Worry, fear, restlessness, irritability......

These feelings were vaguely obtained by Zhao Ji after meeting Li Shi yesterday.

However, since Zhao Ji slept all night, these negative emotions have faded again, or they have been suppressed by the desire to see Li Shi.

Early the next morning, Zhao Ji drove to Li Heng and them again. He couldn't be sure if he was really in love with Li Shi.

"Don't think so much, let's take one step at a time!"

Zhao Ji thought to himself.

"In any case, my affection for her with each other, at least sincerely, is neither hypocritical nor contrived. Why not? ”

He misses her, cares about her, and longs for her.

The troubled experiences of her past are attracting his attention, and her unpredictable fate in the future is attracting his attention—

He was genuinely happy that they had not expected to be close to each other.

Well......

Zhao Ji felt that he had only begun to really understand her substantially since yesterday, and everything he had seen in her eyes before was an appearance.

Because of the contact in the past few days, until yesterday, she was always avoiding him, and she had never talked and contacted him so cordially as yesterday.

Only by talking can we understand.

Only by touching can you feel it......

Isn't it?

Although he didn't talk about the emotional level yesterday, Zhao Ji felt that it was enough, after all, he had just started to get in touch, take his time, don't worry.

If you are in a hurry, it will not be beautiful, or even you will not be able to achieve it quickly - violating the law and blindly seeking speed, not only will you fail to achieve your goal, but it will also be counterproductive.

In Zhao Ji's current opinion, Li Shi has slowly entered an emotional situation.

She can finally open her heart in front of Zhao Ji and will not hide it, which is always something worthy of Zhao Ji's happiness.

Zhao Ji's eyes appeared, her appearance was beautiful and delicious, showing how charming and intoxicating she was,—— her skin was as clean as snow, and her hair was dense like weaving; The eyes are like charming, and the lips are red like Dan.

What a mysterious charm this countenance reveals shyly......

For Zhao Ji, it feels like there is another cave, and the novelty of abandoning the same is different.

Zhao Ji parked the car at the foot of the mountain, climbed up the familiar stone staircase with vigor and vigor, and kept looking up at the homestay painted with a pale red gate on the top of the mountain.

He cherishes the present and does not think about the future – not even tomorrow.

Why should you think about it?

Don't expect, don't assume, don't force, just let it be. If it is meant to happen, it will happen.

Therefore, Zhao Ji was satisfied. Like a little bird flying in the sky, free and happy; Like a cloud wandering in the sky, leisurely walking.

When he walked into the small courtyard, Li Shi saw Zhao Ji come in, and his face suddenly turned crimson.

He was amazed to find that she had dressed herself up beautifully, but the expression on her face was extremely out of harmony with her outfit.

Clothes are dressed in extremely bright colors dominated by red. - A pale pink long gauze skirt, a rose-red brocade jacket, and a short pink belt around the waist.

And his face was extremely melancholy. ——A pair of sad and sullen eyes, a pair of sad and sentimental frowns, and a pair of dry lips.

"What's she depressed?"

Zhao Ji thought to himself.

He even thought that according to Li Shi's own habits, he would run away or slip away after seeing him. This time, however, she was an exception, and did not do so, but greeted him warmly.

Li Heng is immersed in the self-righteous mood of a novelist,—— his heart is full of enthusiasm and ecstatic excitement......

For novelists who are just starting out in the arts, this sentiment often occurs whenever they think they have been extremely successful in writing, as they call "capturing the brain's inspiration".

I can't control it.

Li Heng sat at a desk with a laptop on the table. His hair was unkempt and his beard didn't seem to be shaved. He was waving his fingers on the computer keyboard, up and down like playing a piano.

Seeing Zhao Ji come in, he nodded to Zhao Ji almost with a fierce and vicious look, which scared Zhao Ji a lot.

Then Li Heng narrowed his eyes, regardless of Zhao Ji's frightened look, and concentrated on tapping his novel on the keyboard with his fingers.

Zhao Ji didn't want to disturb Li Heng, so he sat down next to Li Shi.

