Although it is the same as every spring, there is a scene of rejuvenation everywhere, but this year's spring does not feel like that for him. On February 14th, such a meaningful day, I stepped on the road of not a tea house or a concert hall, and sat quietly on the train. The sky slowly darkened, just like his mood!

There was no one on the platform to see them off, and no one knew. Because he didn't want anyone to know that what he was leaving was not the city, but the mood and loss that the city brought him, he turned on his mobile phone, turned to the phone book column, and the familiar names were displayed in the rows, should he call anyone? Close your eyes, let your fingers tap on the keys, and stop! God, maybe it's too familiar, because the dialing of this number is almost a part of his daily life.

The "beep, beep, beep" bell rang three times and was hung up! He smiled, everything was so familiar, everything was habitual. Ten minutes passed, and the phone remained silent, as it had many times before. So he turned on "Messages" and typed them one by one: "Wo Be."

Xia

g Ti

g Ti

g Ni De She

g Yi

，Yi

Wei Xia

Zai Wo De Ee Bia

Qua

Shi Tie Gui De Ho

g Mi

g . Ke Hai Shi Bu Ne

g ！ Zai Jia

Le ，Wo De Bao Bei ！ The last letter had been blurred by the tears that had quietly dripped down, and he pressed it lightly three times, hoping to get the most open mood in front of her. After the confirmation had been issued, he leaned back into the not-so-spacious middle bunk and closed his eyes, as if trying to calm himself down. Forget about other calls, find the direction and find the place where you are in the mood and then call or send E-mail!

After a while, a special message sounded, and he pressed it twice.

“What ？” It's a message that exists on her phone, but it always appears on his.

“Mei She

Me ，Wo Ra

g Xi

Qi

g Sa

Bu . Ni Zao Diao Xiu Xi Ba ，Wo Zou Le ！ This habit of speaking in pinyin started when I met her, and I may not have it again in the future, and I won't use it again. When the message was sent, he turned off his phone, the first time he had stopped waiting for her reply.

It's been almost two months here! Because the weather has slowly warmed up, every day in addition to work or work, crazy work has made him not to repair his hair for a long time, this change in the weather makes him feel as if he is wearing a dense hat on his head.

Seeing that it was almost five o'clock, he took a leave of absence from the boss for the first time, and of course he was easily approved, because it was only an hour before he left work. After packing up the things on the table, he remembered that he didn't know where there was a hair salon nearby, and asked the colleague at the next table to find out that there was one in the corner of the company's downstairs. He didn't know that he had become so indifferent to the things around him, and he had been like this for more than two months.

Going downstairs and going out the corner, he entered the hair salon called "Mood". The young lady greeted him very warmly, he smiled and sat in front of the mirror, looking at the face in the mirror with a somewhat old feeling, is that himself? Hearing Miss's inquiry, he turned to Miss and said, "You can look at it and make me look so old that I don't feel so old." And then laughed myself!

"You're young!" The young lady is very good at talking: "However, I will make you younger, but when the time comes, you have to hide from the streets, don't blame me!" ”

"Why"? He looked confused.

"I'm afraid that when the time comes, girls will chase you all over the street!"

"Hahahaha......" He was very amused this time. After laughing, I realized that I hadn't relaxed myself like this for a long time, and I released my mood.

Electric scissors, hand scissors, hair dryers, and razors were the same, and after the ringing, the young lady rubbed some hairspray on his head, stood in front of his side and gently combed each strand of hair with her hands, very carefully and carefully, her body was swinging left and right in front of him with her movements, and the degree of attention was not pressed by the concentration of making a work of art.

An itchy sensation kept sweeping the tip of his nose, and he opened his eyes that had been half-closed, and it turned out that it was the young lady's long pale chestnut hair that had unintentionally slipped in front of his eyes. Suddenly he felt so familiar, the hair, the color, and the smell of shampoo, he took a deep breath, and the old her appeared in front of him again.

It was so clear, so obvious, so that he couldn't control his emotions!

He knew how to leave, but he felt the surprise of everyone in the hair salon, threw down the money, ripped off the cloth, and without even a superfluous movement, he ran out the door as fast as he could.

Stopped a taxi and said his address. The irrepressible tears poured down his face, and when the lights were first on, they were so bright by the few lights outside the car......

Almost frantically, he ran upstairs, opened the door, turned on the light, opened the suitcase that had not been opened since he came here, and took out the small paper bag covered with the word "CD".

The hair that lay out at the bottom of the bag was still lying there the same, and it did not change a little because of the change of time and place. It was all he had picked up her long hair one by one during the days he had been with her, and stored it in this bag. She always loses her hair so easily, but she always likes to let his hand gently run through her hair, watching her eyes closed so intoxicated, he will always gently kiss her lovely lips, and then hug her tightly......

