Chapter 71: Don't Leave Me

Xu Siling couldn't figure out why.

He doesn't think he's a competitive, and he's not a man who likes to make a big difference.

But his dedication to Raya Town and his help to Fei'er are obvious to all around him.

Even an Ally is a silly person who can know how important he is to Fei'er.

It's such a person, but he has no idea what happened last night.

She wasn't in Phil's plan.

Xu Siling was wearing a homemade protective suit and a mask, An Li didn't see his expression clearly, but found that Xu Siling's brown eyes became very indifferent.

"Xu, what's wrong with you."

Xu Siling shook his head and didn't say anything.

"Yesterday, when Miss Raya confessed her plan to me, I asked her curiously, why didn't she tell you about her plan."

Xu Siling raised her eyes: "How did she answer." ”

"What did she say. I almost forgot about it, too. Ann Li scratched her head, "Anyway, Miss Raya means that she doesn't think she can control you, and you're a very good but not ambitious person." ”

"Take control. I? ”

"Yes." An Li hugged her shoulders and swore an oath, "But I think Miss Raya has her own considerations, I don't think you need to care too much, Miss Raya has Miss Raya's reason, we, the entourage and guards, just act obediently with peace of mind!" ”

"Are we retinues, guards?"

Xu Siling's eyes narrowed slightly, he didn't think Fei'er had to control herself.

Fei'er should understand that she has always stood firmly on her side, and her support has never been out of control, so she naturally can't talk about control.

And in Fei'er's eyes, is he really just a casual person?

An Li wanted to say something more, but kept coughing.

"You can rest well."

Xu Siling got up and understood a little, even if she asked An Li for the details of last night's plan, Fei'er's temperament would not tell An Li everything, it was better to ask the person directly.

Seeing that Xu Siling didn't want to talk anymore, An Li didn't want to say anything more, so she lay down and prepared to close her eyes and rest.

Leaving An Li's bedroom, Xu Siling found Fei'er in the study house.

When I first came in, I found that there was an extra bed in the study room.

Phil was wearing a light blue tunic and she sat in a chair, the table full of scrolls of papers, all on official business.

Her golden hair was spread out, and the blue eyes under her bangs shifted from the scroll to look at Xu Siling, and the moment she saw Xu Siling come back, her blue eyes narrowed slightly, and her cute and immature face showed a smile.

You can see that she is really happy.

Fei'er has been looking forward to Xu Siling's return, and now she is wondering if Xu Siling will praise her after knowing the changes that have taken place in Raya Town.

She really wanted to share her feelings last night with Xu Siling.

"What was the result of this trip to Tamubao?"

Xu Siling glanced at the bookstore, slowly came to the desk and sat down, and said lightly: "No result yet, Tamu Fort is blocked, and I can't get a reply from Dahl Hamis, but I asked the people of the Frophon family to help me follow up on this matter, and I will bring back news when there is news." ”

Fei'er's pink lips pursed slightly, and when she talked about the Frophon family, she subconsciously remembered the Ella she had seen yesterday.

"It's good to have an arrangement, the collection of medicinal herbs can't be stopped, and now this is an urgent need in Raya Town."

"Hmm."

After chatting for a few words, Fei'er found that Xu Siling's state was a little wrong, or that she only realized that Xu Siling was strange from the beginning of coming in to the present.

When Xu Siling came to the study room or bedroom, he always liked to lean on the window position, because that position was ventilated.

And this time he came in and sat straight over and sat on the chair, his brown eyes full of indifference.

Fei'er was very smart, and immediately understood why Xu Siling had such an expression.

"Looks like you're not happy."

"Of course I'm happy, or I should celebrate you, finally victory, and take back everything that belongs to you."

"Are you mad at me for not telling you all about last night?"

The smile on Fei'er's face also disappeared, and she looked at Xu Siling lightly.

The eyes of the two looked at each other, and the atmosphere of the bedroom became complicated together, and a sense of depression rose.

Fei'er spoke again: "Yesterday An Li asked me, and I said, even if you don't leave Tamu Fort, I won't tell you my plan, and I won't let you know my plan. ”

It's one thing to guess for yourself, and it's another thing to hear the person in question admit it.

Xu Siling wanted to be angry, but he took a deep breath and forcibly pressed it, he was puzzled and waited silently for Fei'er's answer.

