This is the first time in more than two years that I feel as if Luo Jue is by my side, especially when he says "I like you", vaguely, I can smell the unique smell of grass on his body, this smell is like the smell on the quilt after drying the quilt in winter.

At this moment, he was very throbbing, and looked up at him, but what he saw was the twilight that had fallen outside the window.

"Ah~~"

sighed, got up and closed the curtains, and returned to the living room, this night, Luo Jue walked in his mind all night, and the gentle and doting eyes made me deeply fall into the sadness of this person's monstrous infiltration into my bones.

For days, I didn't go out. Eat egg fried rice and potato brisket when you're hungry, and sit by the window in a daze when you're not hungry. Sometimes I look up at the dark night, sometimes I look at Shangjiang City under the mist outside the window, watching it wander in the vast sea of lights, and my heart sinks and sinks.

In the past few days, I haven't contacted anyone, even my parents, and simply sending three or two words is a response.

Xu is a mother-daughter connection, and my mother seems to feel that there is something wrong with my state, and she begins to bombard me with messages, all small compositions, or one-minute voices.

The words and words are full of her seemingly casual but full of maternal love for me.

I knew what my mother meant, and I felt her worry, so I endured the grief in my heart and walked out, and when I looked in the mirror, I realized that I seemed to have lost some weight.

Ma Ning'an too, since I came home alone, the messages have not stopped, and the phone calls have too, the more I don't answer, the more energetic he becomes, until he is blocked, he doesn't stop.

He also came to me a few times during this period, but I was silent, no matter how he screamed outside the house, I was faint, as if he was calling for no emotion, etc.

Finally, I came out of the thoughts of missing Luo Jue, precipitated my mood, hid the sadness in my heart, and went out under the bright sunshine.

When I walked out of the door, a tall figure in front of the door "pressed" me and blocked me directly at the door, and a rough voice sounded fiercely overhead.

"You're really a psychopath, He Fat~~ You ghost, are you trying to kill my office?"

He must have hated me so much that every word of these words was filled with resentment and anger.

“.....”

I didn't make a sound, buried my head, and the afterglow of my eyes was on the way Zhao left Ma Ning'an.

He was really tall, just one stop, and the road in front of him was blocked by him.....

"I'm going to work now, huh? It's a holiday these days, isn't it? I've come with you, and I'm already right about you. ”

was in a bad mood, and the road ahead was blocked by Ma Ning'an, he pursed his lips, looked up at him, and said without being salty or light.

"Do you know how many calls I made to you? How many times have I looked for you? If it weren't for the lights on every day, I would have thought you were dead. ”

Ma Ning'an frowned coldly, a pair of thick eyebrows as thick as ink were locked, looking at my eyes, I couldn't wait to be angry.

"No dead balls, isn't that good?"

Shrugging my shoulders, I shook my head in denial.

"It's just, I'm going to the office now, Director Ma, do you want to take me for a ride? The other day was because of the retreat, so everything was blocked. ”

"Don't explain? That's it? You want to die, Fat Man! ”

Seeing that I was indifferent and didn't answer his question at all, Ma Ning'an reached out and pinched my face.

"Ah..... What are you doing? ”

I was in pain, this time it was so bad, I almost burst into tears, I gritted my teeth and grabbed his hand hard to pull it away.

"What am I doing? I found that you He Fat Man really has no heart! ”

Ma Ning'an's palms were rough and warm, and his cold cheeks were pinched by him like this, and they instantly "caught fire", and I almost "died on the spot" when I was hot.

couldn't help but retreat, but his back touched a wall of coldness, and he couldn't help sighing.

"Aren't you going to work now? Something, a few days can't change anything. ”

"Sigh? Excuse me, don't pretend to be pitiful, don't think that I'll let you go, don't even think about this month's salary. ”

Ma Ning'an began to sneer.

"Oh, whatever!"

I don't care about that meager salary. During the Chinese New Year, just the New Year's money given by my grandfather was enough for me to be lazy for a year, regardless of my parents.

"Hehe, I know you're not bad for money."

When I said this, Ma Ning'an seemed to be very angry, dropped this sentence, and turned around and left directly.

"Not going to work today?"

I won't chase it, in that case, continue to go home to rest, and by the way, sort out all kinds of information about the serial murder case on the Internet in the past few days.

The door closed heavily, and I, who had just been a little refreshed, instantly returned to silence, went to the room, changed my clothes, and lay down on the bed, first emptying for a moment, and then began to investigate the case with a strong spirit.

I shouldn't be so passionate about the lawyer industry, as for coming to this point, it's not because of my family, it's Luo Jue.

Luo Jue's vitality in my life force is a beautiful existence that no one can replace, he represents the simplicity and innocence of my heart, and the spiritual sustenance from youth and ignorance to youth.

I like Luo Jue, my mind is full of Luo Jue, only Luo Jue.

As for Jiang Jifeng's "unbearable" pure escapist past, now that I think about it, I actually hate myself very much.

Hates himself for comparing a person like that to Luo Jue, Jiang Jifeng is dust to Luo Jue, and Luo Jue is the stars in the sky.

Luo Jue and I have walked through youth together, walked through the ignorance of youth, and walked through a long period of time when even the air was sweet.

This period of time is dreamy, colorful and hazy.

This white-to-glowing relationship between me and him transcends all my cognitions. I have always only thought that Luo Jue, he is gone, and my soul is only a shell, and I want to live and die, and I have looked down on everything in this world, the wind and the moon, and the impact of everything around me.

What is the ups and downs, what is the joy, what is the excitement, what is the excitement.... All the things I had done before, I pretended to feel chills myself.

I hate myself like this, hypocrisy; I hate the attitude I have now....

Perhaps, once you leave, maybe you will solve the dead knot in your heart.

I think of Luo Jue, I really miss him, I think of him so much that I feel every inch of skin on my body ache even when I breathe, I think he thinks that my heart can't keep up with the rhythm of life, I think of him and I think of the heart-rending scene of him lying in a pool of blood, I can't wait to follow him immediately.

Maybe.....

I really should have checked him out!

Yes.....

Really should go!