Chapter 25: The Flower Girl

It shows that she should be a hard-mouthed and soft-hearted woman. Although he is strong on the surface, he may have a fragile side on the inside. That's why it looks so cold. Xie Dongqing analyzed slowly.

"Yes, in fact, there is no real coldness in this world at all, the so-called coldness, but it is not you who is warmed by others."

After a pause, I continued: "I had a misunderstanding with her, she always thought that I was stepping on two boats, so she was always a little cold to me, and Hu Yongqiang's actions today made her very angry, so she made this situation." ”

"Why did she misunderstand that you were stepping on two boats?" Xie Dongqing asked suspiciously.

"I took her to Lhasa before, and on the way Tian Jie called me, she heard the conversation between me and Tian Jie and mistakenly thought that Tian Jie was my girlfriend, and then I told her that I was going to Lhasa to find my ex-girlfriend......"

Xie Dongqing suddenly laughed: "That's the case! Then it's easy to say, explain it to her clearly, and then find time to talk slowly about Hu Yongqiang's invitation to her dinner today, it has nothing to do with you, she can understand. ”

"I thought so too, but she's already blocked my phone number."

Xie Dongqing gasped and said, "It seems that she really wants to give up your company!" ”

"It's not like a joke."

Xie Dongqing was silent for a while before he said, "In this way, I can still contact her now, and I will explain it to her when I find time." ”

I thought about it for a while and said, "Forget Holly, don't make this matter too troublesome, there are some things that I still want to tell her in person, and let you explain it to her, it seems that I am a little hypocritical." ”

"Well, that's fine."

After hanging up Xie Dongqing's phone, I charged my phone, washed up briefly, and lay on the bed.

I suddenly realized one thing, if Xiyue misunderstood me on the way to Lhasa with me, then why was she willing to take me to Lhasa, and even eat with me, and even handed over the general to me?

Obviously, she didn't hate me as much then as she did now, and maybe my private life didn't matter to her.

It's just that after she came back from going to Mount Everest, the whole person changed, even if I helped her take care of the dog, she didn't even have a sense of gratitude, but hated me very much.

Until now, every word she says in front of me, every expression she says, is resisting, expressing that she hates me very, very much.

What went wrong?

I can't figure it out, but this misunderstanding must be solved, not for anything else, just because this project can't be so yellow.

Just like Sun Hao said, it's time for me to show some achievements to prove myself, at the age of 28, I really can't be willful anymore.

I had a little insomnia, and I took out my phone and bored myself to watch a short video.

I accidentally saw Tian Jie who was live broadcasting, she was sitting quietly in a chair like a goddess in front of the camera, holding a guitar in her arms, and she was playing and singing to herself.

Aside from anything else, there is one thing to say, she is still very good at singing, after all, she graduated from Chuanyin, but she has never had a good opportunity, and she doesn't bother to participate in those talent shows, and finally became an anchor.

She broadcasts live almost every night, this is her job, she has 10,000 people in the live broadcast room for a long time, and sometimes 20,000 or 30,000, which is not a big Internet celebrity.

However, she and her in life are completely like two people during the live broadcast, and it is hard for you to believe that the female anchor who looks like a virgin in the live broadcast room at this moment is such an annoying spirit in life.

Just like her voice, singing some bitter love songs can really make people cry.

I lay on my stomach in her live broadcast room and listened to nursery rhymes for a while, and she seemed to find me in her live broadcast room, and instead sang a rock song that I liked very much.

Cui Jian's "Flower Girl".

Listening to her sing this song, it is understandable that it reminds me of He Huan again.

I remembered the day I confessed to He Huan, I stood on the school playground, holding the guitar and playing and singing this song wildly.

It was still raining heavily that day, and He Huan was standing in front of me, she threw away her umbrella, ran towards me, and hugged me tightly.

Later, this song also became one of her favorite songs, and every time she was in a good mood or a bad mood, she would ask me to sing this song.

It's been a long time since I've sung this song, and I'm afraid to even listen to it, and I'm afraid to remember those fragmented pasts.

Listening to this song, with a nostalgic mood, I turned out the storage box from under the bed again, which contained the gifts I had given to He Huan in the past few years, and estimated that after a while, the items in the entire box might not exceed a thousand yuan.

I picked up a Snoopy's toy puppet in the storage box and looked at it, and I still remember that He Huan and I had taken a look at it when she was working part-time on weekends in the first year of college.

But the embarrassing thing is that this puppet is not for sale, and I don't know what the store owner thinks, in order to attract attention, he actually let the participants hang on the horizontal bar, and the one who lasts the longest will be given away for free.

He Huan was ready to give up, and said that he could buy a similar one in the future, but I was tired from the construction site for a day, and I didn't know why I had convulsions, so I rushed straight up.

I still remember hanging myself from the horizontal bar for 30 minutes, until I couldn't feel my hands anymore, and the vendor owner persuaded me to come down.

When I sent the puppet that didn't cost a penny to He Huan, she hugged me for the first time, and then picked up the doll with joy.

I still remember her saying to me with red eyes: "Ah Chang, do you know that many people chased me before you?" ”

I nodded and said yes.

He Huan looked at me with his beautiful eyes: "They gave me a lot of expensive things, and I returned them all the way I came, and they really didn't want to take them back, so I threw them all into the trash." ”

As she spoke, she came out with tears in her eyes, and then said with a smile: "But I won't lose this puppet, this is the most precious gift I have ever received." ”

At that time, I kept thinking, why did I meet such a nice girl?

Later, I figured it out, maybe the bad girls don't look down on me at all, and at the first level of materialism, they will trample on my hard work unscrupulously and laugh at my love.

A good girl won't, a good girl can always see the heart behind the gift.

I don't like to see things and think about people, but the song Tian Jie just sang suddenly evoked my memories.

In a trance, I heard Tian Jie say in the live broadcast room: "This song is for a good friend of mine, I hope he can get out of the shadow of his life." There is also a sentence I want to tell him: You think the worst thing in life is to lose the person you love the most, but in fact, the worst thing is to lose yourself because you love someone too much. ”