Chapter 72: Self-doubt
Yu Chisheng shook Ouyang Shan's shoulder, his only thought at the moment was to shake her awake and make her understand him, so that he could get rid of this pain.
When he used all his strength to shake her, seeing her pale face, he suddenly thought of his benefactor, Leader Ouyang.
"Am I doing this to his daughter? That's too rude, isn't it? ”
With this thought, he slowly withdrew his hands again, like a child who has done something wrong, and kept saying sorry and apologizing.
However, when he did so, he begged himself again: "When she hears me apologize, she will definitely laugh at me for being cowardly."
Ouyang Shan was motionless, not only not angry, but also a trace of joy.
Because in her opinion, all this is so exciting and novel. She felt that Yu Chisheng had a violent heart that loved her, and maybe he could sacrifice his life for love.
Her hatred and resentment towards Yu Chisheng suddenly disappeared from her heart.
"Am I in love with him again?" Ouyang Shan thought, "If that's the case, then I'm really too cheap." Not only did he look down on him, but even she herself looked down on herself. ”
Thinking of this, she hurriedly ran away.
Just as he looked at Ouyang Shan's distant back and looked sad, Ouyang Leader came back from work. Regarding Wei Chisheng's text message to him requesting a business trip, he refused immediately.
"Xiao Sheng, don't go on a business trip recently. It's not that you don't know, there is a recent on-site meeting of agriculture, agriculture and agriculture, and the main leaders of the province are coming, so you can only go on a business trip after dealing with this on-site meeting. ”
After hearing this, Wei Chisheng had no choice but not to leave for the time being.
After leaving Yu Chisheng, Ouyang Shan kept reminiscing about Yu Chisheng's rough shaking of her, and she felt that this kind of rough behavior was the courage that a man really possessed. She likes such men, so she indulges in this happiness.
"No man has ever dared to be so rough to me in front of me, he has the courage to be my boyfriend, because for love, he keeps shaking me" She said to herself excitedly, "In short, Wei Chisheng is worthy of my love." ”
At this moment, Wei Chisheng locked himself in his bedroom and fell into deep anxiety.
He was too afraid that Ouyang Shan's indifferent attitude towards him would continue, and he didn't know when it would end. For this reason, he wanted to kneel at her feet and sincerely express his love for her in words.
Some people think that Wei Chisheng may not be clever and clumsy enough. However, it was precisely because he was not clever and clumsy enough that he would have such a stupid move, which attracted the beautiful and tall Ouyang Shan again.
After dinner that day, Ouyang Shan not only did not hide from Wei Chisheng, but also took the initiative to ask him to take a walk in a nearby park, and unconsciously, her love for him rekindled.
She was happy when she walked, especially when she saw his manly and resolute face from the side.
In a fit of emotion, Ouyang Shan opened all her heart to him, chatted casually, and even told Yu Chisheng that she once had a love impulse for Huangfu Ge.....
"What, you actually had a love impulse for Huang Fu Ge!" Wei Chisheng shouted loudly.
Huang Fu Ge is the head of a government department, he is still single, he is tall and big, with handsome facial features and clear outlines, and he is recognized as a beautiful man in the city's government system.
When Wei Chisheng heard this, a feeling of jealousy arose.
Ouyang Shan didn't notice this at all, and described her love affair with Huang Fu Ge vigorously and with relish, but her tone was extremely sincere and even full of regret.
But it was precisely because of her tone that Wei Chisheng felt that she missed Huang Fu Ge very much, and then jealousy turned into a painful feeling.
Wei Chi Sheng originally thought that although his official position was not as big as that of Huangfu Ge, Ouyang Shan was the only one who loved him, and this alone was enough for him to defeat those suitors who were either rich or noble.
However, at this moment, Wei Chisheng felt that this was just his wishful thinking.
He could no longer stand the women he loved talking about his rivals in front of him, so much so that when they came to a pavilion in the park and sat down, he wanted to kneel before her and plead with a loud voice: "Please don't say any more, you will be pitied...... Have mercy on me! ”
However, Ouyang Shan kept chattering, still selflessly telling the past that had long passed, and even when she talked about her feelings with Huang Fu Ge, that look seemed to show that she still loved Huang Fu Ge.
Wei Chisheng saw all this clearly, but apart from the pain, he didn't know what to do, so he had to sigh helplessly: "I really didn't see it, she turned out to be such a woman!"
He thought that the other day he and her had a private meeting in the hotel room of the tea house. At this time, he could only listen painfully to her love affair with her rival. Is there anything more unbearable for him?
However, this is completely Wei Chisheng's overthinking - although he has been in love with three women one after another, he is not good at summarizing, so he really has not accumulated any love experience.
What he didn't understand was that Ouyang Shan talked about her and Huang Fuge's innocuous so-called love past, but in fact, it was just to show the man she loved that that person was not her true love - she only loved Yu Chisheng.
If at this time, Wei Chisheng's emotional intelligence is high enough, he will reply to her: "So what, you love me and not him after all." She would definitely be overjoyed that Wei Chisheng understood her mind.
However, Wei Chisheng doesn't understand a woman's mind after all. He was stupid and ridiculous, and Ouyang Shan's little trick became a pain in his eyes.
One day, when they went for a walk in the park again, Wei Chisheng involuntarily confided in his heart: "Shanshan, I know that you don't love me anymore, but I love you." ”
Once this sentence was spoken, he couldn't take it back, which changed Ouyang Shan's attitude towards him.
Ouyang Shan immediately made a disgusted expression at him, and the previous happiness of walking together suddenly disappeared.
She didn't expect that Yu Chisheng was so fragile and couldn't stand her test. She felt that Yu Chisheng was a man who didn't understand her mind.
What she despises most is this kind of person with low emotional intelligence - this kind of machismo character who does not understand her mind is exactly what she despises.
Therefore, when Ouyang Shan heard this sentence that he was not confident in, she was holding Yu Chisheng's arm, so she immediately threw down her hand and left without looking back.
For several days in a row, this kind of contempt still filled Ouyang Shan's heart.
In the past, she had always regarded Wei Chisheng as her heartfelt friend, and she had a lot of fun from talking. And now, this sentence cut off her desire to talk freely. Even as soon as she saw Yu Chisheng, she felt unhappy.
So, whenever he occasionally met her gaze, she would show him a look of disgust.