girlfriend left together, and Ye sent the two out, leaving Qing in the room. The room suddenly became so quiet that Haru felt a little uncomfortable, after all, Ye was still a stranger to her. I have made too many inexplicable moves today, and I really don't know what will happen next at this time.
I'm sorry today, but it turned out that I was just having a meal, but you haven't been able to have a relaxing entertainment. The first thing Ye said when he returned to the private room was that Qing found something to say: It's nothing, I haven't thanked you for inviting me to dinner! Ye looked at the watch and said, the time is not early, can you be convenient?
Qing didn't know why she came up with a lot of words: It's okay, it's okay, it's just me, my family is in Banan, and the house I'm renting now is on the Ciqikou side.
Oh, not close. Or I'll take you back first, there won't be a bus at this late hour.
It's okay, anyway, tomorrow is a rest, you don't have to go to the newspaper, and your interview for today will not be submitted until next week.
In this way, if you don't go out for a walk together, it's so stuffy here that I can't even get angry!
Ye consulted her for the first time today, and Qing suddenly felt a little uncomfortable, from six o'clock in the evening to now it was almost midnight, and all of Ye's decisions were made by himself. But she couldn't find a reason to refuse, so she nodded and took a sip of the rest of the drink in her cup.
Walking out of the Newcastle beer hall, Qing actually didn't let herself go in the direction of Shapingba, but walked directly across the street in the direction of the high-tech zone, she didn't know what was driving her feet to react like this. But Ye didn't raise any objections, and walked slowly beside her.
Ye is no longer so self-conscious, but follows the rhythm of Qing's footsteps very much, and slowly the two of them start from why Qing chose to interview Ye at the beginning, to their respective jobs, to their hobbies on weekdays, and even to their respective families. In fact, Ye didn't ask her more, but Qing told him about her family situation and even the breakup of her ex-boyfriend one by one, I don't know if it was because she saw Ye's words and patience when she was comforting Peng, she actually felt that this man was the object she could confide in, and the secret that had been pressed in her heart for many years was also fully revealed at this moment. After saying that, she found herself much more relaxed, and Ye kept smiling and keeping pace with her. When she finished speaking, she realized that what she knew about Non was limited to his work and daily life, and he barely said anything about his family.
Qing still couldn't help but ask: Sister-in-law must be a very virtuous person! Ye didn't answer her immediately when he heard this, but asked Qing very easily: You really want to know. Qing actually nodded and said, "Yes." She couldn't believe she could even say such an impolite thing. However, Ye didn't seem to mind, and he didn't notice that Qing's face was already red after saying this word.
It turns out that Ye does have a family, but it is already in name only, and it has been almost two years since he was separated from his wife, and Qing almost didn't understand that a person like Ye would be full of sadness when he talked about his almost failed marriage, and he could imagine how much Ye loved his wife at the beginning, but now it is almost as indifferent as boiled water, if it is a thorough understanding and perception of life, it is better to say that it is a manifestation of emotional despair. I don't know how much bitterness is behind the seemingly calm and indifferent, maybe only he can understand that there will be such a bitterness behind a man who is successful in his career, which makes Qing feel a desire to appease him, she used to care about a person so much, but she was also hurt so deeply, maybe she can't feel how deep the pain is in Ye's heart, but she can analyze how deep her wounds are.
There is always an end to this kind of pace, after all, the legs are not the heart, and you want to stop when you are tired. When Qing quietly hammered her thigh, Ye asked with concern if she was tired and was ready to send her home. Ke Qing said something that might be the first time in her life that she took the initiative like this: But I don't want to go back for the time being, anyway, I will go back alone. Ye looked at her and asked her if she wanted to go to his house to sit down, it was not far from here, it was on Oil Road. Qing nodded again, she didn't understand why she always followed Ye today, no matter what he said, she never objected. From the rejection of the interview with him at the beginning, to the phone appointment several times later, from Ye only giving herself half an hour to interview, to the dinner in the evening, she almost didn't have any opinions of her own, just like a well-behaved little woman just followed, without a little complaint.
It was a small one-bedroom suite, and the furniture was very simple when you entered the room, except for a few chairs and a dining table, and in addition to a few chairs and a dining table, there was a TV set that looked a little old. Ye said that he also rented this house, he didn't want to go back to his home, and it has been empty since the house was bought and renovated, but the empty house always gives people a feeling of being too lonely, and he would rather let himself stay in this relatively small space.
