Yu Chisheng knew that Ouyang Shan already hated him, although he didn't understand the reason for this, he was very interested.

He tried his best not to appear in front of Ouyang Shan. Taking a step back, even if they meet by chance, they are like strangers, and they never look at her squarely.

Of course, this does not mean that Wei Chisheng is not in pain, on the contrary, his pain is constantly increasing.

"No matter how strong a man's heart is, he can't bear the torment of this kind of relationship between men and women." He roared in his heart.

In order to alleviate this sour taste, he often locked himself in the small attic alone as soon as he came back from work. However, he could quietly observe Ouyang Shan through the attic window.

One day, Yu Chisheng happened to see Ouyang Shan walking in the park with her suitors such as Cui Hu and others, and he was so jealous in his heart that he was dying of jealousy.

His heart, which had been like a calm lake, suddenly dropped a pebble, stirred up a little wave, and could no longer regain the calm state of mind he had before. He was full of thoughts about Ouyang Shan, so much so that he kept making mistakes at work one after another.

For example, he wrote a speech for Ouyang Leader and had no intention of proofreading it, so that when Ouyang Leader read a script in a meeting, he read a typo, which caused others to discuss below.

"Xiao Sheng, what are you thinking about all day long, looking at your absent-minded appearance, I feel that you are not working...... If you don't want to do it, then I'll tell you off! Leader Ouyang was annoyed and angry, he couldn't bear it anymore, and shouted at him.

Wei Chisheng was afraid that Leader Ouyang would see through his thoughts, so he hurriedly lied that he had been unwell recently. In this regard, Leader Ouyang was convinced, and even told Mrs. Ouyang and Ouyang Shan about Wei Chisheng's illness.

At this time, Ouyang Shan realized that she and Yu Chisheng had been estranged for a long time.

During this time, Ouyang Shan was not disturbed by Yu Chisheng, she found that her sense of contempt for Yu Chisheng was slowly disappearing when she was alone, and even found that there was no other man besides Yu Chisheng who could make her feel impulsive.

Here's what she thinks:

"For a woman like me, it's a bit difficult to find a boyfriend who is the right person to match. Most of my followers are conservative and legalistic...... I don't really like that. ”

"Except for the fact that Wei Chisheng's current position is a bit low, everything else meets my requirements. If you become my boyfriend, you will be happy in your marriage. ”

However, deep down, she still regards Wei Chisheng as a person who can be called and controlled at any time, she loves him if she wants to love him, and she wants to give him up if she wants to.

What's more, Wei Chisheng wants to be promoted now, which is also a sentence from her father Ouyang Leader. As long as she is happy, she can intercede in front of her father and get Wei Chisheng promoted. That way, she can do whatever she wants.

Thinking like this, she gradually developed a feeling of love for Yu Chisheng again.

Ouyang Shan recalled the happy and happy time she had with Yu Chisheng. However, this memory was sometimes mixed with a kind of remorse, sometimes with a sense of happiness, and sometimes this feeling of remorse and happiness constantly disturbed her sleep, so that she often lost sleep and appeared to be devoid the next day.

She comforted herself:

"It should be said that I should abandon worldly ideas and lower my stature to pursue a young man from a rural background, which is understandable. What age is it now, and you still pay attention to the door, right? ”

"Wei Chisheng, this young man is not bad. If someone casually asks me why I love him, I will say that it is not his beautiful face and elegant demeanor that attracts me, but his extraordinary conversation and development potential. ”

"Of course, I will not give those who accuse me a chance, and I must not let those people casually accuse me of this bold idea, then I will die of shame."

Then she thought:

"Some time ago, I was quite indifferent to Wei Chisheng, and I have completely crushed his poor self-esteem. He had the courage to boldly express his love in front of me, and I said that very well. But I don't understand, why was I angry at that time? He just said something from his heart to me. ”

"Well, it seems that my personality is still a bit eccentric, otherwise I wouldn't have treated him like that. Even when I was so cold to him, he didn't get angry, but guessed that I didn't see me. I think Yu Chisheng really loves me. ”

She has always been immersed and entangled in her relationship with Yu Chisheng, and sometimes she is often alone. This made Mrs. Ouyang look at her daughter carefully, and she kept staring at Ouyang Shan, as if she wanted to see through her thoughts.

In order not to let her mother see it, she took out her phone and fiddled with it. She was surprised to find that she was looking up and down Wei Chisheng's circle of friends in WeChat.

She watched it over and over again, looking at the life photos and daily mood posted by Yu Chisheng, she always got tired of watching it.

"This is God's will, it seems that he and I are destined to be together." She muttered excitedly, "This is my unconscious, what I saw turned out to be his circle of friends, and I couldn't let go of him in my heart!" ”

She wanted to send a message to Wei Chisheng, but she didn't know what to say appropriately, so she only kept liking and even writing some complimentary comments.

For this, she was so happy that she almost jumped up—because she felt that this was a fate arranged by God, and she could not deliberately do it.

Later, Mrs. Ouyang asked her to go to the movies, and she followed her mother.

However, in the process of watching the movie, Wei Chisheng's voice and smile kept coming to her mind, and she didn't know what this movie was about.

She only knew that it was a love movie, and there was a line that suddenly sounded so in line with her mood, and she woke up like a dream.

This is a line spoken by the heroine, to the effect of: "God may want to punish me for loving him too much, because I love him so much that I can't help myself."

From this moment on, Ouyang Shan was immersed in the dreams brought about by the plot of this love story, and she didn't have the heart to concentrate on anything else at all. Her mother discussed it with her, but she ignored it. Her mother complained to her, and she didn't care.

She thought of him as fascinated, and felt that this line was extremely classic, and it was so consistent with her own state of mind.

That night, while watching a movie, she missed Wei Chisheng. At this time, her state of mind was the same as Murong Lian's state of mind when she missed Wei Chi Sheng, strong and not mixed with any impurities.

However, for Ouyang Shan, this enthusiasm was always so short-lived, she would never allow herself to take the initiative boldly again because of this, she waited.

After returning home, Ouyang Shan repeated repeatedly: "I want to review myself, and review what is wrong with me, because I love him too much......

She repeated like a madman, startling her when she suddenly came to her senses, but she didn't want to admit that she loved Yu Chisheng deeply.

She lay in bed at night, racking her brains to clear Wei Chisheng from her mind. But the next day, when she saw that Wei Chisheng had not come back from work, she was eager to know where he was and what he was doing.

Yu Chisheng had been tortured by Ouyang Shan to the point that he was about to lose his rational thinking, so he couldn't discern the common problem of this kind of love psychology, and it was impossible to see the mystery. He didn't know how to analyze the positive side of this relationship, so he became a direct victim of missing Ouyang Shan.

He was in so much pain that he couldn't sleep. He really wanted to find a friend to talk about his inner thoughts. However, he was afraid that when his friends inquired about his heart with concern, it would be like an unhealed scar that would be uncovered and painful.

Therefore, he held this feeling in his heart and had nowhere to vent, and over time he couldn't help but burst into tears, so that he was speechless.

So, he locked himself in his room as soon as he got off work.

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