At that time, Jiang Nan's love for Zhou Zhengan was crazy and secretive.

The name Zhou Zhengan accompanied her throughout her youth.

Until they went to college, Jiang Nan and Zhou Zhengan seemed to have completely diverged from each other, and Jiang Nan would occasionally go back to Beixin to meet Zhou Zhixu during the holidays.

Jiang Nan went to Zhou Zhixu's house twice, and went to Zhou Zhixu's university to find her once, but it seemed that no matter where Beixin was, she didn't see Zhou Zheng'an.

She obviously knew that he was in this city, and she had heard him many times from other people's mouths, but they did seem to be on two different roads, and they couldn't meet each other.

They had only seen each other once, and that was the time he and his friends had come to Nanlin.

Later, when Jiang Nan was in his junior year, he followed his supervisor to do research in other places, and when he was free, several students walked around the city together, passing by a shop called Memoirs.

The store happened to be doing an event that day, and the clerk stood at the door to solicit customers and enthusiastically pulled them in.

The store is very literary and artistic, with gray-brown tones everywhere, ancient decorations, sofa TVs, etc., which really take people back in time to ten years ago.

The clerk took them all to a separate small room and gave them paper and pens to write down what they wanted to say about the future.

Jiang Nan didn't know what to write, looking at the blank piece of paper, she just suddenly remembered Zhou Zhengan, I don't know what he is doing now, I don't know if he has changed his hairstyle, I don't know if he is still playing with those friends, and whether his face is still the same as when he was in high school.

In a daze, Jiang Nan took a pen and wrote on the paper.

......

Jiang Nan's writing speed was very fast, probably because many words had already been simulated thousands of times in her heart, so she almost didn't think much when she put pen to paper, and soon filled a piece of paper.

When she came out of the small room, the others hadn't finished writing it yet, Jiang Nan sat on the sofa and waited, her envelope sealed and put into a drawer.

A waiter approached her and asked for her name and address.

When it came to the address, Jiang Nan hesitated for a moment, she was about to graduate from college, even if this letter would really be sent back to them, it would never be in the past two years, she was no longer in school at that time, but if it was sent to Beixin, she didn't know where she could stay.

Jiang Nan thought about it for a long time, and finally filled in the address of his previous home.

They haven't gone back to live in the house over there since Jiang Feng was imprisoned and Shen Li remarried, Shen Li lived in the Song family, and she didn't dare to stay in that house by herself.

Jiang Nan didn't expect the letter to be sent, she just happened to need an address, so she filled it in.

Years later, she had long forgotten what had happened in the memoir.

She didn't know at that time that she would have so many bonds with Zhou Zhengan many years later.

Jiang Nan withdrew from her memories, her eyes were squinted by the cold wind blowing by the car, she still looked out the window with empty eyes, and she told Xu Pingsheng: "Xu Pingsheng, my youth is completely over." ”

Her voice was as empty as her eyes, low, like a dream murmur.

Xu Pingsheng sneered: "Isn't it just a divorce?" As for this? I don't know how deep you think you have a relationship with him, don't you just get married and fall in love? ”

Jiang Nan didn't speak.

Xu Pingsheng sent her to the house where she lived when she first came to Beixin, Jiang Nan didn't expect that she would come back here.

"Then you have a good rest, I won't go in, I haven't entered this house since you moved out last time, and the things in it haven't been touched, it's still the same." Xu Pingsheng stopped at the door and didn't go in, and instructed Jiang Nandao sentence by sentence.

Jiang Nan nodded.

"Thank you." She said to Xu Pingsheng.

"You're welcome?" Xu Pingsheng waved his hand and turned to leave.

Jiang Nan sat down on the sofa and leaned against the ceiling, his eyes blinked slightly, and his luggage was still by the door, not moving.

......

After Zhou Zhengan came out of the house, he drove to Jiang Ningyuan's residence, when he arrived, Jiang Ningyuan had just finished taking a shower, and when he heard the knock on the door, he was startled when he saw it, and hurriedly turned to the side to let him in.

"What are you doing, you? Coming to my humble house in the middle of the night has never been like this before. ”

"I didn't bring my ID, so I had to come to you." Zhou Zhengan said coldly.

Jiang Ningyuan wiped his hair with a towel on his shoulder: "Aren't you afraid that Su Jinyue is here with me?" ”

Zhou Zhengan sat down on the sofa and glanced at him when he heard the words: "If she really has such a good relationship with you, you won't chase you like a dog." ”

"Hush." Jiang Ningyuan pursed his lips, sat down beside him, stretched out one hand to his side, almost directly on Zhou Zheng'an, he said lazily: "Say, why did you come to me?" ”

Zhou Zhengan looked at him, his eyes were frighteningly quiet.

Jiang Ningyuan raised his body backwards and exaggerated: "Isn't it? Kicked out? Jiang Nan isn't this kind of character, right? It's impossible to stay with Su Jinyue for two days and learn to be so bad, right? ”

Zhou Zheng'an became more and more irritable, and he was silent for a long time, and he said in a deep voice: "She and I filed for divorce. ”

Jiang Ningyuan's surprise was all in his eyes: "What's the matter?" ”

"I don't know."