I don't know why, as soon as Qing arrived in the house and sat down, she felt that her eyelids couldn't hold it anymore. One by one, the yawning began, and it couldn't be stopped. Ye smiled, and Haruya blushed embarrassedly.
Why don't you rest! Although the house is smaller, it is still no problem to sleep personally. Qing nodded without even thinking about it, she seemed to be just an obedient child today, and everything was left to Ye to decide.
Nono went to the bathroom and listened to the sound of a water heater. Then Ye went into the bedroom again, took out a casual T-shirt that looked very loose, and handed it to Qing: Sorry, I don't have pajamas here, so I have to order it. The water is hot, go wash and go to sleep!
Qing took her underwear and went into the bathroom, put on the T-shirt after taking a shower, and a man's breath with tobacco spread out between her noses, but it didn't make her feel disgusted, but she felt an indescribable feeling comfortable, and the length of the T-shirt just covered half of her thighs, which could be used as pajamas.
Coming out of the bathroom, in the living room, Liye had put several chairs side by side, spread a quilt and watched TV. Qing walked over with her clothes in her arms: Am I sleeping here?
What to say! Ye laughed. How can I let you sleep here, go ahead, the bed in the bedroom is already made, you can sleep with the door closed, and I'm going to take a shower too. After saying that, Ye also took a T-shirt and went into the bathroom.
Qing looked at the chairs side by side, the length should be enough, but with a width of more than thirty centimeters, she really couldn't imagine how Ye could sleep for a while, she pulled the quilt to cover her legs, leaned her head on a pile of books in front of the pillow, and also watched TV. But the eyes did not obey the call, and slowly closed. When she was half-asleep and half-awake, she seemed to hear Ye calling herself, and she tried to open her eyes, and it turned out that Ye was standing in front of her after taking a bath. Go to sleep in the bedroom, Ye whispered.
What about you?
I'm just sleeping here.
Can you sleep?
It's not that expensive, it's okay for a night.
Oh! Although Haru's answer, she didn't have the strength to move, and her eyes began to close again. She could feel Nono pick her up along with the quilt, and the only thing she could do was hold No's neck and let no lift her from the chair in the living room to the bedroom and gently lower her.
At the moment when Ye turned off the lights, she suddenly called Ye Ye and said: Don't close the door, I'm afraid of being alone!
Thinking of this, Qing suddenly sobered up, subconsciously lifted the quilt, felt his body again, and found that there was nothing unusual, so he breathed a long sigh of relief. And the seductive scent began to take over her entire breath, her clothes were next to the pillow, and she took out her watch to see that it was already past 11 o'clock in the morning.
Qing got up and walked out of the bedroom, looking for the fragrance and walked into the kitchen, Ye was concentrating on boiling a pot of something, heard the sound of her coming in, turned his head and smiled at her: Wake up. Haruru felt a little silly and walked over to see what Ye was boiling in the pot. Ye may not have thought that Qing would come over like this, and his hand hurriedly put down the scoop in his hand, but he inadvertently touched Qing's leg when he fell. Qing only remembered that he came out wearing such a dress, although it was the same after taking a shower last night, but after all, it is not the same concept as last night, and his face is red. But he didn't take his steps away, and continued to pretend to be idle to see what was in the pot.
There are some red and green things in the pot, and some shiny ones, which turned out to be eight-treasure porridge, no wonder it is so fragrant. Did you boil it yourself? Harushi turned her head and asked.
Yes, I don't usually cook at home, so I only have some dry ingredients, and I will just have a little bit, first pad my stomach, and then go out to eat later.
All right! Qing nodded, can you taste it? I'm still really a little hungry.
Of course, you can go out first, and I'll bring you a bowl.
Qing obediently went out, and in a blink of an eye, Ye came out with two bowls, and put one of the bowls in front of Qing, and Qing Ye didn't care that Ye was still looking at herself, and began to eat it violently while blowing the still hot porridge.
That morning, Haru was moved by the wild, and also moved by his own innocent performance, it turned out that he could still have such a simple time.