It was an indelible and unforgettable her, in fact, she had always been in the deepest corner of his psyche, although he changed his mobile phone number; Despite allowing yourself to disappear without a trace; Despite the hectic work; Although he no longer sings; Albeit...... But it's not that he doesn't miss her, he just presses his heart, doesn't rush to rush, and doesn't want her to change her forced decision. Because apart from love, she really can't give her anything, life is always so realistic, she has to face the stability demanded by her parents, to meet the thoughts of her parents who raised her to grow up, and he can't give those for the time being, how can she give up the person she loves the most to bear less than him? Her indifference is not something she really wants to do, because tomorrow he is not only unknown, but also the waiting before tomorrow will put her under unnecessary pressure, because it is her parents after all! Love gives but can't give the reality of life, he and she are actually the same pain, looking at the tears in her inner area, his heart is really broken to the point that it can no longer be stitched, love gives them the same torture and pain.

Tears hung on his face like strings of beautiful pearls on this night, so crystalline, so helpless, so painful......

Find a blank piece of paper, spread it on the table, and close the window. He was afraid that the merciless wind would accidentally blow away his love, and he didn't know how to find it! Pouring those strands of hair on the white paper, he carefully straightened the strands one by one, so careful, so focused, so affectionate.

When he straightened out all his hair, he tied it all together, but it was only a very small bunch, less than the thickness of a thumb, but it was how many days and nights of his thoughts and love, and it was so long by the reality of life!

turned on the computer, he quickly downloaded Lin Yilian's song in MTV - "At least there is you", put the bundled hair in the palm of his hand, looked at the faint chestnut hair, and listened to Lin Yilian's charming voice: "I'm afraid it's too late, I want to hold you, I know that I feel that your wrinkles have traces of time, until I affirm your truth, until I lose my strength, I am willing for you." I can't move, and I have to look at you until I feel the snow on your hairline, until my vision becomes blurry, until I can't breathe, so that we can't leave. If I can give up the whole world, at least there are still you worthy of my cherishment, you are here, it is the miracle of life; Maybe the whole world I can forget, just don't want to lose a message, the mole in your palm, where I always remember. It's not easy for us, we can't help ourselves, I'm afraid that time is too fast, not enough to look at you carefully; I'm afraid that time is too slow, and I'm worried about losing you day and night, and I can't turn white overnight and never be separated. This is the song he sang to him for the first time, although it was only on the phone, but she cried, crying so affectionately, that he couldn't help but feel her mood clearly! Maybe it's the destination of this song, he is always reluctant to let go every time he hugs her deeply, afraid of being too late, afraid of losing!

In the end, he still lost her, I don't know if the time is fast or slow, the days together seem to be too short and too short, but the thoughts are inexplicably long and long!

He finally couldn't help it, and for the first time, he didn't keep his promise to her, didn't wait for her choice after calling her mobile phone, but directly picked up the phone and dialed the familiar number that he had never dialed before.

There was her familiar voice from there, but he didn't speak, for he heard in the microphone the song "The King's New Song" that he had been listening to when they parted that day, and which had kept him and her unable to hold back tears. This song, whose name and content are completely incompatible and imaginative, touched both him and her like that. So he put the microphone close to the speakers on the computer, and let the two songs echo in their ears like a blend.

Silence is sometimes terrible, but at this time it makes him have infinite warmth and longing. The two songs kept playing, his heart kept beating, and he thought she should be the same!

"Where are you"? She finally said the first sentence, as if she asked calmly with suppressed excitement.

"Far from you"! His answer was almost nothing!

"Why don't you say goodbye"? She finally inadvertently expressed the somewhat grumbling voice in her words.

"Actually, I told you, but you didn't care." He replied lightly, hoping that he would not show any mood as much as possible!

"How about coming back? You don't have to be like this, we're still friends! ”

"Yes, because I LOVE YOU!"

Her crying was already very clear on the phone, accompanied by her choked voice of "why" made his heart hurt so much that he bent the hair in his hand and bent it again, his heart was so painful that he gritted his teeth and tried hard, and the blood in the corners of his mouth had made him feel that little fishy taste!

Finally, a moment before he couldn't control himself, he hung up the phone and violently pushed open the window, and shouted loudly towards the city outside the window, which was already full of lights: "Ah...... Yes...... Ah......h

Two years later, he deliberately chose the day of February 14th, put the bundle of hair in his close pocket, and stepped on the plane, the destination was the city he left two years ago, he wanted to go back to find his lost mood, which should have belonged to him two years ago!

What awaits him?

Is there only a faint chestnut hair that accompanies him?!

Before boarding, he took out his phone one last time: "Wo Hui Lai le!" ”

"Didi" twice, the message was issued, he turned off his mobile phone and walked to the ticket gate.