Jiang Ningyuan looked at him from afar, and became more and more weird: "The divorce mentioned after the villa came back...... You won't be involved with Gu Shengwei again in the past two days, right? ”

Zhou Zhengan pursed his eyebrows impatiently, and just as he wanted to speak, Jiang Ningyuan first denied himself: "There must be no such thing, if you are really that kind of person, you will not be able to keep Gu Shengwei when he decides to go abroad." ”

Jiang Ning glanced at his face from afar, and joked: "No, divorce makes your mood look so bad?" Didn't you pay off Gao Qi before? ”

"Then if you don't have the heart to leave, you can talk to her, I don't think Jiang Nan is like the kind of person who makes trouble on a whim."

“......”

Zhou Zheng'an was silent for a while before he said, "Do you have a cigarette here?"

Zhou Zhengan is not a heavy smoker, he doesn't like the taste of cigarettes very much, but tonight he just wants to smoke it very much, this feeling is like tickling his heart, very uncomfortable.

After a while, Jiang Ningyuan threw the cigarette to him, Zhou Zhengan lit the cigarette, spit out the smoke ring, and his appearance was a little distorted under the swirling smoke, and he thought about it for a long time.

Zhou Zhengan seemed to be surrounded by a fog, he didn't know if Jiang Nan had ever been moved by him, and he didn't know where this short-lived relationship between them was defined by Jiang Nan?

He didn't think about everything, and now he has reached the end.

......

In the early morning of the second day, Jiang Nan arrived at the Civil Affairs Bureau early, and there was no one in the Civil Affairs Bureau, so she sat on the steps in front of the door and waited with her head in her hand.

I don't know how long I waited, but the Civil Affairs Bureau gradually became more and more people, and people came and went.

Jiang Nan looked at the ground in a daze, and suddenly a shadow fell in front of him.

She looked up and met Zhou Zheng'an's eyes.

Zhou Zhengan put his hands in his coat pockets and looked at her with his head down, his eyes were as indifferent as ever.

Jiang Nan stood up and patted the clothes behind him.

"Let's go inside." Zhou Zhengan said that after speaking, he entered the Civil Affairs Bureau first.

Sitting in the waiting area, although the two are side by side, there is still a fist distance between their shoulders, and the two sides have no communication except for the words they said when they first came in, but they are really like a couple whose relationship has broken down.

Sitting next to them was a young couple, who had come to get a divorce like them, but they seemed to be more harmonious, talking and laughing.

The girl glanced at them and whispered to the boy next to her, "Look, that boy is so handsome, that's it, tsk." ”

"Handsome can't be eaten." The boy glanced at her.

None of them noticed that Zhou Zheng'an, who was being talked about by them, was getting darker and darker.

It's such a big place, no matter how low it is, you can hear it clearly, Jiang Nan can also hear it clearly, she quietly glanced at Zhou Zhengan, pursed her lips, turned her head to him and whispered: "Don't listen to them say that, I think you're very good."

Zhou Zhengan's face did not change, and Jiang Nan felt that he seemed to be even more angry than just now.

She completely shut up now, and didn't dare to say anything more.

......

Within half an hour, the two of them walked out of the Civil Affairs Bureau, probably because it had just passed the Spring Festival, and there were many marriages, but few divorces, so they handled it quite quickly.

Jiang Nan stood at the door, looking at the small green book in her hand, she exhaled heavily in her heart, and the corners of her mouth were a little more smiling.

Zhou Zhengan walked behind her unhurriedly, just taking in her smile that had only been shown for three seconds.

It turned out that divorcing him would make her so happy.

Zhou Zhengan's eyes darkened, and he went down the stairs, Jiang Nan only saw his back and went down the stairs step by step.

She stood behind him, watching him leave.

This time, it should be the last time to look at his back and leave, Jiang Nan thought secretly in his heart.

Zhou Zhixu hurried to her residence after receiving Jiang Nan's call.

Jiang Nan didn't plan to hide it from her this time, and the first person to tell her was her.

When Zhou Zhixu arrived, she was still sitting on the sofa writing with a notebook in her hand.

Zhou Zhixu was convinced, and she was so anxious that she was about to get angry: "No, are you still in the mood to work?" ”

Jiang Nan looked innocent: "Because of the divorce, I took half a day off, of course I have to make up for it." ”

Zhou Zhixu stepped forward and held her face and looked at it carefully: "Are you really okay?" ”

"It's okay, I'm really going to start living a good life." Jiang Nan looked at her and said seriously.

Zhou Zhixu pursed his eyebrows lightly: "Then can you tell me why you don't want to be my sister-in-law?" ”

Jiang Nan was a little helpless and looked at her: "Zhixu, I just said it." ”

"I don't care, it's okay if you don't have anything, my brother's words, with his character, it's even more nothing."