Zhao Zhao (4)

"Do you remember? Once you got off the stage and injured your foot, no one dared to carry you to the hospital, and finally a man wearing a peaked cap took the initiative to step forward and carry you to the hospital for a check-up. Qin Yao looked at Song Zhaozhao deeply: "Song Zhaozhao, I am that man." ”

Song Zhaozhao looked at Qin Yao in a daze, Rao had thought of many reasons, but she would never have thought that this person was Qin Yao.

"How is it possible" Song Zhaozhao opened his mouth and looked at Qin Yao blankly, his voice was uneasy: "How could it be you"

"Why can't it be?" Qin Yao looked at Song Zhaozhao seriously, his eyebrows were lowered, and his eyes couldn't be more serious: "Zhaozhao, it's me." ”

At that time, I stood in the middle of the crowd and looked at your sparkling appearance, and I was probably tempted.

The world loves you for your talent and beauty, but what I love is your ambitious eyes.

"I knew that it was impossible for you to notice me at that time, and it was impossible for me to protect you at that time like I do now, so I didn't do anything, let alone bother."

Qin Yao took a step closer towards Song Zhaozhao, his fox eyes were darker, staring at the girl's beautiful face, "But now, I can protect you well, Zhaozhao, what I want for you is everything you want." ”

It took Song Zhaozhao a long time to digest Qin Yao's words.

She clenched her hands into fists for a long time, and finally made up her mind and looked at Qin Yao: "But. I can't promise you. ”

This refusal was expected by Qin Yao.

The lazy smile in the man's eyes did not decrease, and he asked her quietly, "Why?" ”

"Because what I want now is not love." Song Zhaozhao's eyes were firm: "Qin Yao, I just want to hold on to everything I have created with my own hands." ”

She said so seriously, every word, could not be more cautious.

Qin Yao understood that now was not the time to continue approaching.

So he stepped back quietly, his smile deepened, and he said softly: "Okay, then I'll give you time, Zhaozhao, no matter what happens, I will be the audience under the audience to cheer for you." ”

For Song Zhaozhao, these words are very lethal.

There was a strange feeling in my heart, and it began to spread.

It's not completely without feelings, the two have fought side by side all the way, and they already have enough memories.

It's just a fork in the road of life choices, and this time Song Zhaozhao doesn't want to be that emotional person.

"So, will you always fight with me?" Song Zhaozhao looked at Qin Yao uncertainly.

Qin Yao's smile became more and more calm, and his words were straightforward and gentle: "Otherwise? Our company is now such a cash cow as you. ”

"You didn't open this company for me, did you?"

"You're pretty good at putting gold on your face?" Qin Yao sneered and said lazily: "Song Zhaozhao, I am not such an emotional person, and you don't need such a person to be by your side." ”

Song Zhaozhao couldn't hold back and laughed.

She casually took a bottle of red wine from the wine cabinet next to her.

Song Zhaozhao didn't have any research on red wine, and he couldn't understand it, so he shook the red wine in his hand, raised his eyebrows, and said, "Is this expensive?" ”

Qin Yao said that it was not expensive.

"Then let's sit down and have a drink." Song Zhaozhao said: "Celebrate the first day we reached a consensus and joined hands side by side. ”

Song Zhaozhao got the queen of the song in the winter two years later.

Qin Yao is a man of words, he said that he accompanied Song Zhaozhao, and he really accompanied him in spring, summer, autumn and winter, and accompanied him for several reincarnations.

If Song Zhaozhao recalls the past two years, he is probably repeating practice and enterprising.

Qin Yao has always been with her, all the overtime until late at night, because of the tension and anxiety of songwriting when she can't sleep, Qin Yao accompanies her.

On New Year's Day in the first year, the two sat in front of the floor-to-ceiling window and ate fried chicken beer.

Qin Yao said: "Song Zhaozhao, you have to learn how to regulate your emotions. ”

Song Zhaozhao took the chicken leg that had no skin, and while eating it, he asked, "How to adjust it?" It's been a year, and I still haven't written a song that I'm happy with. ”

"I'm not afraid of a loss-making person, what are you afraid of?" Qin Yao raised his eyebrows, picked up the beer on the side and took a sip.