Fei'er actually doesn't know very well why she has a great sense of need for Xu Siling, but on top of this sense of need, there is a very complicated barrier.

She thought that Xu Siling should be angry, but she had long known that Xu Siling would definitely be angry afterwards, but she just wanted to see Xu Siling's angry appearance in her heart.

She couldn't say it herself, it would be better to confess everything, but Fei'er didn't want to confess.

Maybe not convinced? Trying to prove yourself, perhaps? Perhaps it was to get revenge on him?

Fei'er herself thought of a thousand reasons, but none of them couldn't convince herself, she didn't need to be unconvinced by Xu Siling, and there was no need to prove herself to Xu Siling, because Xu Siling was her entourage.

Seeing Fei'er bowing her head and pondering, she didn't speak for a long time, Xu Siling couldn't hold it back.

"I'm a person, I've always been someone who respects me, I respect others, others are sorry for me, even if I don't repay it, I won't be overflowing with love to sympathize, and Fei'er, you are sorry for my things, it seems that you do more than things that are worthy of me, don't you? Everyone who lies and hides has their own reasons, you can say that they are thinking about others, but people who are cared for don't feel happy and happy, do they? ”

"What do you mean by that?"

"Fei'er, I never thought of saying this to anyone." Xu Siling took a deep breath, "What kind of identity do you think I am in your eyes?" ”

When Fei'er heard this, her little heart trembled violently, and she was a little flustered.

"An executioner? Is it your retinue? Or do it for you as a murder weapon for the black hand to live the black hand. ”

"I never treated you as a lowly executioner, and I never treated you like anything. Weapons of Killing. Fei'er pursed her lips slightly and turned her head: "You are my important entourage, you have always understood."

"I am honored to be your entourage, and I am honored to be able to help you." After receiving the answer, Xu Siling sighed and seemed to have made a decision: "But in the future, I may not be able to be your entourage anymore." ”

When Fei'er heard this, her blue eyes were stunned, and she looked at Xu Siling incredulously.

Xu Siling got up from the chair and took off the protective hat and mask, revealing an angular mature and serious face.

His brown eyes were very indifferent.

"The coat of arms of the Raya family, I will send it back to you later, and my payment. I hope you'll think about it and pay me later. ”

Xu Siling didn't make a decision out of anger, he always understood very well that the reason why he helped Fei'er was because Fei'er was a clear atheist, and Fei'er had the possibility to break all the shackles of the current social environment.

More importantly, Fei'er treats him as a friend, and from the time she realized getting along, Xu Siling never saw Fei'er stand in front of her.

His heart is very inclined to be friends with Fei'er.

To outsiders, his current behavior seems to be very contradictory compared to his inner feelings.

But this is not a contradiction, but a collision of reason and desire, selflessness and selfishness, in fact, they are all honest, so Xu Siling decided to be honest to the end.

"My work during this time, how much salary do you think I will pay, Fei'er, you should think about it."

Xu Siling indifferently left a sentence and was about to turn around and leave.

Seeing that Xu Siling was leaving, Fei'er got up from the chair in a panic, and her petite and immature hand crossed the desk and grabbed Xu Siling's clothes fiercely.

"Don't go!"

Xu Siling looked back in surprise, and her expression couldn't help but be moved.

Under Fei'er's blonde hair and bangs, her blue eyes, which had always been very smart and changeable, revealed panic and nervousness that had never appeared before.

The blue eyes looked at Xu Siling, trembling, his face was full of fear, the pink lips were slightly open, but he didn't know what to say, and finally just asked.

"Why are you leaving?"

"I know that my ability is limited, and now that you have taken back the management of Raya Town, you can handle the epidemic prevention work in Raya Town, I can't help you much"

"But I've already won!" Fei'er let go of her hand and pressed her hands on the desk in confusion: "I won, don't you know?" I have everything I deserve! In the future, I will have the final say in Raya Town, and now Raya Town has the hearts of the people, everyone's hearts are on me, and I am in control of everything! ”

"But you can't control me."

Xu Siling's faint words made Fei'er's blue eyes widen a little.

"Ann Li told you?"

Xu Siling didn't answer: "Fei'er, it's one thing to have a strong desire to control, but I'm a person, not an object, I have my own ideas, when you want to control a person, many times you will fail." ”

"But. . . I'm already the most powerful nobleman in Raya Town, you know." Fei'er's cute face was very pitiful, "I can give you what you want, or what you want, why did you leave?" ”

"Phil." Xu Siling shook his head and said seriously: "I may have my selfishness in helping you, but in terms of feelings, I didn't want to ask for anything from you." ”

"I know, I know."