Li Shi's dark eyes, as if they had been dyed with oil soaked in ink, slowly turned his head and looked at Zhao Ji stupidly.

"Hehe, Ashi, I feel that you look different today than yesterday." Zhao Ji said.

Because Zhao Ji tried hard to signal several times, trying to cause a smile on Li Shi's lips was in vain, Zhao Ji said this to her.

"What's different about me?"

"You look so melancholy today, despite how beautifully you're dressed!"

"No, it's not what you think, I'm not depressed."

She retorted in an unhurried, hoarse voice.

"It's nothing, though. I didn't sleep well and I was cranky all night. ”

"What do you want?" Zhao Ji asked softly and gently.

"Hey, hey, I've got a lot to think about. I've had this habit since I was a child, and I'm extremely sensitive to everything and like to think cranky. This started when I was living with my mother......"

She hollowed out her thoughts, racked her brains, struggled to say the sentence, and then repeated it again.

"When I was living with my mother...... I thought, why did my parents give birth to me? Don't they know what will happen in the future? Why does my mother always lie to me? Why are they all dead, leaving me alone to endure all this pain......"

Zhao Ji was speechless...... Listen to her continue.

"Then I thought, my parents are gone, there is no one to guide me, I don't know anything, what should I learn well? Zhao Ji, you can talk about it. ”

Before Zhao Ji could open his mouth, Li Shi said again.

"I can't do anything, for example, I can't play the piano, I can't draw, I can't recite...... I couldn't even play a sweater. ”

……

"Zhao Ji, I don't have any ability at all, if you are with me, I think you will be depressed and depressed. You're pretending to be happy to make me happy, aren't you? ”

Li Shi became more and more excited the more she spoke, and finally couldn't help crying.

"Don't cry, okay? As soon as you cry, I don't know what I should do? You don't think about yourself correctly. Zhao Ji persuaded, "Actually, you know a lot of things, you are smart, beautiful, and confident......

"Am I smart? Am I confident? I'm stupid myself, and I have low self-esteem, and you're still saying this, are you sarcastic about me? ”

She asked rhetorically with that innocent, inquisitive look.

This made Zhao Ji laugh.

"What are you laughing at?" When Li Shi saw Zhao Ji laughing, he also burst into laughter.

He turned his head again and asked Li Heng: "Brother, am I smart?" Am I confident? ”

"Needless to say! Of course you are smart and confident. Li Heng replied to her briefly, and continued to write his novel, immersed in the plot of the novel, nodding his head like a dove.

"Sometimes, I don't know myself, I'm thinking about something." Li Shi continued with the original contemplative demeanor.

"Seriously, sometimes I'm scared of myself – low self-esteem, clumsiness...... Nothing can be done. Alas, I wish I had been smart and confident. Isn't there a lot of things you should learn as a girl?"

"It doesn't take a lot, but ......"

"Tell me, please, what should I do? Tell me what I should do. As long as it comes to me from your mouth, I will do what you ask me to do, and do everything well. ”

Li Shi prayed again.

She also had a childlike demeanor and a tone of full trust.

Zhao Ji kept searching in his mind, and couldn't find the right words to answer her and comfort her for a while, and he didn't know what to say to be just right.

"Zhao Ji, if you are with me, won't you feel depressed?"

"No, of course not, where are you going! I can't even be happy, why do I feel depressed? Zhao Ji said.

"Okay, thank you! Just don't lie to me, I don't like you to lie to me the most. Li Shi said, "But I think you will feel depressed when you are with me." ”

After that, as if to stammer or comfort Zhao Ji, she took Zhao Ji's big hand with her hot little hand and held it tightly.

Zhao Ji suddenly had a current all over his body......

"Hmm!" At this moment, Li Heng suddenly shouted, "The plot of my novel should be well written, right?" Zhao Ji, come and see. ”

Zhao Ji broke free of Li Shi's small hand and walked to Li Heng's computer.

Seeing this, Li Shi stood up and walked away.

After an hour, she came back again, standing by the door and beckoning Zhao Ji to come over.

"Hey, Zhao Ji." She said, "If I did die, would you pity me?"