He pointed to the brilliant fireworks in front of him and said with a smile: "Look, Zhou Yinghuai is setting off fireworks to coax his daughter-in-law again." ”

Song Zhaozhao couldn't help laughing, "Jiang Tan is like a child." ”

"We're not kids." Qin Yao said slowly.

Song Zhaozhao asked him, then what am I?

Qin Yao said: "Song Zhaozhao is a wild goose, and he will fly far away and go far, far away. ”

"And after that?" Song Zhaozhao smiled, probably because she was infected by the mood of the New Year, and her anxiety about not being able to write songs was much lighter, so she asked for a long time: "I'm going to wander the world?" ”

"Geese are migratory birds, and migratory birds will migrate." Qin Yao's voice lacked Fang Cai's smile, and suddenly became very serious, he said: "Zhaozhao, no matter how far you want to go, you can go, I will always be in Ningcheng, waiting for you to come back." ”

"But I remember, the Qin family is in Hong Kong City." Song Zhaozhao turned his face sideways and looked at Qin Yao's delicate and deep face in the fireworks, "Can you never go back for the rest of your life?" ”

"Isn't it just for life? If you want to, I will open this record company in Ningcheng and accompany you for the rest of your life. Qin Yao took another sip of wine, and he said: "Song Zhaozhao, there are gains and losses in life, I am the same as you, I know what I want most, and everything else can be discarded." ”

Song Zhaozhao remembered this sentence for a long, long time.

It was also on this night that Song Zhaozhao wrote a song that he had never written.

The title of the song is "Inseparable".

Song Zhaozhao didn't tell anyone who had this song because of whom.

But in this world, there is no creator who will not love her muse.

Song Zhaozhao successfully won the second year of the song queen with "Inseparable".

At this time, at the award ceremony of the queen of songs, Song Zhaozhao took the trophy from the host's hand, smiled brightly in front of all the media, and kissed the trophy in his hand.

This is the best explanation of her efforts in the past two years.

Qin Yao really sat in the audience as he said.

He followed the applause of the crowd, a pair of fox eyes, beautiful and eye-catching, but his gaze, but from beginning to end, he just looked at Song Zhaozhao.

"Zhaozhao, is there anything you want to say to the fans about this award?" The host smiled kindly and handed the microphone to Song Zhaozhao.

Song Zhaozhao took the microphone calmly, with a bright smile, "First of all, of course, I would like to thank all the fans and friends for accompanying me all the way, I have been lost many times along the way, and I have had a lot of immaturity, but fortunately, I didn't go the wrong way in the end, and I didn't make the wrong choice." Here, in addition to my fan friends, I would like to thank one person. ”

When the host heard this, he smiled and said, "Listening to Zhaozhao's tone, this is a very important person!" Was this person on the scene? ”

"Yes." Song Zhaozhao's gaze fell on Qin Yao in the audience.

And Qin Yao smiled at the corner of her lips, and looked at the little girl on the stage with her eyebrows and eyes, at this moment, all the lights fell on her.

Qin Yao heard her say: "Thank you for being with me for so long, now I can realize my dream, so, Qin Yao, do you want to come on stage and hug me." ”

The fans at the scene cheered and screamed.

All the magnesium lights and camera lights are at this moment, and they become even noisier.

The smile in Qin Yao's eyes was even heavier, and he got up in the expectant gaze of everyone and walked in front of Song Zhaozhao step by step.

The crowd was boiling, and the handsome and unusually handsome man was in front of everyone, looking down at the bright rose in front of him who had just gotten the queen, he lowered his eyes and said softly: "Is it okay?" ”

The smile in Song Zhaozhao's eyes almost overflowed, and she threw herself directly into Qin Yao's arms.

There was a boiling scream at the scene.

Qin Yao lowered his head, and his chin gently brushed the top of Song Zhaozhao's hair.

He heard Song Zhaozhao's firm voice.

Song Zhaozhao said: "This song exists because of you, and I haven't told you about it." ”

Qin Yao was stunned for a moment, and then, the softness in his eyes became heavier, and he hugged Song Zhaozhao tighter: "That's really my honor." ”

"Qin Yao."

"Huh?"