"To be honest, I always thought . We can be friends. Xu Siling's brown eyes were indifferent, "Fei'er, what do you think is the most basic principle between friends?" It's honest, it's honest, I'm not afraid that you're in trouble, if you have a problem, I can help you, I'll help, just because I think we're friends. But friends are not you who do this, how can friends have concealment and lies in the face of urgent matters. ”

Xu Siling continued: "Dare to act, people are not afraid of lying and deceiving others, although it is shameful, but they know that they are lying, but they are most afraid of lying and deceiving themselves, because they are pitiful, they don't know that they are lying." ”

"Friends?" Fei'er seemed to hear an answer that she had never expected, and she was full of surprise: "You think we are friends?" ”

"I know that in your knowledge, we are not, I am just your entourage."

"In your eyes, we're just friends?" Phil asked again uncertainly.

Xu Siling frowned, looking at Fei'er and not replying.

"What are you kidding!"

In the blink of an eye, Fei'er shouted angrily.

She suddenly swept all the scrolls on the table to the ground, and she looked excited, angry, and dissatisfied.

Fei'er's sudden anger made Xu Siling stunned, but when he saw Fei'er's expression, he was also uncomfortable.

He wasn't angry himself, so why did Fei'er lose her temper at him?

If you're not satisfied, I'm still dissatisfied!

"Xu, what are you kidding, you actually think that we are friends?!"

"I'd love to say sorry to you, I really don't deserve to be your friend, and let you feel overstepping. But now I'm sorry, I really can't say it! Xu Siling was angry, "It's not just you Fei'er who has a temper, I, Xu Siling, also have it!" Don't spill your noble lady's temper on me, I don't eat this! ”

Fei'er pressed her hands on the desk, her petite hands were holding it, trembling, she raised her eyes to look at Xu Siling, her blue eyes were already bloodshot, with flickering tears, but they didn't shed.

"I never thought that in your eyes, you would treat me as a friend."

Seeing Fei'er crying, Xu Siling's temper just came to an abrupt end.

No, people like me who have been concealed and deceived should lose their temper and cry, right?

Why are you crying instead!

Phil struggled to keep the tears from flowing, and she seemed to be gritting her teeth and trying to control her emotions.

"Xu, a tree without roots is just a stake after all, do you think it will grow branches and leaves? What you planted has never been the seed of friendship, but you expect it to take root, blossom, and grow into what you want it to be, do you think it's realistic? ”

"What do you mean?" Xu Siling was stunned.

"I never felt like you treated me like a friend. I never felt like we were friends. I thought, I thought.! Phil gritted her teeth at the end, but in the end she couldn't hold back, tears slid down and dripped on the back of her petite hand, splashing lightly on it.

The tone is very unwilling and unconvinced.

Xu Siling was still stunned, but what he thought of in his heart was also throbbing.

Fei'er couldn't help it and got angry again.

"Why are you throwing a tantrum? Why are you angry with me! ”

"You know what I'm facing, and you know what I'm after, so why do you have to face me with a blaming expression! I'm not going to go with the flow, I'm going to do everything I can to get what I want! And not inaction with two hands! ”

"Do you know how long I've lived in these houses? Do you know how much I paid to be able to walk out of the inner fort and see the sky outside? You don't understand! To me, this inner fort is a birdcage. ”

"I want to fly out, I want to fly out of this broken cage, but I haven't had a chance to fly out!"

"Is it easy to fly out? Composed. I don't want to admit how sensitive and cowardly the real me is, how weak I am and how fragile I am that I care about every word said by the people around me who value me! ”

"I want to be strong, I will not be willing to live in this broken cage, I will not voluntarily give up this piece of sky that belongs to me!"

Phil couldn't hold back her tears any longer, and the tears slipped down her lovely face, and one drop fell on the desk and the back of her hand.

But those azure eyes didn't dodge anymore, they weren't fragile, they were just unwilling, unconvinced, and looked at Xu Siling.

"You say I don't know what a friend is, it's because I've never met someone who cares about me as much as you do! You will coax me, lie to me, and murder me, and always tell me to take good care of myself. ”

"I have taken good care of myself, and I have also listened to you well and done what you taught me."

