Xu Fanghua racked his brains, and couldn't understand why he had been so stupid in the past three years.

But she can guarantee that now that she knows Wei Rou's true face, she will definitely not be in the future.

didn't think much about it, Xu Fanghua wrote a letter to Song Yi, in the letter, she said that in the past three years, she has been writing to him, but because she mistakenly believed her friend, and because she was stupid, the letter was torn up before it was sent, and she only found out today.

However, Xu Fanghua is not very sure whether Song Yi wrote to her or not.

Did he not write it, or as Xu Jinning said, Song Yi's letters in the past three years were all taken away by Wei Rou under his false name?

At this point, when she goes to send the letter tomorrow, she can ask, and find another opportunity to go to Wei Rou's house to find it.

But this speculation, she told Song Yi in the letter.

said that she hadn't received any letter from him in the past three years, and that she might have been taken away by that friend in an impersonation, and that she would go to verify it later.

At the end of the letter, she asked Song Yi when she would come back, or would she come back in the future?

She is 19 years old this year, and she is about to become an old girl at this age when almost a girl's family is 15 or 16 years old.

If Song Yi didn't respond again, she might not be able to wait.

At the end of the letter, Xu Fanghua said that she would wait another 4 months, because she would be 20 years old in 4 months.

If Song Yi hadn't responded before that, she would have gone to see each other and then get married.

Xu Fanghua likes Song Yi, but this feeling of not being able to meet and having no companionship, it is enough to persist for more than three years, she is not infatuated to death, on the contrary, she is very sensible, and she will not choose to hang herself on a tree.

If Song Yi really liked other girls as Wei Rou said, she would choose to let go and not entangle.

After the letter was written, Xu Fanghua let out a deep melancholy, looked at the candle on the table, held her cheeks, and fell into deep thought.

The candlelight flickered, and the appearance of the old man could be faintly seen.

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Xu Jinning, who was in the other room, was dreaming at this time.

Or rather, it's not like a dream.

In the dream, she saw a face that was almost exactly the same as herself, or rather, she saw the original owner.

It was this dream that Xu Jinning understood the reason for his crossing.

It turned out that she was pulled by the original owner.

And the relationship between the original owner and her, the past life and the present life.

Not only is the world where the original owner is located, it is a world of the past life composed of a book, the name is "The True Daughter of the Group Pet", the heroine is Xu Fangfang, and now she is renamed Lin Wangshu, even the world where Xu Jinning is modern is also a world composed of a book, she is also a cannon fodder who has no thoughts of her own and is forcibly set up the plot, the heroine of that book is her stepsister, Xu Jinwen, and she is just vicious cannon fodder to pave the way for her stepsister.

In this book, what is presented to others is not that she was killed by her stepsister, but that she wanted to push her stepsister downstairs, and if she was not careful, she would fall down.

Everyone who learned about this said that she was evil and evil, and the heroine Xu Jinwen was always true, kind and beautiful.

And in this world of the 80s.

And the original owner and the Xu family are also cannon fodder, which are set up, in order to pave the way for the heroine Lin Wangshu, forcibly reduce intelligence, and even NPCs with tragic endings.

The original owner was awakened when he first died.

Yes, the first time I died, because the original owner found out that she died and was reborn back three years ago, when she first returned to the Qinghe production team, and then the plot repeatedly.

The original owner who awakened her consciousness desperately wanted to change, but no matter how she changed, the Xu family, as well as other cannon fodder in this world, still failed to wake up, and still went down according to their established plot, and the original owner also died three years later.

But after death she was born again, and she continued to change, but nothing changed.

The world is stuck in a cycle, or an unchangeable cycle.

The only one who awakens is her.

In countless cycles, one can imagine how devastated and desperate the original owner was.

By the end, she was numb and even going crazy.

A few days later, she somehow suddenly saw Xu Jinning, the other her, killed in modern times.

So she sacrificed herself and pulled Xu Jinning over.

"I can feel it, only you can wake them up."

"From the moment you enter this world, this world is no longer cyclical."

"This world will be your world from now on."

"Xu Jinning, live well, in fact, the Xu family, father, brother and sister, they are all very good."

"Although you don't say it, I know that you, like me, are equally eager for the love and companionship of your family."

"Wake them up, you will have a family, and then, with my share, live well and happily together."

"Xu Jinning, you want to be happy, if you can, please be happy for me."

"In modern times, you don't have to worry about it, there is retribution for good and evil, and the wicked will get their due retribution."

"Xu Jinning, I'm sorry to pull you over, and thank you for helping me get free."

"You must be happy."

After saying this, the original owner burst into tears in front of Xu Jinning, and the smile dissipated.

Xu Jinning, who was lying on the bed, opened his eyes suddenly.

She turned around and looked out the window at the bright moon, thinking about the dream she had just had.

Maybe it's not a dream either.

It turns out that not only this world, but even the world she is in is controlled by the plot, and she is also a cannon fodder without thoughts.

It wasn't until she was pulled into this world by the original owner, that is, in her previous life, that she had her own thoughts.

Actually, Xu Jinning didn't blame the original owner for pulling her over.

Because instead of living without thoughts and in a mess, it is better to come to this era and live with your own thoughts.

She wants to be a human being, a person of flesh and blood, feelings and thoughts, not a tool person without a mind of her own.

The original owner and her are the relationship between the past life and the present life.

But Xu Jinning has to admit that she is living much better than the original master, after all, there are a few people who can fall into such an unchangeable circle of death in the world without collapsing and despairing.

She understands the original owner.

From the state of the original owner, she can indeed see that dissipation is the best way for the original owner to be liberated.

Moreover, Xu Jinning still remembered what the original owner said.

The original owner said that after she was pulled over to this world, the cannon fodder of this world can be awakened.

In other words, the Xu family, who was originally manipulated by the plot, can be awakened by her, thus awakening personal consciousness.

So, can she expect it?

Is there hope that she can get the love and companionship of her family?

Although Xu Jinning has always refused to admit it, he feels that he can live well alone, and he does not need the companionship and love of his family.

But she is a human being, a gregarious person, who doesn't crave love and companionship?

She is just hard-mouthed, but she is hurt by her modern parents and family, and she doesn't dare to hold out hope anymore.

(End of chapter)