The sky outside the building was already overwhelmed by black clouds, and the storm was so fierce that it seemed to sweep the whole city away, and the rain outside the window gave people the tension of the entire high-rise building hanging in the sky and crumbling.

Xia Butterfly heard her own rapid heartbeat.

It was the first time she felt that the elevator in Yu Lie's residence was so slow.

As soon as the ladder door opened, Xia Butterfly couldn't wait to step out of the ladder door sideways, and ran towards the door of You Lie's house.

Standing outside the door, Xia Butterfly had the first hesitation in the hurry to deal with everything today.

You Lie had already been forced to record her fingerprints here on Sunday, and she could unlock them directly, but she wasn't sure if You Lie wanted to be disturbed today......

Especially, whether he wants to be bothered by her today.

Xia Butterfly breathed slowly, raised her hand, and pressed the doorbell.

But there was no response from the intercom she stared at.

There was not even an intercom in the door, and about ten seconds later, the door in front of Xia Kitese slowly bounced away from her with a "click", and then turned around by inertia.

The stunned Xia Butterfly hurriedly pulled the door and went in lightly.

It was dark in the level.

Xia Butterfly almost didn't know which direction to go, she took off her high-heeled shoes, and didn't bother to look for the wall cabinet where the slippers were placed in the dark, so she carried the file bag around the screen and walked into the darkness.

As soon as she turned into the living room, the document in her hand scratched something and made a slight noise.

The summer kite butterfly suddenly stopped.

At the same time, in the dark, tightly closed living room, on the couch, a faint shadow covered by a long carpet-like thing moved.

The man's voice was raspy and hoarse: "Put it down, get out." ”

Xia Kitedie paused.

You Lie may not know that it is her.

Even if he knew, even if he didn't want to see her, she had thought about the possibility of just walking through the door, but she had to end the evil she had created.

She was the one who trapped him in that night rain seven years ago.

She had to pull him out with her own hands.

Xia Kites thought about it, and her chest was no longer able to distinguish which position, and there were patches of numbness and tingling.

Placing the things in her hand on the table, Xia Butterfly approached the sofa, and then slowly squatted down.

"You Lie."

As soon as he lifted his upper body, the restless You Lie suddenly stopped.

After a few seconds, he raised his wrist with some uncertainty, hesitantly trying to touch Xia Iris's cheek in the darkness: "Fox? Is it a dream or is it your ......"

The uncertain, cautious, but instinctively suppressed the restless voice, which made Xia Kite's eyes fall from tears.

She raised her hand to hold his outstretched hand and put it on her cheek: "I'm sorry You Lie......"

It's like the girl seven years ago kneeling on the sofa, she curled up slightly in pain, tears streaming down her eyes: "I'm sorry......" She apologized in a hoarse voice while clasping his cold palm, "I'm sorry...... I didn't know you would ...... like that."

She really thought that he would always be fine without her.

She didn't want to drag him down.

She thought that a radiant young man like You Lie would have countless people around him who sought after him, loved him, and treated him better than her.

She didn't want him to fall into a nightmare the last thing she wanted, she wanted him to have a smooth life, that he didn't have to be upside down, that he didn't have to suffer grievances, and that he wanted his scenery to be the sun he was high over.

She never thought that she would become the most lingering shadow in his heart.

If I had known that this was the case—

“… Cry. ”

On the sofa, You Lie finally got up, his voice was low and tired, and his words were a little indifferent.

But while saying that, he couldn't bear it anymore, and bent down to pick up the little fox from the blanket under the sofa, until he brought it to him, and then carried it into his arms.

In a moment, the fox's eyes were almost full of tears in his collarbone socket.

It's really open and crying.

Crying so much that You Lie's heart twitched and twitched.

You Lie bit his cheekbones slightly, he lowered his head against her, a little angry and hoarse: "Why don't I see you so obedient on weekdays." ”

Xia Butterfly hadn't cried in years.

This time, it seemed that he wanted to shed all the tears that he had saved for many years, and at first he could repeat sorry to You Lie, but then he couldn't cry.

She just hugged him very tightly, from the wrist at the beginning, to the arm now, she dragged him alive and dead, as if she was afraid that he would become a lonely island in the deep sea.

You Lie said all the good things and bad things, but he still didn't coax him.