"I know what a friend is, but I know even more that I've never treated you like a friend!"

"Do you know how precious that white dress was yesterday, it was an adult gift that my father gave me before he died, I deliberately wore it for you, I didn't wear it to make last night's plan meaningful, but I wanted to wear it to you!"

"But you don't seem to have me in your eyes! You care more about other people's affairs, and you care about other people's life and death! Why don't you have me in your eyes, why don't you look at me more yesterday! Why don't you praise me, don't praise me for being good-looking? ”

Fei'er really doesn't like the feeling of gaining and losing, she has never understood why she feels this way, especially to Xu Siling.

But when she saw Xu Siling say that she was leaving, she completely understood.

She doesn't like to suffer from gains and losses, and she doesn't want to lose, so she must get it, so she always wants to control Xu Siling and possess him.

She also doesn't feel that she is at fault, why should she be wrong?

"So why blame me! You say I don't understand my friend, yes, I don't understand, and I don't want to understand! ”

Fei'er couldn't stop crying, but she didn't have the slightest intention of wiping it: "I don't know why you treat me as a friend, and I don't know how long after being a friend, how long will it take for the happiness I want to come." But I know today, I know now, I don't want us to be just friends, because I know very well what kind of happiness I want, I know that I will be tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, the day after tomorrow! ”

"I know I've wanted to feel that way for a long time!"

"You definitely don't know why I lost my temper and cried, it's because Xu you don't understand anything! That's why I'm throwing a tantrum! ”

Xu Siling couldn't help but swallow his saliva, and he didn't know where the courage arose, he came to Fei'er's side and gently wiped the tears from her face.

This is the first time the two have been so close.

Looking at Fei'er, who was crying so fragile and unwilling, Xu Siling had mixed feelings in her heart.

"Phil, I. I do not know. ”

"Do you really think that you planted the seeds of friendship in my heart?" Fei'er was very stubborn, she pulled Xu Siling's hand down and didn't let Xu Siling wipe her tears: "No one has ever been like you." ”

"Xu, no one really supports me like you, believe me, and no one will care about me like you, without asking for anything in return! Everything you make and do is for my own good, but you have never asked me for anything until now! ”

"Do you still think that all you have planted is the seeds of friendship?"

"I don't want to be coaxed by others for a lifetime, I just want to be taken care of by you for the rest of my life, I want to be in your eyes all about me, because only in front of you I am myself, I don't have to work hard to disguise myself, I like you, I find that I can't deceive myself."

Xu Siling realized at this time that there was something wrong with his relationship with Fei'er.

He has always thought that he and Fei'er are friends, and because they are friends, he should care more about Fei'er and take care of them.

But he ignored, ignored Fei'er's feelings, and ignored her need for the feelings of the people around her as a person who is always self-reliant.

He was too self-righteous.

He never found out Fei'er's feelings for him.

Especially when it comes to it, Phil wore that white and beautiful dress yesterday to show her.

But he really didn't notice much, and he didn't notice Fei'er's loss.

"Fei'er, you're still young."

When he said this, Xu Siling felt déjà vu, thinking that he had told someone, and couldn't help but stop.

"I'm not too small!"

Xu Siling was a little flustered: "I mean you don't know what liking is, you actually have too few people in contact, and when you come into contact with more people, you will find that you may not like me, and you have no reason to like me." ”

"I'm going to be twelve, maybe I'm grown, maybe not yet, anyway. I don't understand why you so-called adults are always racking your brains to find reasons for liking or disliking. ”

"But I never thought about why I liked you, what I liked about you, all I thought about was how to make you like me too, to make you pay attention to me, if you didn't like me, even if I knew why I liked you, what's the use?"

"If I don't like you, then when you say you like me, I can't be so happy that I almost die, isn't what people pursue is happiness? Who would wonder why people pursue happiness? I don't care about the reason, I don't want to be dishonest, I want to trust my feelings, so I don't want to miss each other, I don't want you to leave. ”

At this time, Xu Siling found that Fei'er was more difficult to mess with than Ella.

Ella will force you, will force you close to your heart, slowly eat away at a little bit of defense in your heart, until when you suddenly come back to your senses, your heart will completely fall.

Phil is different, she will force you too, but she will not eat away as slowly as Ella.

She will erect her cannon catapult and aim at you, the cannonballs and stones, striking you your mental defenses, making your heart tremble and throb.

