Chapter 36: I Don't Want to Know

Jiang Nan's eyes were dark, and he seemed to think for a long time before he continued: "But I really made up my mind on the day my father died. ”

Zhou Zhengan frowned and raised his head, he looked at her with many emotions in his eyes, and he couldn't tell which of them was the main one.

"I never told you that I also had a very bad father, who was addicted to drinking and gambling, and brought me very bad memories, because of these very bad things, I have always had a bad life, and I can't find the real direction." Jiang Nan explained lightly.

"He was hit by a car a few days ago and died, and I suddenly figured it out......" Jiang Nan looked at Zhou Zheng'an, his eyes blazing: "I want to love and be loved, I want to start life again, this desire for a new life has taken root in my heart and is getting stronger and stronger." ”

"Zhou Zheng'an, if you show a little joy to me, Li Yanzhi can't pursue you so blatantly, because she knows that the gap between us is very big, and she can easily insert it."

Zhou Zhengan said silently.

"I know it's not your fault, because you told me the rules of our marriage early in the morning, and I crossed the rules, didn't you tell me before that you would tell you as long as I wanted to get a divorce? Now I'm telling you, I want a divorce. Jiang Nan said slowly.

The only thing left in the quiet living room was the sound of the clock turning on the wall every moment, frame by frame, as if beating the listener's heart.

After a while, Zhou Zhengan spoke, his voice was very deep, like deep water in a well: "Jiang Nan, you might as well guess why I appeared in the jewelry store in Marlegana?" ”

Jiang Nan was stunned, Malegana, where he and Li Yanzhi were secretly photographed, she had seen this name on media reports.

Jiang Nan really hadn't thought about it properly, but it didn't matter to her anymore.

"I don't want to know." She lowered her head and said softly.

Zhou Zhengan nodded calmly, his complexion had returned to normal, so that people could not see a little emotion, and then bent down to sign his name on the divorce agreement.

The sound of pen and paper rubbing is a bit harsh at the moment.

After Zhou Zhengan finished signing, he put down the pen casually, got up and walked towards the door.

Jiang Nan stood up as he got up.

Zhou Zhengan put his hand on the doorknob, didn't rush to open the door, stopped for a moment, he turned his back to her and spoke, his voice was as calm and deep as ever: "You are ready to retreat with your whole body, otherwise you wouldn't have been reluctant to have a wedding, and you would have hidden your family's true relationship between you and me." ”

"I'm sorry for making you experience a bad marriage."

"See you at the Civil Affairs Bureau tomorrow morning." He finally said this, pushed the door and walked out.

The sound of the door closing was neither light nor heavy, but it seemed to hit Jiang Nan's heart, and it hurt a little.

She was the only one left in the huge room at this time.

At twelve o'clock in the morning, Jiang Nan sat in Xu Pingsheng's car with a big suitcase.

Although it has passed winter, the night of Beixin is still a little cool, and the style is extraordinarily large.

The car window was ajar, and the cold wind blew Jiang Nan's face a little stiff, but she still didn't close the window.

The lights outside the window were bright, but there were not many people on the road.

Xu Pingsheng glanced at her through the rearview mirror, and saw that she didn't look energetic, and couldn't help but say, "Are you sad?" ”

He only found out that Jiang Nan was married when Jiang Nan asked him to help find a lawyer some time ago, and Xu Pingsheng was almost surprised to death, especially when he knew that Jiang Nan was married in a flash.

usually looks like a pretty steady girl, but she is also a big love brain.

Xu Pingsheng is so distressed and angry when he sees her like this now.

This man just kicked Jiang Nan out in the middle of the night? Didn't you think that Jiang Nan had nothing to rely on and bullied at will?

When Xu Pingsheng really sees someone one day, he must beat the man well.

"Hmm." Jiang Nan's voice was faint, and he didn't deny it.

"Hmph, you said that you don't care about yourself at all, where are you going to live so late? If it weren't for me, who would have been able to help you, would it be possible for you to go to your stepfather's house?

It stands to reason that you should think more about yourself, how dangerous it is for the little girl to be alone, he doesn't care about you, you can't care about yourself? The more Xu Pingsheng spoke, the more angry he became, and his voice became louder unconsciously.

Jiang Nan leaned on the back of the car seat, and Nong Nong said, "You are so verbose." ”

Xu Pingsheng glared at her through the rearview mirror, and finally stopped talking.

This girl just turned her elbows outward, and she couldn't tell the difference between good and bad.

Finally quieted down, Jiang Nan tilted her head and leaned against the chair and looked out the window, her thoughts seemed to drift far, far away, and she remembered the things when she was in school.

Since the military training was lost and carried back by Zhou Zhengan, Jiang Nan has always thought of Zhou Zhengan, but at that time she didn't know Zhou Zhengan's name, nor did she know which grade and class he was in.

She just wanted to see the boy again and tell him her gratitude in person.

However, the name Zhou Zhengan has always been quite famous in their junior high school, Jiang Nan knew that there was a god named Zhou Zhengan in the second and third classes of high school, but he didn't know that this Zhou Zhengan was the one who saved him.