"I will give you half of my glory."

"Thank you."

"It's not okay to thank you verbally, I really want to thank you, can you take me to Hong Kong City to have a look?"

The scene was clearly so noisy, but Qin Yao heard every word Song Zhaozhao said clearly.

Qin Yao's hand holding Song Zhaozhao trembled inexplicably, he closed his eyes, and the tails of his eyes were red: "Okay, then can I tell them that I am Song Zhaozhao's Qin Yao." ”

Song Zhaozhao raised her head in Qin Yao's arms, her eyebrows were crooked, her eyes were so bright, she said, "I thought that this was our consensus. ”

Different from the bustle of everyone at the scene, at the entrance of the awards dinner, a shadow was lonely, very lonely.

It's Zheng Heng.

He has changed a lot in recent years, he has lost his former flamboyance and youthfulness, and his whole person has matured and stabilized.

It's just that the growth line of people and people, once it doesn't intersect, then everything will lose its meaning.

Zheng Heng looked at Song Zhaozhao, who was held in Qin Yao's arms and was full of happiness on the stage, after all, he clearly understood that he would probably lose her forever.

Now, Zheng Heng thinks back to the beginning of the two, in fact, it was nothing more than the eldest young master's whim who became interested in a little singer of the eighteenth line who was covered with thorns.

Zheng Heng was too young and proud at that time, and he didn't know what kind of damage his willfulness would cause to Song Zhaozhao.

Later, when he knew that Song Zhaozhao had lost his voice and his proud career because of him, he understood for the first time that his love was only a hurt to Song Zhaozhao.

It wasn't chosen to be put down from the beginning.

It's easier said than done.

In addition to the net worth of others, Zheng Heng is also an ordinary person, mortal in the flesh, and will be painful and bitter.

There is no way for him to really be at ease, and there is no way to watch Song Zhaozhao walk to others step by step from the other side.

But what else can be done?

He chased him to Hong Kong City, and he apologized word by word, Song Zhaozhao was so stubborn, he just refused to forgive.

Zheng Heng persuaded himself later to really let go.

Later that year, the first year of Jiang Tan and Zhou Yinghuai's marriage, they were both in Mingyuan and spent the New Year together.

Song Zhaozhao was very happy from beginning to end, she helped Jiang Tan make dumplings, she accompanied Jiang Tan and Su Yue to joke, she stood in the hall, laughing with the two little girls.

She is so happy, but this happiness has nothing to do with herself.

Zheng Heng and Zhou Yinghuai stood in the snow for a long time.

Zhou Yinghuai's tone was casual, and he asked himself lightly: "Did you really let it go?" ”

He said put it down.

Actually, no.

At that time, I just thought that this might be better for Song Zhaozhao.

As time went on, he gradually understood that in fact, love does not have to be obtained, and love can also be let go.

He said that he let go, but he let go of his obsession.

When eating dumplings, he sat in the farthest place from Song Zhaozhao without changing his face, reducing his sense of existence.

It's just that the weather in Ningcheng is really bad.

After eating, Jiang Tan and Zhou Yinghuai sent them away, and it began to snow outside again.

Song Zhaozhao didn't drive over, and he didn't want to trouble Jiang Tan, so he stood on the side of the road and waited for the car alone.

Zheng Heng mustered up enough courage to drive the car in front of Song Zhaozhao.

Under the street lamp, the girl's slender figure has an indescribable weakness and innocence in the snow, she blinked, looked at herself, and showed a very peaceful smile: "Don't send me, I can go home by myself." ”

"By the way." Zheng Heng's throat was bitter, and his hoarse voice was even more lonely in the snow: "Zhaozhao, today is the New Year, I'll send you home, just like an ordinary friend." ”

The smile in Song Zhaozhao's eyes faded a little, she looked at Qin Yao seriously, the smile on the corner of her lips was slightly raised, and her voice became serious: "But Zheng Heng, how can we stop by in the east and west of the city?" ”

We're going to a completely different destination.

They had loved each other deeply, very, very deeply.

So how could Zheng Heng not hear Song Zhaozhao's words.

His eyes were more moist, looking at Song Zhaozhao's calm and dull eyebrows, he couldn't help but smile bitterly: "Then when I want to send you, can't I?" ”

Song Zhaozhao said no.

