Chapter 10 Discrimination

"Li Heng's family staged a tragedy! My father cheated, my mother committed suicide, and I had a younger sister, but she was born illegally! ”

Zhao Ji thought to himself.

"If his father cherishes this family and gives him more time to spend with his wife and children, then this home is still a complete and warm home, and it will not be so fragmented."

Zhao Ji thought of his ex-wife's cheating again, fortunately, he divorced decisively, otherwise he would have an illegitimate child, wouldn't that copy the tragedy of Li Heng's family?

"People, why don't you cherish the happy family life in front of you?"

"As the saying goes: love is like sugar, marriage is like water. After the sweet love period, it is a plain married life. If a married person, whether a man or a woman, is always eating in a bowl, looking at the pot, looking at one mountain and looking at another, he will never be satisfied, and sooner or later something will go wrong. Once you put an idea into action, there will be a tragedy. ”

"Actually, the best thing is to stay with the people in front of you."

He thought again.

Since Li Heng talked about Li Shi and opened the conversation, it was like the collapse of a flood control levee, and the flood rushed down like a beast, and it couldn't be closed.

Through Li Heng's eloquent narration, Zhao Ji knew about Li Shi, who was an illegitimate child, and the growth process of being discriminated against.

"The affair between my father and Li Shi's biological mother was stirred up on the Internet by my mother's hired water army, which made Li Shi's biological mother live for a long time in those public opinion that others spit on."

"Why did your mother do that?"

"Because she hates her!"

"Oh, this ......"

"After my father was imprisoned, because of those ugly things that could not be seen, as well as the public opinion that attacked her on the Internet, Li Shi's biological mother even had the heart to die."

"The power of public opinion is like overwhelming, and it is irresistible. When one person spits out a mouthful of water, it becomes a river when there are more people, and it will drown people. ”

"Yes, when she saw her young daughter, she chose patience and made up her mind to raise Li Shi as an adult."

"Was she fired from the hotel?" Zhao Ji asked.

Li Heng glanced at Zhao Ji.

"Of course, such a moral turpitude has happened, and no unit can tolerate it. Most of the units were afraid of dishonoring their reputation, so she looked for work everywhere in the city, and when she saw that she was the protagonist of the 'Little Three Public Opinion that destroys other people's families', no unit dared to accept her. ”

"Alas...... This is the wall falling down and everyone pushing it! Zhao Ji sighed again.

"She had to take Li Shi back to the countryside, her hometown."

"Oh, that's a good way to survive."

"But, you know, the countrymen of today are not as simple and kind as they used to be."

"That's right!"

"Have you ever seen Li Shi's mother with your own eyes?"

"I seem to have seen it. I remember that day, she and my father were walking down the street arm in arm, she was wrapped in a dark headscarf and a yellow shawl on her shoulders,β€”β€” her silhouette was clearly visible in my memory......"

"Oh, and what is your impression of her?"

"I think - she is a deferential, dignified, serious woman."

"You say, how did she live when she took Li Shi to the countryside?"

"Not so good! For her, an illegitimate daughter, the countrymen always looked at her with discrimination. Everywhere she went, there were always people who spat on her and even scolded her. That's why she was pretty strict with her. She didn't let her come into contact with strangers, and Li Shi couldn't see anyone except her. She is not pampered, that is, not overly cared for. ”

"Oh, it's scary to think about! We can imagine what kind of harsh environment Li Shi lived in since she was a child. Zhao Ji said.

However, she loved her very much, and was always obedient to her. She thought she was sorry for her. Li Shi soon understood that she was a major figure in the family. Slowly she grew up, and then she realized that she had no father, and she always asked her where his father was? Her mother never answered. The more this is the case, the more Li Shi wants to ask. Later, when she got tired of asking, her mother told the truth. When Li Shi heard this, she cried sadly, and she slowly understood the status of her illegitimate daughter......"

"Poor Li Shi...... What a blow it would be for her......"

So, in Li Shi, self-esteem developed strongly, and also developed a suspicious psychology. Some bad habits are being formed, and the simplicity is gone. Li Shi wants the world to forget about the origin of her illegitimate daughter. She was ashamed of both her mother and ashamed of herself for having such shameful thoughts. So, she made her mother proud. ”

"Alas, it turns out that Li Shi has been living in the label of illegitimate daughter......"

"Yes, you can see that she knew a lot of things she shouldn't know at her age, then and now...... But is it her fault? Li Heng asked angrily.

Of course, this is not Li Shi's fault, Li Shi is innocent. This is a mistake made by adults, and it is impossible to get rid of it when it is imposed on innocent children. Zhao Ji said.

His mood could not be calmed either.

"You're right! The vitality of youth is advancing in Li Shi, and the blood is boiling, but there is no one who can guide her correctly. Everything wants her to grow up completely free and autonomous! Hence the bad temper of hers. Ordinary people can't stand it. ”

"Well, but, as you said, as long as you understand her background, it will be tolerated, and it is understandable."

Li Shi always wants to appear no worse than others. So, she studied desperately. What can be the result? From the beginning, her abnormal life was taking shape abnormally, but her heart did not deteriorate, and her intelligence was not damaged. But everyone around her looked at her differently, and she became more and more grumpy, often losing her temper with her mother for no apparent reason. ”

……

In this way, her mother has been in Li Shi's complaint for a long time, she suffered from severe depression, and finally had to commit suicide by jumping off the building.

"Alas......" Zhao Ji let out a long sigh when he heard this.

"The death of her mother was a heavy blow to her......"

"Of course, there is nothing more sad in the world than the loss of a parent at a young age."

Later, she was quite sensitive to the dead. In the first few days after my father's death, she shivered at the sound of my voice, and my caresses saddened her, but then she finally became familiar and accustomed to me, step by step. ”

"Well, you get along, of course, there has to be a process of getting acquainted with each other."

"Yes, when she was convinced that I really regarded her as a sister, and loved her as a sister, she was full of enthusiasm for meβ€”she would never be half-hearted in any affection. I took her to the provincial capital. ”

"And what about your uncle?"

"He died too, and he left me a big legacy."

"Oh......"

"I sent her to one of the best boarding schools. As sad as I feel about being separated from her, I can't live with her anyway, I can't keep her from receiving an education, right? Li Shi understood that we had to separate, but at first she was so sick that she almost died. ”

"And then?"

Later, she managed to get used to it and lived in a boarding school for four years. But, contrary to my expectations, she was still the same as before. The teacher from the boarding middle school often came to my house and complained to me for her, saying that she was talking to Li Shi, and if she said something serious, Li Shi would cry. ”

"Li Shi is so fragile!"

"Yes, the teacher told me again, and she couldn't listen to good words."

"Maybe this is the temperament of an illegitimate daughter!"

However, Li Shi is very smart, has excellent academic performance, and is always at the top. But she doesn't want to be like ordinary people, she is stubborn and seems withdrawn...... I can't blame her too much. ”

"I finally understand now why you're always so accommodating to her?"