Chapter 39 Old Feelings

A warm hand touched his forehead.

Bony fingers slid into her soft hair, along her scalp and down the back of her head.

A burst of inductance hit.

Fingers slid down her brow, watering her brow.

First the eyes, then the hairline, and finally the cheeks.

The palm of her hand finally opened, rubbing gently against her cheeks and behind her ears.

Sweat from his skin soaked the man's palm prints.

The palm of the hand suddenly retracted, tracing it carefully along her jawline with only her index finger, all the way to the corner of her lips.

She couldn't help but want to snuggle up with her head sideways.

The hands suddenly disappeared, and the space around them was distorted in an instant. After a strong feeling of weightlessness, she suddenly opened her eyes.

In front of him, there is only a relief glass chandelier with a pure white ceiling in the background.

Lin Yushan was stunned for a few seconds and breathed a sigh of relief.

It turned out to be a dream, and she was a little lost.

Sitting up from the bed and wiping the sweat from her forehead, she accidentally touched the wound, and her brows immediately wrung up. After slowing down for a while, I fumbled with my phone at the bedside and found that it was already eleven o'clock.

Splitting headaches.

How did you sleep for so long.

Lin Yushan grabbed the quilt and didn't dare to move, so he only pricked up his ears and listened for a long time.

There didn't seem to be any movement outside the door, and I remembered that Xu Mengzhou said to herself last night that she was going to Jingda early this morning to help her deal with the matter of changing the bedroom.

She dressed lightly. He opened the curtains, opened the door again, and stretched out his head to observe for a long time. After making sure that Xu Mengzhou was really not in the house, he finally breathed a sigh of relief.

Why did you suddenly daydream, Lin Yushan rubbed his head.

It's as if you've done something bad.

The dream just now was too real. Although she couldn't see the man's face clearly, she didn't have to think about it to know who the man in her dream was.

Damn it.

Fortunately, he was not at home, and if he found out, he would be embarrassed.

Although she knew it was illusory, she still blushed.

Is it because he lives here in Xu Mengzhou now, and he is the only one living in this house, so he has such a dream?

Lin Yushan remembered that when he lived in that small villa in the past, he had never had such an ambiguous dream.

She didn't know Huang Ying well, and she was so nervous when she got back there. I always feel like I'm stupidly in the way of other people's business.

She recalls her time in high school, when she had to come back from boarding school on weekends. As long as she thought of Xu Mengzhou and Huang Ying sleeping in another room, she couldn't sleep well.

When I was at school, there were always young and ignorant male and female classmates in and out of pairs, and Lin Yushan occasionally found young couples hugging and kissing in all corners of the school.

Because of her outstanding appearance and top grades, Lin Yushan has become the focus of the teachers' protection, and she is called a strict guard against the boys who like her.

At that time, she understood the importance of the college entrance examination to herself, so she devoted herself to studying. The ignorant feelings for Xu Mengzhou are also in a state of self-suppression.

But where is the heart of an adolescent girl really like a pool of stagnant water?

One night during self-study, the head teacher went to a meeting, and the classmates in the class talked and played without scruples. She was concentrating on the calculations on scratch paper when she heard two girls at the back table whispering about the "first time" in the school toilet with another girl in the next class.

The two girls at the back table seemed to be immersed in the scene, and Lin Yushan was stunned for a moment when he heard it, his face was red and white, and when he came back to his senses, he realized that the pen in his hand had leaked ink on the scroll.

Later, the teacher returned to the class after the meeting to explain the answers to the papers, and she realized that the science comprehensive test paper she was good at was actually wrong in several questions.

Thanks to her back table, Lin Yushan was so energetic that night that he couldn't sleep at all.

Although I have no experience in love, I still know everything I should know.

Lying on the bed, my mind was full of the kind of scene they had described before, and some strange images that were hard to talk about kept pouring out.

The point is that she involuntarily put these pictures on Xu Mengzhou.

But when I thought that the other party was Huang Ying......

Terrible.

Dysphoria. Obviously, his eyes are closed, and his thinking is still very honest. She could only toss and turn on the bed and kick the quilt.

Just thinking about it is already full of anger, the kind that is so angry that it can't eat for three days.

She scolded herself again and again for being abnormal, and she struggled until the early hours of the morning before she finally couldn't stay up and fell asleep.

Since then, in order to reduce the impact on her academic performance, she can only deliberately avoid both of them.

Once Lin Yushan didn't want to go back to live, so he casually made up an explanation for Xu Mengzhou. I said that my mock exam score has improved a lot recently, and I want to live on campus to maintain my study. This reason is reasonable, and Xu Mengzhou can only express his cooperation.

Her inner oS: Out of sight, out of mind, out of mind, I don't move.

The light shines through the shadows of the trees outside the window, and the golden spots fall on the feet, which is warm and comfortable.

Lin Yushan shook his head, put away the scattered thoughts, stepped on his slippers and went to the bathroom to wash.

Passing by the dining room, I glanced at the table, where a small bowl of kelp soup and half a drawer of xiaolongbao were placed on it. She reached out and touched the wall of the bowl to test the temperature, only to find that it had cooled down, maybe Xu Mengzhou got up early in the morning and bought it.