She drew a clear line between the two, and there was no possibility of crossing the line at all.

When Zheng Heng drove away, he watched Song Zhaozhao's figure from the rearview mirror getting farther and farther away from him, and in the end, it disappeared completely.

The days that followed were nothing more than methodical years.

Zheng Heng's life should be orderly.

He went to many places, those secluded islands abroad, and went to see them all by himself.

I heard Song Zhaozhao's new song at the moment when the plane landed at the airport.

The little girl in the next seat disconnected her Bluetooth headset and sang out.

How well Zheng Heng should know Song Zhaozhao, and understand that just a voice can recognize her.

The little girl who accidentally released it was very embarrassed, and said with a smile: "Sir, I'm sorry, my idol has released a new song, and I've been listening to it for the past few days." ”

"Song Zhaozhao."

The man is noble and handsome, and he looks very business-like, but he can pronounce the name accurately.

The little girl was shocked, looked at Zheng Heng with wide eyes, and said, "This gentleman, are you also a fan of Song Zhaozhao?" We still have such handsome fans! ”

Zheng Heng smiled and said yes, he listened to every song of Song Zhaozhao.

"That's right, sir!" The little girl excitedly took out her mobile phone, "I am one of the administrators of the Song Zhao Zhaoning City Fan Support Association!" Do you want to participate in our fan support club in Ningcheng, and if you have any materials, we will post them in the group. ”

This feeling is very amazing, Zheng Heng didn't know what he was crazy about, he really listened to this little girl's words and added an inexplicable fan support club.

Later, Zheng Heng participated in several activities in the group, without exception, and did not show up with money.

Everyone in the group is discussing what kind of fan he is.

Zheng Heng just looked at Song Zhaozhao's poster portrait, and then folded them one by one and asked the housekeeper to put them away.

At this time, he also did not step forward.

She stood in the corner of the crowd and watched the picture of Song Zhaozhao and Qin Yao hugging each other.

Zheng Heng doesn't know how to describe the emotions at this moment, it's too complicated, and people's hearts can be so complicated.

Zheng Heng turned around and walked towards the door.

But I don't know why, I met the girl on the plane before.

The little girl recognized Zheng Heng at a glance, and pulled him with a smile with a look of surprise: "This gentleman! You're here to see Zhaozhao too! We're waiting to take a photo with Zhaozhao! Do you want to be together! ”

Zheng Heng sighed and said lightly: "No need, just go for you." ”

"Don't you want to go see Zhaozhao?" The little girl asked, puzzled.

Qin Yao didn't know how to explain it to her.

Don't want to?

He was going crazy thinking.

But the face of the world has long been determined, and he and Song Zhaozhao will probably never see each other again for the rest of their lives.

Later, Zheng Heng retired from the fan support club in Ningcheng.

The Zheng family arranged a new marriage partner for him, Miss Su, who was the right person, with a picturesque smile.

Zheng Heng told the other party about his demands, and the other party was sober and said calmly: "Young Master Zheng, you don't have someone in your heart alone, I also have it in my heart." ”

Zheng Heng was stunned for a moment, and inevitably looked at Miss Su apologetically.

It was already a good result, but Zheng Heng and that Miss Su didn't know if it was agreed, and they tacitly agreed to postpone the wedding.

Not long after, in the winter, the housekeeper handed the Gangcheng Daily to Zheng Heng as before.

Zheng Heng looked at it in the past, he was all silent, glanced at it casually, and threw it aside.

But today, he held the newspaper, and his whole body seemed to be petrified, and he sat stiffly for a long, long time.

After that, the newspaper slipped out of his hand and fell to the ground.

The housekeeper hurriedly lowered his body to pick it up, and saw the headline on the front page, which was the news of the wedding of Song Zhaozhao and Qin Yao.

"Young Master." The housekeeper was stunned: "This is what you wanted to take home before."

Zheng Heng was noncommittal, he looked out of the door with deep eyebrows, and the last big stone seemed to have completely fallen to the ground.

He spoke, so calm that he couldn't be calmer: "Tell Miss Su that if you want to get married, you can do it at any time." ”