Beautiful in the wind and rain
The wind is blowing, and I inadvertently wake up my body, I don't know if I will be awake tonight, and I understand that the wind has come quietly.
You always laugh at my tardiness, even though I don't know how far away, but I always like to delay the agreed time by a few tens of seconds, I don't know if you know that I need to do it on purpose. But you're always very indifferent to my tardiness, and I can't make my tardiness any longer. Because whenever I see your plain greeting, I know that I will be a happy woman again, because with your friendship, I can completely release myself.
Outside the window, another gust of wind blew, and a smell began to permeate the air. A familiar smell, I knew it was the smell of rain, and the rain was coming. Before I met you, I don't know how many nights I was walking alone in the wind and rain, tasting the cold of the wind and the sourness of the rain. But now I don't need it anymore, because with your mood, I can forget about the wind and rain.
Closing the window, not wanting to hear the wind and rain again, I am back in your "presence" again. And you don't know it, you can't see it, and I don't tell you. Although you seem to be so close to my eyes, as if I can clearly hear every beat of your heartbeat, in fact, you are still so far away from me, and you can only feel close and maintain between me and you. Are you far away from me?!
Have forgotten how you came to be, only to unknowingly have an attachment to you. I know you're looking forward to it too, and I can feel your eagerness and hope. You're always waiting for me on that end, always sending me your greetings at the first time before I can see clearly. But slowly I got used to the first one who would always be you, a smiling face :) to give you an answer in time. Maybe it's the girl's reserve, maybe it's my contradictions, I'm always unwilling to let you know my expectations and eagerness easily, and I deliberately hide my mood. Actually, sometimes I really want to...... But don't dare, do you understand?
Relaxation is always the pleasure you bring to me. I can laugh uncontrollably, without the slightest ladylike smile. Because I am happy, because you bring me joy. The solemn topic is always gently carried by you without a trace, just like the wind outside the window, gently embraced.
Gentleness, always the beauty you bring to me. I can write all over the sadness, so sad that I don't think about it in the slightest. But I am willing, because of your great love, tears are always dried in your words, without a trace of artificiality, just like the rain outside the window, warmth instead.
I don't know if it's because my attachment is too obvious or my attachment is too deep, and you found out that I care and are reluctant. So the story that was repeated a lot was kicked off, but it made me silent for a long, long time. Listening to your call of "Di Di Di Di", my hands are so weak, and I don't know what to do when I put them on the keyboard.
Maybe it's not sudden, maybe it's predestined, but I still don't know what to do. I have imagined your appearance again and again many nights, but I don't know why I dare not imagine you too well, for fear of disappointing myself! Why be disappointed, can you understand? Because I really have something to look forward to.
The window has been closed by me for a long time. Maybe it's because of this that I suddenly feel hot, and in the frenzy, I have the consciousness of wanting to release the galloping energy, because I feel depressed and heavy. Outside, the wind was still raining, the wind was clinging to my clothes, the rain brushed my long hair, and I returned to the wind and rain again, except for the calm I used to have. On this stormy night, I feel extremely relaxed. This is me, I have been looking forward to the beauty of the wind and rain, leaving the wind and rain of nature, but you gave me another wind and rain, I am still a beautiful woman in the wind and rain, and the wind and rain are inadvertently set off by you, why should I avoid this wind and rain is invasion!
Come on, I think I'm going to tell you this. Make the real you and the real me feel real in life. Just like this wind and rain, carrying countless blessings and misfortunes, don't I always look forward to the real beauty in the wind and rain! If you can bear the wind and rain of reality, if you can still give me the beauty in the wind and rain, I am willing to let this beauty continue. Can you understand?
In the sky, the wind and rain continued, and I returned to your "presence" to start a real story, no longer virtual about each other's feelings. It's just that I already have the mood to make you understand, can you still give me such a real beauty in the wind and rain?