Chapter 20 Mental Pollution
She waited for a whole week, but there was no news from Xu Mengzhou, and Lin Yushan felt a sour feeling in his heart.
Three years later, the time to reconnect with him now is so happy, like a dream, and dreams are not supposed to exist in the real world.
Now, does she want to act as if it didn't happen and continue with the next three years of ignorance?
Lin Yushan's hand holding the quilt gradually loosened, slowly moved to the foot of the bed, and reached for the mobile phone on the TV cabinet.
Open WeChat, still click on the top dialog box to enter a string of text.
[Mr. Xu, how are you doing?] ]
Delete.
[Mr. Xu, I'm in some trouble, I want to ask what you should do......]
Delete it again.
She put down her phone irritably and lay on her back on the bed.
Jingle bell - the landline rings. It was a check-out reminder call from the front desk of the hotel.
Lin Yushan got up from the bed in the hotel, and the clothes hanging on the hanger were quickly dried by the heater. She put her belongings in her backpack and went to the front desk to check out as usual.
Lin Yushan came back a little later this time than before. When I got downstairs to the dormitory, it was ten o'clock in the evening, and there was still an hour before the curfew. However, in order to let the students come back early, the dormitory manager will close the door of the corridor a little earlier.
"Auntie!" Lin Yushan knocked on the window, "It's me Lin Yushan, please open the door." ”
The dormitory manager was watching the drama with a tablet, and she didn't hear her knocking on the door outside. Lin Yushan repeatedly called for a long time before his aunt reacted, yawning and impatiently opening the latch.
"Why did you come back so late?" The aunt stepped on a pair of sandals and looked at her lazily.
"I'm sorry Auntie, I'm late for something this time," Lin Yushan squeezed in from the middle of the door with his bag in both hands, a little embarrassed. "I'll come back sooner later."
The aunt squinted at her and ran up the stairs in three steps and two steps, shook her head for a while and sighed, how can the girls nowadays come back later and later.
Lin Yushan's dormitory is on the fourth floor 420, and when she arrived at the door, she found that her roommate had returned, and she could still hear the chatter in the dormitory behind closed doors. She stood in the doorway to calm down, with a peaceful smile on her face, and pushed the door open.
The three masks looked at her at the same time, and the dormitory that had been talking and laughing just now suddenly became silent.
When Lin Yushan opened the dormitory door, the roommates turned their heads to look at her at the same time. The original atmosphere of laughter and laughter came to an abrupt end.
All three of them wore masks, looking like three masks of the same height from a distance, and it was impossible to see their true expressions.
Lin Yushan entered the door with a smile on his face, took off his backpack and put it in his locker, and said hello politely: "I'm back." ”
The other two roommates, Yan Xiaoting and Zhang Shanshan, did not continue the conversation just now, the two just glanced at Lin Yushan, and then discussed the plot of the recent hit web drama by themselves.
"Yushan, why is it so late today? We all thought you weren't coming back in the evening! Another roommate, Jiang Wenjun, took off his mask, looked at Lin Yushan's newly changed clothes, and said with a smile.
"It's a little late to come back, but luckily you haven't slept yet." Lin Yushan smiled embarrassedly.
"Let's go, I haven't washed up yet, shall we go together?" Jiang Wenjun said that he was about to pull her to the bathroom.
Lin Yushan took a step back and waved his hand, "Go ahead, I've washed it." ”
"Oh......" Jiang Wenjun replied thoughtfully.
In the end, she simply washed her face and brushed her teeth, Lin Yushan returned to the dormitory with a cup and towel and opened the locker door, this time her lotion was lying in the cupboard. Lin Yushan sighed, squeezed out a little lotion and poured it on his hand, dissolved it with his palm and gently patted it on his face.
After Jiang Wenjun finished washing, she went to visit other dormitories, and there were only three people in the dormitory: her, Yan Xiaoting, and Zhang Shanshan. After the two of them discussed the plot of the online drama, they returned to their respective beds and swiped their mobile phones together, as if they were chatting with WeChat.
As long as Jiang Wenjun is not there, the dormitory will be very quiet. Lin Yushan felt that Jiang Wenjun might be the only atmosphere group in the dormitory, and if it weren't for her existence, he and the other two roommates wouldn't have anything to say at all.
Now the whole dormitory is very quiet, only the sound of Lin Yushan gently patting his face with lotion. She actually guessed who used her cosmetics over and over again, and after thinking about it, it could only be one of Yan Xiaoting and Zhang Shanshan.
Zhang Shanshan's grades are average, and her appearance is average, and she always likes to act together with the glamorous Jiang Wenjun. However, among his classmates, it is obvious that Jiang Wenjun's appearance and personality are more open. Zhang Shanshan is a little inferior to her.
She doesn't care much about Lin Yushan, and most of her emotions are written on her face. Lin Yushan thought about it, maybe it was because he didn't talk much, and he wasn't too cold about fashion. It just so happens that Zhang Shanshan is not a person who likes to take the initiative to talk to others, so the two of them basically haven't said a few words for three years.