This is the difference between the two, the same is that the two are the same and will not back down.

When facing Ella, Xu Siling had no choice, and naturally she was also helpless when facing Fei'er.

Seeing that Xu Siling lowered her head and didn't speak, Fei'er was puzzled, and then didn't believe it.

"Xu, you don't like me?"

Xu Siling's brown eyes looked at Fei'er, her thin lips opened slightly, but she found that she couldn't speak.

Do you like it? It shouldn't be.

Don't like it? That's not right.

The feelings in his heart told him very bluntly that he had feelings for Fei'er.

The feelings were vague, but Xu Siling's mind couldn't help but remember what Ella had said.

Like can be upgraded, there are never two people in the world who are born in love, love is a kind of feeling that arises in the process of getting along with two people, opposites attract, the relationship between men and women is so delicate, whether it is sympathy, friendship, even family affection, it is possible to transform into love.

Xu Siling suddenly found that he didn't know when he started, and he thought that his friendship with Fei'er was not so sure.

At least for now, he can't say the 'I've always considered you a friend'.

It's not reluctance, it's not embarrassment.

It was the throbbing of his heart that really made him react slowly, thinking that he really didn't have the courage and full confidence to say I don't like you, that we were just friends.

After experiencing Ella and now Phil, he has always ignored one thing.

For them, it is natural that they can have love at their age, and no one will refuse this choice when they can actively choose to embrace love.

But he magnified his inner hurdles and bullied them for having the right to love as girls.

He came into this world to be an executioner, and he has never been given all the rights to be a human being in society.

But when did he become the most hated person? Instead, they began to squeeze the people around them, so that they couldn't get what they deserved.

He couldn't refuse, and he couldn't accept himself.

There is no way to deceive people, Xu Siling knows his feelings for Fei'er.

Seeing that Xu Siling didn't answer and bowed his head, he even began to dare not look at himself.

Flustered and helpless, Fei'er took a step back, her azure eyes full of disbelief.

"You don't like me"

Xu Siling wanted to say something, but she didn't say anything.

"You didn't really like me at all"

"You've really always considered me a friend, have you?" The tears that she had just held back couldn't be suppressed again, and Fei'er cried: "Then why didn't you tell me earlier!" Why did I ask you to marry the daughter of the Flophon family, and you refused! Why don't you tell me you hate me! ”

"You!"

"You've always been like this!"

"Don't say a word about what's important! Then put on a casual expression, always as if you were the only one! ”

"I hate the way you look! It's like I hate myself with you! ”

"I don't want me to put on a casual face forever, I don't want to feel like I'm the only one forever"

"I hate you being like me."

Xu Siling couldn't help but want to do something forward, but Fei'er stepped back again in a panic and stretched out her hand to stop it.

"Xu, aren't you curious why I didn't tell you about my plans last night?"

Fei'er smiled bitterly, but the tears were still falling.

"I didn't understand it all along, but I just finally got it"

"Because I'm going to get revenge on you! Because I hate you like me, I hate myself, but I also know myself, I know what happens to make me angry, so I also know how I can make you angry! ”

"You always don't say a word about important things, you complain that I don't confess to you, but have you ever confessed!"

"Are you sure you haven't hidden anything from me?"

"Are you sure you never cheated on me?"

Xu Siling's brown eyes trembled: "What do you mean?"

"You've been hiding it from me, and won't tell me why you knew that those potions could cure the Black Death! Why did you know about the arrival of the Black Death! Why do you know that those epidemic prevention efforts must be useful! Why are all epidemic prevention plans and decisions so mature? ”

"Why!"

"I asked you!"

"You didn't confess, you hid it, I'm not stupid, I just didn't ask"

Xu Siling, who knew everything, was stunned.

It turns out that this is Fei'er, who has always had a weird estrangement from herself? Is this the reason why Fei'er is reluctant to tell herself about her plan last night?

"You say I don't know what a friend is, but I really do, and I really don't want to. But Xu, do you really think you're confessing to me? ”

"As you said, everyone who lies and hides has their own reasons, you can say that you are thinking about others, but people who are cared for don't feel happy, do they?"

"Xu, in your eyes, am I happy and happy now?"

What caught my eye was a blonde girl in a blue corset, her face under her blue eyes was full of bitter smiles, and tears hung on them, and she wanted to be wiped away.

In fact, Xu Siling did just that.