From that day on, Qing would always take the initiative to call Ye, and Ye was no longer as indifferent to her as before, as a reporter who had just entered the industry, she got a lot of knowledge from Ye for a lot of information in the industry, and sometimes she worked too late and didn't want to go back to the rented house alone to face the cold four walls, so she would call Ye directly and say that she was going to stay with him at night. When she encounters Ye and wants to work overtime, Ye will let her take the key by herself and go first.
Time flies, autumn has been over for some time, and the weather is getting colder and colder. That day, Ye was also working overtime, and when he got home, although he walked in very lightly, Qing hadn't fallen asleep yet, and Qing had developed the habit of opening the door to watch Ye sleep. Listening to the natural feeling of cold moaning when Ye came out of the bath, Qing said another sentence that she might never say to a man again in this life: Ye, I have something to say to you when you come here. Nono got up from his chair and walked to the bedroom door to ask her what was the matter. Qing rangye sat on the edge of the bed, then stretched out his hand to wrap his arms around Ye's waist and said: Don't sleep outside, work is so hard, I can't bear to let you rest well at night. The bed is so big that two people can sleep.
Ye's body shook slightly: Qing, I'm a man.
Haru didn't let go, but pulled the hand around the wild to the bed. She could feel that Ye didn't refuse, and it was hard to think that no one could refuse. She moved her body a little inside, leaving enough for the wild to lie down, and then turned around and was said to the wild: Sleep well! Remember to call me tomorrow morning.
That night, Qing actually didn't fall asleep at all, although the two seemed to be so close, but after all, the man who slept next to him had nothing to do with him. He could feel the man's breathing, and he could even feel what was about to happen, I don't know why, she never thought that there would be such an intimate relationship with Ye before Ye lay down next to him, but today everything was dominated by herself, maybe Ye didn't think about refusing, maybe she didn't know how to refuse, but no matter what, Ye slept beside her. She wondered how she could be so sensitive to listen to a man's breathing, what her ex-boyfriend's breathing was like, she had never felt it, but the wild breath did not bring her a little hypnotic effect, but made her breathing continue to speed up, the heat of the body kept increasing, obviously it was winter, but the skin was oozing a little sweat. Is Wild asleep? She asked herself secretly, but she couldn't turn around to see if the man next to her had fallen asleep, and the inexplicable urge to urinate was getting stronger and stronger. Until she couldn't stand it anymore, she groped to turn herself, perhaps having adapted to the feeling of darkness, and saw that Ye's eyes were closed and her breathing was even, she lightly crossed Ye's body and got out of bed, and rushed to the bathroom like a fly. released the rapids in his body, and also released the nervous mood he had been nervous about.
Back in the bedroom, Haru's voice was as soft as she could, but she still kicked the no, but it didn't seem to wake him up, so she quickly fell asleep. But I don't know if it's because it's too cold or because of nervousness, when I got into the quilt, I felt a warm body next to me, and I understood that I was busy drilling the wrong quilt, and she was completely panicked at this time, and she didn't know whether to leave or continue to stay in this quilt. But apparently this time he had woken up Ye, his body moved, and in the process of moving, his hand touched her T-shirt that was rolled up and exposed because she got into the quilt in a panic, and Qing obviously felt her body tremble at that moment.
Are you cold? Although the hand was only touched lightly and then removed, Haru was confused by No's question and didn't know how to answer, and the blood in her whole body surged violently at that moment. I don't know what drove her to turn sideways and hug Ye, whatever, just think of it as if I seduce him, Qing's brain was full of such emotions, and her hands rubbed against Ye's chest. Ye didn't ask her anything more, everything seemed to happen naturally, and when Haru's frenzy calmed down, Haru's thoughts turned out to be a kind of thought that she would definitely think was very lewd in normal times.
Ye stroked Qing's body and said: You haven't forgotten my current condition! Qing's consciousness suddenly returned to reality, but what can be done if it is already like this! She just let her head on the wild chest and gently clicked it and said, "You don't have to think about it so much."
The next day's work, Qing didn't have any thoughts at all, couldn't write a word, and didn't know what to type out in front of the computer. She suddenly felt that she really couldn't let it go, so she didn't think about it so much, but she couldn't control it.
The number of the ex-wife who seemed to remember from the phone book of the wild suddenly flooded into her brain, and she picked up the phone and hesitated for a long time, and finally dialed the number.