For some reason, after hearing Tian Jie say this, my tears flowed uncontrollably.

I turned off the stream, put down my phone, and suddenly laughed as I hugged the Snoopy doll.

But laughing and laughing, tears flowed out.

I'm not a hypocritical person, and I don't like hypocrisy.

But this kind of emotion of suffering from gains and losses really makes me very uncomfortable, and instead of such an unclear distinction, I feel that it is more solid to lose completely.

But let go, how can I let go of that five-year-long relationship, how can I let go of those many days and nights of thoughts, and the beautiful pictures of those scenes?

We have the joy of being together, and we have given the pain of separation, and God really has opened a window and closed a door.

Could it be that this is really just a game of breaking up at dawn?

Are we destined to be just passers-by in each other's lives in this life?

If you just meet and can't stay, it's really better not to meet.

I don't want to admit it and I won't be reconciled, she is a passerby in my life.

I didn't want to think about all this mess anymore, so I picked up my phone again and opened Douyin, staring at that dazzling screen.

The screen is like a magic mirror, between square inches, playing with the things and things of the whole world, right and wrong, rich and full of gold and silver, vivid and fashionable.

But gradually, the boredom and loneliness made me unbearable, no matter how I refreshed, the frustration was always locked in my heart, and I always felt that it was someone else's scenery, and the overwhelming splendor made me at a loss.

Thoughts are surging like a tide.

It turns out that love is originally drinking poisonous wine with a smile.

The encounters in life that will eventually make you fall into them are always so beautiful at first.

Suddenly, I received a WeChat message from Tian Jie.

"Haven't slept yet?"

I typed a lot of words, but deleted them again, and finally only replied with one word: "No." ”

"Looks like I'm in a bad mood! Let me guess if it's because I just sang that song? ”

"You deliberately sang that song to evoke memories for me!"

Tian Jie replied with a laughing and crying expression, and said: "How can you deliberately let you reminisce, don't you like this song?" It's rare for you to enter my live broadcast room, and you can't sing to you! ”

"Pull it down! I don't like the song now. ”

"Really? I don't think you're such a non-dedicated person, are you? ”

It's true that I'm a stubborn person, whether it's feelings or other things and things.

For example, I have been smoking Chongqing's unique Chaotianmen cigarettes since I was in college, and I still smoke this. Speaking of work, this is my second job, and if it weren't for the incident with Xie Dongqing, I probably wouldn't have resigned.

Others say I'm stubborn, others say I'm single-minded, and I can't tell what it is, I just don't want to toss.

Before I could reply, Tian Jie sent another message saying, "I'm not in a good mood today. ”

"What? Was scolded by the black fans in your live broadcast room again? ”

"If it's just because of this, do you think my sister will care?"

"What's wrong with that?"

Tian Jie sent a voice, sighed and said, "Didn't you pretend that my boyfriend went home with me last time?" My mom and dad are asking me to call you back again, next Tuesday, my mom's birthday...... You say, how can I refuse? ”

"Let's just say it! A lie needs an infinite number of lies to complete. ”

"I can't! At least not now, you know my mom has heart disease, and my grandma has high blood pressure, and once it stimulates them, the consequences are unimaginable. ”

I felt helpless and said, "If I knew this, I shouldn't have promised you last time." ”

Tian Jie replied with an aggrieved expression, and said to me in that very sneering tone: "Or, Brother Gao Chang, will you help me again?" ”

"Speak well!"

She immediately returned to her senses: "Really, help me again!" From now on, whatever you say, I promise to listen to you. ”

It's already like this, and it doesn't seem to be reasonable not to help her, and I know that her mother has a heart attack, so if it really makes the heart attack come out, it will be troublesome.

I replied: "The last time, if there is such a thing in the future, if you don't say it, I will also make it clear to your parents." ”

She was in a better mood immediately, replied with a string of laughing expressions, and said to me again: "Well, I know that Brother Gao Chang is the best, I love you to death!" ”

"you! Speak well! ”

"I'm in a good mood, but what if you're still in a bad mood? Do you want me to take a taxi to accompany you now? Pick up some gym equipment on the way. ”

"Who works out with you on the big night, and you can support it when you are full."

"79 A box of fitness equipment, Brother Gao Chang still doesn't understand?"

I really didn't react just now, and when I did, I was speechless in an instant.

This stinky girl is so naughty, and after ending the chat with Tian Jie, I found that I really didn't seem to be so irritable.

Maybe she's really my pistachio, since I was a child, I'm used to her giggling and unscrupulous around me.

I didn't think about the gains and losses anymore, and I couldn't figure out the things of my life overnight.

……

In the next two days, time passed very slowly, and every minute and second passed very painfully, because no one knew how to change the status quo and find a breakthrough in Xiyue.

And what's more, we found that we couldn't make an appointment with Xiyue at all, even if I didn't come forward.

She either didn't answer the phone, or she avoided it tactfully, and we didn't even have the opportunity to communicate directly, and my phone was even blocked by her.

The general manager of the company also came to our engineering department for a meeting and told us to strive to win the project, and personally promised at the meeting that if the project can be gnawed, the bonus will be increased by half at the end of the year.

But who doesn't want to win this project, it's not for the bonus, this project brings a lot of benefits, and I can even become famous, I lack such an opportunity.

But now, I can't contact Xiyue at all, and I even heard that our bidding qualification has been cancelled, and there are no specific documents yet.

Hu Yongqiang didn't dare to tell the general manager this, and after the meeting ended, he begged me to find a way to contact Xiyue, even if he asked him to apologize to Xiyue in person.

I didn't pay attention to him, if he hadn't intervened, at least Xiyue wouldn't have hated us that much.

After thinking about it, I still decided to contact Xiyue through Xie Dongqing, there was really no other way.

But this afternoon, I suddenly received a call from Sun Hao, and on the phone, he said in a hurry: "Boss, I met Xiyue." ”