Until one day, she and Zhou Zhixu sat on chairs outside the school commissary to cool off, and they had just finished physical education class that day, their faces were flushed, and they felt hot all over.

Jiang Nan was bored with her hand supporting her chin to dissipate heat, and Zhou Zhixu's voice came from her ears, and she was talking to herself about the newly overheard gossip.

The commissary was full of people, Jiang Nan looked at the people coming in and out, and he didn't know how much he listened to Zhou Zhixu's gossip.

A few boys suddenly came from the teaching building, all of whom looked good, which attracted the attention of the junior girls.

Jiang Nan also followed those gazes, and then saw Zhou Zhengan.

Zhou Zheng'an's face was cold, and he walked towards her casually, and the people around him were laughing, only he seemed to have no eyes to what was going on outside the window.

Jiang Nan was suddenly a little excited, and patted Zhou Zhixu, wanting her to know that she had finally met the boy who had saved him, but Zhou Zhixu's eyes looked over and shouted "brother".

Jiang Nan forgot to react and was a little stunned.

A shadow hung behind her, someone stopped behind her, and then she heard the voice of the senior boy, which had already changed and calmed, exactly the same as the sound of the heavy rain that night.

"Brother, I want to drink Coke." Zhou Zhixu hurriedly said, for fear that Zhou Zhengan would ignore her and leave, Zhou Zhengan's face was pale and before he could speak, Zhou Zhixu said again: "Two bottles." She pointed at Jiang Nan.

Jiang Nan instantly tensed his body, as if he felt the gaze falling behind him, and he was uncomfortable.

Then she heard the boy's voice, and he shouted in the direction of the commissary: "Qian Sun, two bottles of Coke." ”

Jiang Nan was still a little unable to deal with herself, so she saw Zhou Zhixu patting her arm and said excitedly: "Nannan, do you remember, it was my brother who carried you back during military training, and you were crying so much at that time, and his clothes were either rain or your snot and tears, I felt amused to death." ”

Zhou Zhixu didn't notice her abnormality at all, and said happily.

Jiang Nan was taken to the school doctor for examination after being sent back to the tent that night, and she naturally didn't hear the conversation between Zhou Zhixu and Zhou Zhengan when he arrived, and she didn't know that they were actually brother and sister.

Jiang Nan only felt red and red when he heard her words at this time, and he felt extremely embarrassed.

There was no voice behind him, and Jiang Nan didn't know what kind of expression Zhou Zhengan was.

She couldn't help but turn her head to look up behind her.

Behind the boy was the warm sun, reflecting a bright yellow color, and he was wearing only a white undershirt under his school uniform, looking cold, as if all this had nothing to do with him.

But at this moment he was looking at her.

Jiang Nan met his gaze, and his heart suddenly jumped uncontrollably.

Her eyes were evasive and timid.

The corners of Zhou Zhengan's mouth hooked slightly, and he said exactly the same thing as more than ten years later: "You won't not know me, right?" ”

Jiang Nansheng was afraid that he would misunderstand that he was an ungrateful person, so he hurriedly said, "No! She stammered.

Zhou Zhengan's smile deepened a little, but his eyes looked away, he put one hand on his waist, and didn't seem to care about Jiang Nan's words.

Jiang Nan's heart tightened, and he just mustered up the courage to say thank you to him, but he was interrupted again.

The boy named Qian Sun put two bottles of Coke on the table and joked, "Come on." ”

"Xiao Zhixu, your second brother is not bad, right?"

Zhou Zhixu took one of the bottles and smiled sweetly: "Yes, it's better than the eldest brother." Saying that, she deliberately glanced at Zhou Zhengan.

Jiang Nan thought to himself, isn't your drink just what your eldest brother asked your second brother to help buy?

Zhou Zhengan let out a "heh", turned around and left and walked towards the basketball court, Qian Sun waved his hand to the two little girls sitting and chased after him.

Jiang Nan looked at Zhou Zhengan's back like this and left her step by step.

She still couldn't say thank you in person.

Later, Jiang Nan learned a lot from Zhou Zhixu, knew that her brother's name was Zhou Zheng'an, knew that his grades were very good, and also knew that he had a rumored girlfriend named Gu Shengwei.

From the moment Jiang Nan's crush began, the name Gu Shengwei seemed to be tied to Zhou Zhengan.

You can see them together, and you can hear rumors about them everywhere.

But at that time, Jiang Nan didn't think about it much, he just liked Zhou Zhengan very much.

Her liking is mixed with the love of other girls, it seems insignificant, and it seems to be very ordinary, even if she says it, no one will care.

But in fact, it's different, what she likes is Zhou Zhengan's words and deeds that don't care much about anything, as if staying with him can forget those bad things.

When you're around him, you become very reassuring.

Jiang Nan's mind was very dark, and she didn't even have the courage to tell her best friend Zhou Zhixu.

She has already used her greatest courage to like Zhou Zhengan.

Only in this way can she stand beside Zhou Zhixu and look at Zhou Zhengan openly, and in the eyes of others, it is like, look, I am just watching her brother with my good friend.