He stepped forward and gently wiped the tears on Fei'er's face, seeing that Fei'er did not refuse, but the blue eyes seemed to have unstoppable tears, which kept flowing, and he directly took his petite body into his arms.

Feeling Fei'er's petite and gentle body, Xu Siling had mixed feelings in her heart.

From the beginning, he never felt that he had missed something, nor did he think that he could be wrong.

But I was wrong.

As Phil said, the so-called principle of friends is to be honest.

But in Fei'er's eyes, the person who has never been honest is him.

He double-standardized, allowing himself to hide from Fei'er, but not allowing Fei'er to hide from himself.

Fei'er was right, he couldn't blame Fei'er.

Being held in Xu Siling's arms, Fei'er felt the warmth in Xu Siling's arms, and she was very obsessed with this feeling.

But she knew and could feel Xu Siling's embarrassment.

She tried to collect her emotions and gently broke away from Xu Siling's embrace.

It seems that some decision has been made.

"Xu, I don't allow you to leave me so selfishly."

Fei'er's abrupt words made Xu Siling stunned.

"Selfish?"

Fei'er laughed helplessly, she took the initiative to grab Xu Siling's hand and put it on her face.

"I'm actually very sensitive and cowardly, one thing I've always understood is that I really lack the courage to face the outside world, but the person who supported me to get out of this birdcage and gave me the courage to make all decisions was you."

"All my courage was given by you, have you forgotten? Have you forgotten that you stood by me, supported me, encouraged me, and even joined me in deceiving the world in the name of God? But if you're not with me, my courage will be gone, and I won't be there, you know? ”

"As long as you are here, I don't think I will be afraid of anything, I am not afraid of God, I am not afraid of divine punishment, I am happier than anyone else, happier than anyone else, and I have courage more than anyone else!"

"If you really just think of me as a friend, as long as you can come and spend time with me every day, as you used to."

"Really."

Fei'er looked like a girl who was timidly expecting to receive a handout, her eyebrows were slightly wrinkled together, and her red eyes were already silently full of tears sliding down, soaking Xu Ran's fingers.

"Don't leave me."

Xu Siling's brown-red eyes were trembling, looking at the blonde girl who was close at hand in front of her, those blue eyes were crying for herself, her extravagant wish was so small, and this wish was so humble.

It was as if a noble swan had bent its head.

Phil shouldn't be like this!

She shouldn't have been.

I've never seen anyone bow her head, and I've never imagined that she would take the initiative to bow her head to someone.

Fei'er is a girl who wants companionship and love.

Is it really wrong for her to pursue these things at her age?

Is it really himself who is wrong?

It seems that in a journey that thinks it is wrong and has felt lost and lonely for it, I happen to meet a person similar to myself, maybe I think that each other is not going in the right direction, but because of each other's existence, I have a reason to continue to deceive myself and comfort myself, and then I long for the recognition and attention of the other party, and companionship.

I don't know if it's Xu Siling's delusion, he smelled the damp smell in the study room, or it could be that Fei'er wiped his tears and snot on his clothes.

He sat on the chair, Fei'er sat sideways on his thighs, and then the little golden head melon gently cushioned Xu Siling's chest.

The face full of tears had already been wiped clean by Xu Siling, but the redness and swelling of the eyes were difficult to subside.

The blue eyes closed, and Fei'er was gently asleep.

Fei'er, who was crying a lot, seemed to gradually feel at ease after getting a satisfactory answer from her.

Originally, she didn't pay attention to it, but only now did Xu Siling find that Fei'er's face was full of tiredness, it seemed that she had experienced so much yesterday, which really made her choke.

Before going to bed, Fei'er told him all the plans for last night.

I have to say that Fei'er is really bold, even overconfident, and he actually wants to blame Fei'er in his heart.

But if Fei Er was willing to take the initiative to tell the plan, and even if Fei Er opened his mouth, Xu Siling had many ways to let John and Abner die as a matter of course.

But I have to admit that it is really not easy to do all this almost alone.

Especially behind these plans, there is actually his shadow.

As Phil said, without him, Phil's plan last night would not have succeeded at all.

It was he who helped Phil lay the foundation for everything.

Looking at the delicate-looking blonde girl in her arms, Xu Siling really didn't know what attitude to think about her.

Just silently counted Fei'er's eyelashes

Suddenly, a looming window popped out in front of him, which made Xu Siling stunned.