Zhang Shanshan loves shopping for ten minutes, and she buys whatever is popular. For example, a new net red number of a big-name lipstick, and a new bag from a light luxury brand, as long as it is not too far from her identity, simply put, she feels that she can get it by gritting her teeth, and she must buy it.
Her family conditions are average. Lin Yushan passed by the stairwell when he came out of the bathroom before, and heard Zhang Shanshan talking to his parents on the phone, and yelled into the phone in a hoarse voice, saying that the small loan he borrowed was about to be overdue, and if he didn't pay it back, it would affect his graduation. Lin Yushan knew the general idea, so he didn't continue to listen.
But Lin Yushan still felt strange. It stands to reason that the skin care products I use are all bought during Double 11 or promotional activities, and the brands are not international brands, most of them are domestic brands. Zhang Shanshan's skin care products are obviously much better than those she uses, does she really like her skin care products?
After all the processes on his face were completed, Lin Yushan squeezed out a little hand cream and applied it to the back of his hand. Climb to the top bunk and close the bed curtain, the bed curtain was chosen at the beginning of my freshman year, a black opaque base cloth, dotted with silver-white stars. In the dormitory, only when entering this semi-enclosed small space can she get a little temporary relaxation.
Lin Yushan turned on the lamp on the small table, and then opened the photo album of his mobile phone, rubbing the hand cream, while frowning at the screenshot of the conversation that Gao Yuan sent to him.
She's going to have to find out who posted it.
The top light went out suddenly, and only Lin Yushan's small desk lamp was still on in the entire bedroom.
"Sleep-sleep-" Zhang Shanshan's long voice came from the diagonal right.
Lin Yushan knew that Zhang Shanshan was urging her to turn off the lights, and when he saw that Jiang Wenjun hadn't come back yet, he said, "Wenjun hasn't come back in another dormitory." ”
"She'll be back herself." Zhang Shanshan's voice was a little lazy and impatient. Lin Yushan didn't say anything more, turned off the lamp and lay down.
She was very tired today, but she couldn't sleep. The two people who made her rumors lingered in their minds. spent an afternoon and evening searching for possible people, and had no clue except Guo Zi.
Lin Yushan suddenly heard the sound of a small phone call in front of him. The voice was small at first, but after a while it grew faster and faster, and the emotions gradually became agitated, and finally evolved into small whimperes.
The familiar scene is that Yan Xiaoting and his instructor boyfriend are talking on the phone. As long as she doesn't spend the night with her boyfriend, she will inevitably cry when she goes back to sleep in the dormitory.
Military training is the beginning of university life. At the time of military training, Lin Yushan's class, because she was the only girl, was often joked about by instructors and male classmates. During this period, there were male instructors and male classmates who chased her, and she was full of Xu Mengzhou at the time, where could she look at them.
In the face of the men's unmeasured ridicule, as long as it wasn't too much, she just pretended not to hear it, and she didn't run away when she felt offended, so she forced her back. It is estimated that her old-fashioned and stinky image was erected during military training that year.
Unlike the geology department, where the ratio of men and women is seriously imbalanced, the other classes are almost always lively and lively. The girls stood in a row in front and danced, while the boys and instructors sat in the back and whistled vigorously. Just after three years of high school and ushering in college, the ambiguous atmosphere of adolescence is full between boys and girls, and even the sweat baked by the scorching sun exudes the smell of hormones.
And Yan Xiaoting is one of them. She was born beautiful, the kind of sentimental, Shih Tzu beauty. The instructor of their class is an outdoor camp instructor hired by the school, not a regular soldier. Even so, Yan Xiaoting still fell in love with this handsome young boy at a glance.
The military training has not yet ended, and the matter of Yan Xiaoting and the instructor being together has already spread in the grade. Some people said that the instructor took the initiative to ask for Yan Xiaoting's WeChat, saying that this man's character was too poor. It is also said that the two of them have already had a relationship, and a large number of Yan Xiaoting are too stupid.
But what everyone didn't expect was that Yan Xiaoting had been talking to the instructor's boyfriend for three years, but they had been flirting with each other for the past three years. On the first day, the quarrel fell apart and vowed never to associate with each other again, and the second day it became a kiss and hug for you and me.
Yan Xiaoting's whimpering sound became louder and louder, accompanied by the sound of pulling out a tissue from the box. Because he was too emotional, his speech became a little slurred: "Didn't you say that you want to love me for the rest of your life, and now tell me that you want to go on a blind date, why did you go earlier, I will play with you like this for three years, what do you think of me!" Why don't you talk now? ”
Lin Yushan was shocked.
This kind of meaty talk that loves to come and go, Lin Yushan's ears have been calloused in the past three years. Every time I say I want to break up, the next day is not greasy and crooked.
She picked up her mobile phone from under the pillow and planned to send a WeChat message to Yan Xiaoting.
[Xiaoting... Can you be quiet, they all sleep. ]
She cried pitifully, wouldn't sending her a message at this time irritate her?
Lin Yushan thought about it for a long time, and finally deleted it, put down the phone, and then resigned himself to taking out a pair of earbuds and stuffing them into his ears.