At the beginning of the formation of human beings, they relied on the bravery and fearlessness of men, hunting for the most basic conditions for survival, not to mention enjoying life, only men's blood can exchange for the hope of life. At that time, it was also a society where men had the supreme human dignity and the dignity of the right to dominate existence, so they would rather lose their lives, because men who lost their dignity no longer had the right to dominate, because survival itself was also a man's own need.

I know that I can't speak for men as a group of men about our ancestors and the same sex today, because I'm just one of them, and I was born in the twenty-first century, and the men of the years BC have incomparable social conditions with me, so I can only taste the men of my generation who may be similar to me, and those who have been socially accepted.

In this jungle where there are no longer ancestors fighting, there is less fragrance of the soil, less trees that shade the sun, but more pungent dust, and more towering high-rise buildings. I'm glad I don't have to worry about daily hunger, but I am often rejecting the needs of my stomach and intestines, stubbornly trying to empty my body, from the mind of the brain to the organs of the body. Japanese and Korean men seem to be the most obvious examples in this regard, the tavern seems to be another home, and the pressure of life is to a large extent as heavy as the survival pressure of our ancestors, so there is such a group of men, it seems that they do not need the effect of alcohol, because even the men who just sit in it no longer have the same sense of relaxation and presumptuousness, and there are more and more such men around us. And the hair is no longer black and dense, but gradually becomes less and thinner, and even bald prematurely.

A lot of time after work, walking down the street, I also think about where I should go this night, often in this kind of self-questioning, from the office to the door, blankly open the door, still can't find a place to go. If there was a tavern culture in China, I think at least I would be a fan of it now and many men like me. In fact, to say that there should be a lot of nightlife now, it's not really that there is no place to go, but I just don't want to or can't and don't want to go.

The bowling alley doesn't seem to be a place to relax after work, the gym seems to be a good place to go, but it's impossible to go to work every day with a gym bag in addition to a briefcase! That seems a little nondescript. Nightclubs and KTV rooms are also a place of recreation, and you can yell at will when you close the door, but to be honest, no matter which city in the world, nightclubs and pornography are always related to fiction and reality, and a man who often goes in and out of such places doesn't seem to be very good! Although sometimes you just want to find a place to sit, a single man, even if you don't speak, the color medium will appear in front of you, and the same can't be easy. The bar seems to be a little better, but the concept in the bar is not the culture of a tavern, the deafening music and screaming, it should be called catharsis, it seems to be a little too much. Tea culture should be elegant, but a table of either gamblers or false business transactions, which really damages the taste of tea. Therefore, there are many, many kinds of men in this world.

Those bosses who are busy with their own businesses or companies are already senior white-collar workers, and they are still working at night, but many of them have shifted their work locations from Office to those night worlds of entertainment, and behind the smiling faces of your brother and my friend, a sharp knife is waiting for each other's necks at any time, and the tension before the attack is not as easy as in the Office. For the most part, human nature was also replaced by "merchant" (let's call it), and the home was a place for these men to sleep, change clothes, and rest their faces.

Ordinary white-collar workers and those small bosses who don't pursue too much work outside of 9 to 5, and the time outside the office is "throwing" money according to their own personality. Leaving work is life, and there is work in life, and no one, including themselves, can not figure out whether they are enjoying life or wasting time. Three-point line or the occasional increase is the main itinerary in life.

More men are still the first choice to go home after work, stopping by the market or supermarket to buy some dishes on the table tomorrow or tonight. Although he rarely talks about firewood, rice, oil and salt among colleagues, he is really doing it, and such a man is also life is work, and work is life. Every bit of energy is put into the real today and tomorrow. Occasional complaints, sighs and anger about life, but after dawn, riding a bicycle and huddling a bicycle still repeats the step-by-step footprints.

There are some men who only believe in themselves from the beginning, and games are perhaps the most real thing in his life. The concept that everything is dispensable, that life does not bring death does not bring away is not only money for them, but also about life and everything in life. Feelings, career, and health, all in the eyes are just the possession and self-righteousness of the hands at the moment. I don't understand who is cheating on whom, whether it's life or such a man!

A small number of men who have been stripped of reality are always trying to get close to reality, but they often still stick to their inherent principles at the last moment, despise reality, and even have the spirit of their ancestors. I'd rather lose my life to maintain the dignity and rights of a man, but I don't know if this is a unique personality in this real society, but I really think about it, when I try to get close to reality, such a personality has no value. Survival in contradiction may be the truest portrayal of this part of the man, and it will accompany their thoughts for a lifetime. I don't know if I should sigh or regret it, such men may be talented, but loneliness and arrogance inadvertently erase their value.

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No one can tell how many kinds of men there are in the world, and how many kinds of mentality there are for a man, which is something that men themselves can't figure out. And I myself am also confused in the certainty of self, and I have been looking for the answer and positioning of myself, from the beginning of my life to the end of my life. Man, what kind of feeling should it be after tasting?!