This time, he didn't knock on her door to wake her up, as he had done before.

Last time we had breakfast together... It was a long time ago.

Lin Yushan's eyes moved slightly, he continued to walk forward across the dining table, took out a disposable toothbrush from the mirror cabinet in the bathroom, squeezed the toothpaste, and fell into memories again in the faint mint smell.

When I used to live at his house, every eight o'clock in the morning on weekends, men would knock on her door on time.

What exactly did Xu Mengzhou do, his mental and physical strength seemed to be inexhaustible. Not only do you never sleep lazy, but you can't let others sleep lazy.

It's weird, obviously Huang Ying is still sleeping well in the room, but he wants to pull his sleep-deprived high school animal to accompany him to breakfast.

One day in the third year of high school, Lin Yushan really didn't want to get up, but he felt that he couldn't talk too much about sending people to lie in bed under the fence, so he had to be pulled to the breakfast shop by the man after washing up in a hurry.

On the table are xiaolongbao and kelp soup, which are steaming hot. She was dizzy and stuffed it into her mouth while answering Xu Mengzhou's questions about her study and life.

"I haven't been back for a month."

"Hmm."

"How did you get on this monthly exam?"

"It's okay, it's all normal play. This time the total score was 605. ”

The man frowned and questioned, "Didn't you tell me that the scores of the mock exams organized by the school have increased a lot during this time?" I remember last month's monthly exam score was 610. ”

As soon as Lin Yushan's chopsticks picked up a soup bag and put it in his mouth, he was choked by Xu Mengzhou's soul question.

It's over, and the reason I made up before to find an excuse not to go back to live has been debunked.

The soup in xiaolongbao flowed into the feeding tube, and no matter how hot it was, it could only be swallowed hard.

It is said that people's brains will not be bright when they get up early in the morning, how can they react so quickly when they get to Xu Mengzhou. If she knew that he would carry out a surprise attack, she would have to prepare in advance to report the score high.

"It's okay, I didn't mean to question you." Xu Mengzhou saw her reaction in his eyes, picked up a bottle of aged vinegar next to him and poured it into the flavor dish in front of her, and his tone was steady: "Your grades have stabilized, and it is normal for it to fluctuate up and down by about 10 points." ”

"I can ask your homeroom teacher about the monthly exam scores, you shouldn't lie." He didn't raise his eyelids, and still ate to himself quietly, "Since your grades are still at the regular level, how can you tell me that your mock test score has improved a lot?" ”

Lin Yushan lowered his head, his mind was racing and wondering how to say it in order to get back.

Xu Mengzhou finally put down his chopsticks and stared at her seriously, "I used to come back at least once a week, but I haven't come back in the past month." Did you encounter something at school that you couldn't talk about? ”

He paused, his fingers began to hold his glasses again, and his expression suddenly became a little embarrassed, as if he wanted to say something. Lin Yushan had never seen such an informative expression on his face, and she was a little happy to see it.

"You're not going to be in a relationship......

His expression was visibly puzzled, but his tone was affirmative. It seems that Lin Yushan will be crucified if he doesn't clarify this matter quickly in the next second.

Okay, now it's completely out of play.

What should she say, saying that she can't live in that house now, to be precise, under Huang Ying's nose.

Or now simply slapped the chopsticks on the table, pointed to Xu Mengzhou's face and said: Although your bedroom seems to be quiet every night, I can't figure out what you are doing every night, I will be very uncomfortable. I can't help but make up some strange images in my head. You've seriously affected my learning status as a senior in high school!

Say what, say this.

Heavens, spare me.

Lin Yushan just made up for it in his brain, and he felt so embarrassed that he exploded. Even if there is a Mariana Trench in front of you now, you can jump without hesitation.

"No, Mr. Xu, you misunderstood." She took a breath and said, "I'm really not in love, if you don't believe it, you can ask our head teacher." As for not coming back for a month, I think so, because I will still move out after I go to college, and I will have to take the college entrance examination in half a year, so maintaining my study status is one thing, and on the other hand, it can be regarded as preparing in advance for a person to live outside... You've been so good to me, and nothing is missing me. I myself know that it's hard to speak, so I made up a reason, don't be surprised. ”

After she finished speaking, she looked at Xu Mengzhou's gaze.

This reason is really not valid in the eyes of men, and it is even a little lame, but Xu Mengzhou did not go any further.

She couldn't find his expression, only felt that there seemed to be a trace of unbearability on the man's face.

This walk is three years. Even if I was in the same city, I never went back to that "home".

Lin Yushan was distracted, her movements were a little bigger, and when she brushed her teeth, she was poked by the toothbrush to the injured position of her lips, she frowned in pain, and spit out a mouthful of foam, which was a small red ball of blood.

She turned on the faucet and rinsed her mouth with a cup of water, then squeezed out a ball of cleansing foam to wash her face. After finishing her head and face, she neatly bit the hair band on her wrist and tied herself in a high ponytail.

Outside, there is a sound of the electronic door lock opening.

Ah, he's back.

Lin Yushan hurriedly took out a tissue to wipe his hands and prepared to go out.

As soon as I grasped the doorknob, suddenly, a familiar feeling came up in my body.