Chapter 11 Glue Paint Match
"In school, as an illegitimate daughter, Li Shi, she either deliberately flattered her classmates, or even flattered her, or she was depressed and sad."
"Is it so pathetic for her to socialize with her classmates at school?" Zhao Ji asked.
"Well, because she thinks her background is not good, and she is worried about being looked down upon by her classmates."
"Alas! It turns out that this is the case, she is so inferior! Zhao Ji let out another long sigh.
"It's her lack of self-confidence. Of all her classmates, Li Shi only played the most with a female classmate whose family was poor and ugly, and who had become timid as a mouse due to domestic abuse. ”
Li Heng said.
"In this boarding school, most of them come from wealthy families or wealthy families. The classmates didn't like her, and when they heard that she was an illegitimate daughter, they sarcastic, sarcastic, and ridiculed her if they could, and made her useless. ”
"Is this the atmosphere in the school right now? It's called school bullying. Zhao Ji said angrily.
"What's the solution? School bullying is hidden, and teachers have no way to take it. However, Li Shi did not show weakness to those who bullied her, and she did not give in. ”
Li Heng and Zhao Ji glanced at each other.
"She's like a stingray, she looks gentle and not aggressive, but she's too sensitive, and when she encounters a little stimulation, she gets out of control. Its poisonous hook pierces the skin and causes swelling and stinging! ”
Zhao Ji gestured with his hand as he spoke.
"Hmmm! Your analogy is apt. All in all, she is on her own. Sometimes it's my own way, I make my own decisions, and I do it blindly...... Bent. It's just that now it seems that her demeanor has changed a little better, although she doesn't seem to have made much progress in this area.
"Did Li Shi go to college?"
"Of course, she's out of college, but she doesn't want to go out and look for a job, she just wants to stay at home with me. Every year, I take Li Shi to live in this town for a period of time. ”
Li Heng replied, understatement.
"The town has beautiful scenery and the air is quite fresh, so it's really a pretty good choice."
"Yes, this town inspires me to create. I tried to practice writing novels here, and she ..... Still as mischievous and eccentric as ever. ”
"Isn't it nice to have Li Shi with you?"
"Of course, now we get to know you. I hope you don't rebuke her too harshly. She pretends not to care about anything, but in fact she values everyone's opinions, especially yours. ”
Li Heng showed his serene smile again.
Zhao Ji stood up and took a few steps: "Let's take a walk!" ”
"Okay!" Li Heng also stood up and slowly walked along the river with Zhao Ji.
"That's all there is." Li Heng said again, "However, I really can't do anything about her. She's like gunpowder. She hasn't fallen in love with anyone until now, but if she falls in love with anyone, it won't be a problem! Sometimes I don't know what to do with her. ”
"Something suddenly occurred to her the other day. Suddenly, to say that I was a little colder to her than before, that she only loved me alone, and that she would always love me alone...... As soon as she said this, she burst into tears...... How does this work? ”
"So that's ......" Zhao Ji just said it, but when he thought something was wrong, he stopped talking again.
"So, please tell me," Zhao Ji asked Li Heng, and they could already talk to each other bluntly, "Is this really the case, she hasn't liked anyone yet?"
"Nope. I introduced a few boys to her, but she didn't like them at all. No...... Li Shi needs a man who can conquer her, or rather, a man who makes her admire. ”
Zhao Ji was silent......
"I've been talking to you for too long! If you want to go back, I'll delay you. ”
Seeing that Zhao Ji didn't speak, Li Heng felt that he had said enough, and planned to send Zhao Ji back.
"No, there was no delay. Listen to me. Zhao Ji looked at Li Heng with a pleading gaze, "I'd better go back to your homestay to meet Li Shi!" I'm not going back just yet. ”
"Aren't you in a hurry to go back?"
"There's no rush now." Zhao Ji replied briefly.
Li Heng smiled gently, and then they returned to the homestay with a pale red gate.
Zhao Ji looked at this familiar courtyard and the pet dog, and had a sweet feeling, and his heart was as sweet as eating honey, or someone quietly poured honey into his heart.
After listening to Li Heng's narration of Li Shi's life experience, Zhao Ji was relieved, and his mood became extremely relaxed.
Li Shi greeted them at the threshold.
Zhao Ji had expected that she might let out those grotesque laughs, but when she walked up to them, her face was gloomy and she looked a little pale.
To Zhao Ji's surprise, she didn't make any sound, just lowered her eyes. She must be secretly overjoyed, he thought.
"Ah Shi, look, Zhao Ji is back again." Li Heng said, "Moreover, you must know that he came back on his own initiative, not by me." ”
Li Shi looked at Zhao Ji's handsome face with an inquiring gaze.
Zhao Ji stretched out his right hand to her, and Li Shi also stretched out his right hand.
This time, Zhao Ji clenched her cold and silky palm tightly, which was as cute as a jade shoot.
Zhao Ji pitied her and sympathized with her, so he fell in love with her, and even fell in love with her.
He had understood many of the things that had puzzled him in her before, which had been disturbing him, and now he had finally figured it out.
The turmoil in her heart, her difficulty in restraining herself, her desire to show off.
All this ...... Zhao Ji Bingru watched the fire and had insight.
Zhao Ji glanced at this mind...... A hidden weight often oppressed her, and her unruly pride churned and struggled with trepidation.
However, her whole soul is desperate to have someone look down on her.
Zhao Ji suddenly realized, why this weird and frightening girl has always attracted him.
The reason why she attracted him was not only because of the semi-childish charm that permeated her whole beautiful body...... He also liked her kind and straightforward heart.
Li Heng began to search for his novel manuscript, ready to continue writing.
……
"Li Shi, would you like to go for a walk in the garden with me?" Zhao Ji asked. He felt that this was a good opportunity to meet Li Shi.
"Now?"
"Well, now."
Li Shi immediately agreed happily and obediently.
They came to the back garden of the B&B, which was next to a small river. They sat down on a long bench.
"You're alone, you don't live with us, you won't feel lonely alone, right?" Li Shi began to ask.
"So, would you be bored without me living with you?" Zhao Ji asked rhetorically.
Li Shi turned his face sideways and looked at Zhao Ji seriously.
"Yes, definitely." She replied affirmatively, "Did you have fun going to the mountains alone the other day?"
She then asked again.
"Are those mountains high? Taller than clouds, right? Tell me everything you see. You told my brother, but you didn't tell me, and I haven't heard anything. ”
"At that time...... Why did you slip away like a loach fish? If you don't go away, it would be nice to listen to it with your brother, and I won't talk about it again. Zhao Ji said.
"Well, I'll slip away...... It's because ...... It's because ...... But I'm not going to slip away now! She asked, in a convictive, intimate tone, "Are you really angry today?" ”
"Why are you asking this?"
"Just to ask."
"Why? Don't think so......"
"I know, you're really angry, and you walked away in a rage. Why did you go away so ruthlessly? You know, when you left like that, I was heartbroken and very uncomfortable. But I'm so glad you're back. ”
"I'm happy too." Zhao Ji said in a low and gentle voice.
Li Shi shrugged her shoulders and made a grimace, her eyebrows went up, and the corners of her mouth went up. Like a child, when he encounters something happy, he often does it.
"Ah, I'll guess!" She continued, "I'm sensitive. Sometimes, I could tell if my father was happy with me or not with me, just by the look on his face. ”
Before this day, Li Shi had never talked about her father to Zhao Ji, and she mentioned it casually and naturally.
This made Zhao Ji feel extremely surprised.