At last he sighed and leaned back into the sofa with his fox in his arms, clasped the man by his side, and said in a self-defeating voice: "Okay, let you cry." ”

He lowered his neck, put his straight nose bone against the corner of her forehead, and kissed the corner of her red and moist eyes from crying, "It's good for you to drown me, little butterfly." ”

“……”

The fox that day did cry out about flooding the three armies.

When finally her head hurt from crying, her eyes ran out of tears, and the whole fox was about to become dehydrated, she held You Lie's waist and abdomen, who wanted to get her water, and did not let him go, but told him a story.

is a very short, dry story, a bit of a smashing the reputation of gold medal interpreters in the simultaneous interpretation circle.

But it was her own, the story of that year.

Xia Kitese did not make a sudden decision, since that day in the pantry, she heard Ji Manager talk about You Lie's mood disorder on a rainy night, and she had already rehearsed this passage countless times on that sleepless night.

It's a pity that my brain is blank from crying, and I can't remember a word that I can think of.

So I can only think of one sentence at a time.

Xia Butterfly also thought about the many reactions that You Lie might have.

He may blame her for making her own opinion, he may be annoyed with her and ask You Huaijin for help, or he may ......

But You Lie's reaction was the only one she hadn't thought about.

He was calm, he just listened silently, and then hugged the girl beside him tighter into his arms, and she didn't blame him for it.

If it weren't for such a rainy night, in such a room full of blackout curtains like a prison and like an abyss, then she might have thought that this incident did not cause any harm to You Lie.

Otherwise, why could he still be so gentle and calm with her?

She knew he couldn't possibly not blame her.

It's like he had told her by holding her in that dark bed.

[I hate you, but I miss you day and night.] ]

Summer Kites' sad dry eyes were wet again, she closed them hard, turned around in his arms, and she sat on the sofa in the dark with his waist and belly, looking up.

The girl's voice was hoarse.

"I'll make it up to you."

“——？”

Raindrops crackled faintly on the glass.

You Lie's slightly noisy nerves were suddenly tightened by Xia Kitedie's words.

Because after saying this, the next second the fox lowered his head, kissed him jerky and childishly, and then stretched his wet and soft breath to the deep, rolling Adam's apple under his instinct.

You Lie came back to his senses and smiled angrily.

He raised his hand and pinched the back of the little fox's neck and unceremoniously pressed her back to the side of her neck. In the dimness, his voice became even more hoarse, as if the rain and fog had been worn countless times.

"Are you here to make amends to me, or are you here to torture me?"

The fox snorted, "Am I not doing it right?" ”

"Well, that's not right."

You Lie held her, while deceiving himself, while calming his breath and the desire that was rising in the darkness as her breath was entangled, "I haven't seen you for seven years, and my kissing skills are still so bad." ”

“……”

Xia Butterfly fell silent.

In the dark, she frowned earnestly, looking serious, as if she was thinking about how to improve her business in the face of over-standard customer demands.

It was probably the silence that made You Lie aware of it.

After a few seconds, the man leaned back on the sofa and lowered his long eyelashes, his long eyes narrow: "You shouldn't be thinking about something you shouldn't be thinking about, such as finding someone to practice and something like that." ”

Xia Kitedie hesitated.

She was actually wondering if she should go and see something or observe it on the ground.

But this one sounds like ......

After just a few seconds of hesitation, above his head, there was a low and hoarse smile from You Lie in the darkness. The slender phalanges resting on the back of her neck pinched them with patience and restraint: "If you want to 'die', keep thinking about it." ”

Xia Kitese was silent for two seconds, lowered her head, and hugged him tightly: "Wait for tomorrow, the seminar will end." ”

"......" You Lie's eyes slowly twitched, "? ”

In the darkness, the fox's cheeks slowly turned crimson.

But she ignored herself.

He couldn't bear You Lie's silent gaze, and the sense of contradiction that seemed to want to say something but seemed to be contained by himself shook in his dark eyes.

Xia Yuandie thought for a while, hugged him and took the initiative to speak: "I will pay off the money I owe Uncle You." ”

You Lie paused.

The little bit of desire under his eyes faded, he raised his hand and touched the girl's long hair soothingly: "Hmm." ”

His remaining silence made Xia Butterfly frown slightly, and she looked up at him: "You don't have to worry about me." ”

"What scruples?"

"Blame, complain...... Whatever you want to say, just tell me and I won't mind. It was my own choice, but it turned out to be borne by you, and no matter how much you accuse, I should accept it. ”