[Phil Raya's opinion of you has reached 90]

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Name: Phil Raya

Age: 11

Identity: Lord of Raya Town

Opinion: 90 (intimacy)

Talent:

[Aristocrats] have the status and status of nobles, and strengthen their control over the commoner class under their own territory.

Atheists don't believe in God.

【Lonely】Self-improvement and bravery, do not like to socialize, cherish everyone around you.

【Ambition】All basic traits are increased, stress increases, and desires increase.

Special Abilities:

【Senior】Castle (1621)

【Proficiency】Trade-off(731)

【Proficiency】Eloquence (1320)

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Xu Siling probably knew why the intimacy was stuck and didn't move, because he had something to hide, and that thing was stuck in Fei'er's heart like a thorn.

As a result, the intimacy level did not get an increase.

Now spread out the things in her heart, although Xu Siling has not explained yet, Fei'er is no longer psychologically comfortable, and her intimacy has begun to rise again.

It's just that

This city and the skills of weighing, he remembered that when he looked at it in the morning, it was not so low, right?

He always remembered that Fei'er's city skills were about to reach the elite level, why did they fall so low now?

No matter how low it is, the city government will fall from the senior level to the proficient level.

Is it because Fei'er stopped hiding it from herself just now and confessed everything?

Oh my God, it can still be like this.

If this is really the case, then wouldn't he be able to be by Fei'er's side, induce and educate Fei'er all the time, and make Fei'er's city skills disappear?

Now it seems that this is indeed a possibility.

Xu Siling understands that his inner position in Fei'er is very important, and he can easily influence Fei'er.

It is possible to make Fei'er change from a girl full of cities and a black belly to an innocent, cute and innocent girl.

But, is this appropriate?

If it weren't for this city skill, Fei'er wouldn't have hidden everything from him even when the intimacy of the two of them reached 85.

However, Fei'er, who has the skills of the city government, can better protect herself.

At least that's how Fei'er has always lived.

Xu Siling thought of something, and couldn't help laughing, gently touching the golden head melon.

Fei'er felt something, snorted, tilted her head slightly and fell asleep.

Let it be, there is no need to deliberately influence Fei'er, Fei'er will become what she wants to be.

I believe that after a long time, the skills of the city government will still improve.

picked up Fei'er, came to the bedside of the study room, and slowly put her down.

Because of the fight between Ann Li and Abner in Phil's bedroom, which destroyed a lot of things, Phil had to have someone re-install a bed in the study room.

Taking off Fei'er's shoes, revealing her cute little feet, Xu Siling subconsciously held them in her hands and blinked.

The feet are very small, Xu Siling feels very cute, and this feeling is also inexplicable, obviously just a foot.

After covering the quilt, I looked at Fei'er who was sleeping quietly.

Xu Siling couldn't help but reach out and poke Fei'er's cute face, and seeing that Fei'er didn't move, she gently brushed Fei'er's eyebrows with her fingers.

The immature and lovely face is not like Ella, who has the youthful feeling of a girl's beginning.

Xu Siling smiled softly and prepared to get up and leave.

But I don't know what's going on, before getting up, he sent a ghost to Fei'er's forehead and kissed it gently, like a dragonfly dotting water.

Xu Siling, who seemed to have done something bad, scratched his head, and then hurriedly left the bookstore.

However, the moment Xu Siling just left the closed door, Fei'er suddenly opened her blue eyes.

If Xu Siling was still there, he would definitely be able to see Fei'er's reddened ears.

Her face was slightly red, and her blue eyes were a little sure and flustered.

She raised her little hand, smashed the quilt very angrily, and muttered to herself.

"And said they didn't like me. Bad guys, hypocrisy, dare not do it! ”

Thinking of the instant warmth on her forehead, Fei'er laughed stupidly again and stuffed her face into the quilt.

It didn't take long for him to finally fall asleep.

Xu Siling, who left the inner fort, took the horse and walked out, although his heart was still mixed, but there was less irritability and helplessness.

More of a touch of clarity and translucency.

He has always felt that most of the time he communicates with Fei'er is about work, and he has never seriously understood what kind of person Fei'er is.

Although Phil completely handed him a problem, a problem that was as difficult to solve as Ella.

But Xu Siling also felt that his heart was different, and it didn't seem to be very firm and unshakable.

Of course, maybe he's just a slut.

"What I planted was never the seed of friendship."

Let's get a monthly pass

(End of chapter)